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 Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2005 9:09 pm
hanging gallow Xeroxer As usual, I didn't understand your last post. I'm sorry. Dan seems busy with schoolwork, I'd expect one of his threads soon 3nodding wow...he has school on a saturday...poor dan... Yeah, I had a big party thingy I had to go to today. ^^;; Don't worry! I haven't forgot about MKs return!!! It's just that I wanted to make banners on my computer and all these different things, but I didn't have time for that, and I didn't want to just write "MK is back today! Welcome back MK!" so I didn't. And like Mike said, he probably needs a few days of relaxation and recovery. Tommorow, I've got to finish a big project with my friend, and I may need to sleep over to finish it the next day as well. If anything, I'll have it on Monday. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 10:38 am
DualBlader hanging gallow Xeroxer As usual, I didn't understand your last post. I'm sorry. Dan seems busy with schoolwork, I'd expect one of his threads soon 3nodding wow...he has school on a saturday...poor dan... Yeah, I had a big party thingy I had to go to today. ^^;; Don't worry! I haven't forgot about MKs return!!! It's just that I wanted to make banners on my computer and all these different things, but I didn't have time for that, and I didn't want to just write "MK is back today! Welcome back MK!" so I didn't. And like Mike said, he probably needs a few days of relaxation and recovery. Tommorow, I've got to finish a big project with my friend, and I may need to sleep over to finish it the next day as well. If anything, I'll have it on Monday. 3nodding well if you need any help i can help you out with any sigs or banners...
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2005 7:41 am
DualBlader hanging gallow Xeroxer As usual, I didn't understand your last post. I'm sorry. Dan seems busy with schoolwork, I'd expect one of his threads soon 3nodding wow...he has school on a saturday...poor dan... Yeah, I had a big party thingy I had to go to today. ^^;; Don't worry! I haven't forgot about MKs return!!! It's just that I wanted to make banners on my computer and all these different things, but I didn't have time for that, and I didn't want to just write "MK is back today! Welcome back MK!" so I didn't. And like Mike said, he probably needs a few days of relaxation and recovery. Tommorow, I've got to finish a big project with my friend, and I may need to sleep over to finish it the next day as well. If anything, I'll have it on Monday. 3nodding What's the project about?
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Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 9:33 pm
Entry #5 - The Pain!!!Quote: Sorry for not having so many Entries, I've just been very busy to even spend a little while to type one, and to busy to do fun things with my friends that I can type about ^^;;. I don't know why, but for the past 2 months, I've been getting sick a lot. My chest keeps feeling like it's being squeezed by a giant, stone hand. And I can't really go to the doctor, since my dad got new health insurance, which involves us paying almost 60 dollars for each time I need to go see the doctor. It used to be for free. So I try and endure the pain so that we don't need to spend more money. My house is over 150 years old, and with mice running back and forth. I'm very cautious about eating things after touching furniture of the carpet, thinking that a mouse with flees or ravees could've touched it, so I've been washing my hands constantly. Since it's winter, everytime I wash my hands then go into a cold room, my hands start to get cracks in certain spots of them. It feels all bumpy. And since I keep washing my hands, I use up A LOT of paper towels. And if I don't wash my hands, then we need to go to the hospital and pay 300 dollars for a ravees shot! gonk And just as well, I want MK back!!! gonk I wanted to make a big celebration thread for him when he comes back (Because as we all know, he got discharged from the military on January 14th) But he hasn't shown! Thaxul has confirmed that he is alive and well, so I'm glad about that. -.-; Well, I spent 3 weeks working on an 8 Page report, staying up till midnight each day working on it, then, I'm able to finish it 2 weeks earlier. I go "Phew. I finished!!" Now I bring my laptop down to my dad so he can print it. Only a portion of my report was due on Friday, so I copy and Pasted that section into a new file. I tell my dad to transfer them, but to save the other document first. He says "You don't need to save it." and I'm screaming YES YOU DO!!! But he already clicked Don't Save!!! gonk He said sorry, which kind of made me feel happier. But then he starts trying to blame it on me! Saying I should've made duplicates, and put a bunch in different folders, and warned him better. ANd saved it before asking him. Now, I can admit that I really should've saved it before giving him my laptop, but make duplicates of it? Why the hell should I make a bunch of different copies of each and every document I make?!?!? I mean, he's so immature to not admit his mistakes!!! Jeebus... At last, I've finally finished a CSA from my MiniShop. *sighs in relief* It took me forever for these things. He wanted a CSA that was half Darkness and half light. Currently Working On: Angel and Black ANgel Wings. whee These things take out a lot of free time in my day.
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2005 8:20 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 7:40 am
I think I'll un-quote my entries so it's easier to read. ^^;;
This next one's going to be sort of a rant ^^;; Please try to endure.
Entry #6 - Are we that ungrateful?
I've started to notice all the things that people are ungrateful for...
First, I was thinking about that person on the sidewalk who said under her breath "I wish I were young again" after seeing me running back and forth on the sidewalk, and then hoping over the fence back and forth as like a little exercise.
I started wondering "I won't be able to move so fast, and be so stable and swift when I've grown up more." And I finally started to appreciate still being young, and I now, really wanted to have a great childhood.
