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My first kiss was in a tunnel of tires at primary school. :3

Her father was not best impressed, but as I recall it was her idea. >.<;

I'm in love.
I'm sooo happy.
My life is perfect. =3

Oh, and my first kiss actually wasn't bad, even though the guy ended up being a total a*****e xp

* I feel like I screwed up my life by taking so many AP courses and exams in high school
* I want to go to med school, but it's probably never going to happen
* I have terrible circulation - even in a warm room, if my hands are elevated above my chest level they feel like ice
* Because of the above, I also wear birkenstocks and sandals in snowy weather - I just don't feel the cold in my feet
* My first kiss was great, but it was from a douchebag who said he wasn't married when I later found out he actually was
* I was the only goth/punk kid in my grade in my private Christian preppy high school... talk about not fitting in xD
* Every close friend I've ever had, save one, has turned on me in some way or another, and it makes me very reluctant to form new friendships - even online
* I hate the thoughts of having children so much that every now and then I'll dream that I got pregnant and wake up crying
* I still have said dreams despite my boyfriend being sterile AND my being on birth control
* I feel like I could have done so much more with my life by now, but I've always settled much, much less than I'm capable of


Uhh... that's all I can think of at the moment. xD

Works like this.

You have your singular sexualities,

Straight, Gay, lesbian, necrophilia, Beastual, Asexual, and *insert name for people attracted to inatinate objects here*

then you have bisexuals.
Just straight up male and female.

then theres Trisexuals.
people who are interested in males, females, and transgenders.

then theres the random sexuality I forgot the name of which means you will have sex with literally everything its possible to have sex with.
(anything from dead bodies, to frying pans, to your pet cat)

then theres pansexual.

Ill take a few quotes from the wikipedia for this.

Pansexuality
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia


Pansexuality, or omnisexuality[1] is a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for aesthetic attraction, romantic love, or sexual desire towards people, regardless of their gender identity or biological sex. Some pansexuals suggest that they are gender-blind; that gender and sex are insignificant or irrelevant in determining whether they will be sexually attracted to others.[2] For others, an individual's sex, gender expression, or gender identity can be a key factor of attraction, despite the pansexual individual's wide range of sex and gender attractions.
The word pansexual is derived from the Greek prefix pan-, meaning "all". In its simplest form, pansexuality denotes the potential of sexual attraction to all genders and beings. It is intended to negate the idea of two genders (as expressed by bi-)
The adjective pansexual may also be applied to organizations or events. In this context, the term usually indicates an openness to the involvement of people of all genders and sexual orientations in said organization/event, as well as the pansexual sexual identity.


Pansexuality compared to bisexuality

Bisexuality is a sexual orientation characterized by attraction to both the same gender and the opposite gender. Unlike pansexuality, it does not specifically include people who fall outside the gender binary. Pansexuality has been described as a "means to skip the binaries and essentialism of 'bi'."[3]
However, many people who identify as bisexual are actually attracted to people who fall outside the gender binary. These people, who could be described as pansexual, have a variety of reasons for identifying as bisexual, including widespread unfamiliarity with the term "pansexual" as well as its negative connotations for some people. Some define bisexuality as "attraction to people from more than one gender".[4] Others contrast "attraction to people of multiple genders" with pansexuality's "attraction regardless of gender".


Simplified = Im attracted to people because of their personality regardless of gender, And Im the sort of pansexual who dosent value sex that much at all outside of affection.



Altogether quite different from your typical bisexual......

I swear they are all bloody horny as hell or just really desperate.
(no offence to natural bisexuals, But being bi is just becoming a fashion statement or a way to get more sex)

I've horrible work ethic.
My focus is.... Obnoxious. Once I focus on something, my goals get finished. Fast. Without problems.
It leads to problems. I can't allow anyone else to aid. I'll either force them out of it, and do it all myself, or put in no effort, and force them to do it all.
And..... If I'm forced to stop halfway through, I rarely pick it up again. It should already be done, and since it isn't, it should be left as such.

im 19
i have also never had a boyfriend- or a 1st kiss
i really hate bananas
and i don't know if my life can be complete without a successful Joss Whedon vehicle

I have never outright told someone that they suck in something (like art, oh the horror!) but don't encourage them either at least.

When something ish half-way finished I either set it aside for all of eternity, or finish it with mad determination.

I'm really clingy.

My motto ish based off the phrase 'precise and perfect'. I get things done, and fast, and of utmost quality I can get at the time. If you b***h, I'll shove my work in your mouth.

Yes, I do have a fetish for schoolgirl outfits.

A LOT of things don't interest me actually, but that stoned expression on my face isn't easily removed with words.

Yes. I do look stoned a lot of the time.