Then I remembered all those kids at school who are always coming to me because of the problems about "not being able to get a boyfriend/girlfriend" and how "I have pimples before the dance!!" When now, all I can reply to them with is, "Stop worrying about that. You'll have plenty of time when you grow up to find a boyfriend/girlfriend. RIght now, you're still young! Live!!! Experience Life to it's fullest! Hang out with friends, have a snowball fight, play a video game. Because these are all things that you won't be able to do as much when you grow up."
They say that they'll do it, but the next day, I see them sobbing in a corner of the Cafeteria about how they asked someone out and was rejected.
Is it that their minds aren't mature and developed well enough for them to realize their own actions? Or do they just not care? Or maybe being in the business of helping people and giving advice at school has helped me realize these things...
Well, I can't help what they do if they don't listen, but I know what I wanna do. So when I get to school from now on, I'm going to smell the scent of childhood, and spend every ounce of time I have with my friends! I don't care how many times the adults say "Did I give you permission to talk?!?!?" and "Pay attention to my announcement! It's more important than what you're doing!" When their announcement is that they're out of tissues. -.-;
Nothing's going to hold me back from creating these memories! If you have bad memories of being rejected and made fun of as a little kid, you'll grow up hating yourself and not liking the world. And if this is so, then the opposite must be that your life in the future will be filled with happiness and success. biggrin
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 3:36 pm
Entry #7 - What the Poopin' Scoop?!?!?
Ok, so as it is, I live on Staten Island, New York. I don't have cable or satelite, but there's this show called Cranial Crunch. It's where Students from Middle Schools and High Schools go on it to compete against wits....kinda like kids jeopardy. ^^;;
Anyways, my school was nominated to participate, and the APs wanted all of the best 7th graders to represent the school. I of course, was "resting my eyes" on my desk. Then, she says "If anyone here thinks that they have a shot at it, or knows a friend that might, be sure to go to Room B317 on the 3rd Floor." And everyone starts saying my name, and staring at me! Just because I am the leader of the Pooper Scooper plan, I've got good grades, and qualify to be a member of the Junior National Honor Society....BUT THIS DOESN'T MEAN THEY GET TO FORCE ME TO DO IT!!! gonk I've never even seen this show!
But, my friends say "We'll go if you go" and all the teachers and other students are looking up to me ( cry I'm like a god to them!) so I decided to do it.
The tryouts were just 10 Questions that had to do with the Real World. I got 7 out of 10 right, 2 of which I passed, and 1 I got wrong. I didn't think I did good....since I didn't really try that hard. But as I got down stairs, one of the APs said "I heard you did good on the tryouts" and I was like "Huh?"
Now I'm worried that I'm going to be on the show! I don't wanna be on the show!! gonk I keep thinking "Well, I'll be with my friends" but they all said they didn't understand one question they were asked!! gonk The teachers keep trying to comfort me saying "At least it'll get you started on an acting carreer"
BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE AN ACTOR!!! gonk I wanna be a Graphics Designer for a gaming company as good as Squaresoft/SquareEnix or a movie company like Pixar, or those that make 3-D movies. Not acting! I know a bunch of kids that came out of that room crying because they had wanted a chance like this for their whole life, and they didn't make it! I don't think it's my right to take it away from them!
I wish there was a way out of this!! crying
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 6:41 pm
^^; I read your entries and not really had a comment.
I never feel ungrateful just sad for another person, whenever I am dragged at the mall, I always notice some man with a more pathetic look in his eye while hunches back and seems like he's piercing right through people's souls and chuckling back at each and every memory, sometimes (When my sister and Mother are shopping) I'd watch him (Him as in anyone I find) and wonder what he could be looking back on, 10 minutes fly and still no one has come to rescue him... he looks sad, like he's poor or lacking something to fill that hole in his life... what are his wishes... his dreams... his goals... Somehow, these people never get out of my mind, like the man battling the winds as the leaves try to trip him from under his coat is his lonely friend and he walks on that solid sidewalk... Who is he walking to?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 10:07 pm
Here's an answer to that.
Ignore people. x:
Won't have to let them cloud your mind anymore, after that. :3
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 9:54 am
Xeroxer ^^; I read your entries and not really had a comment. I never feel ungrateful just sad for another person, whenever I am dragged at the mall, I always notice some man with a more pathetic look in his eye while hunches back and seems like he's piercing right through people's souls and chuckling back at each and every memory, sometimes (When my sister and Mother are shopping) I'd watch him (Him as in anyone I find) and wonder what he could be looking back on, 10 minutes fly and still no one has come to rescue him... he looks sad, like he's poor or lacking something to fill that hole in his life... what are his wishes... his dreams... his goals... Somehow, these people never get out of my mind, like the man battling the winds as the leaves try to trip him from under his coat is his lonely friend and he walks on that solid sidewalk... Who is he walking to? I always see guys like that at the mall, too! O_O; Maybe you should make your own entries into this journal, or make your own EVIL journal! mrgreen @BR: Lol. I only ignore people that are trying to annoy me. Like some kid at school poking me in the head and putting his pen in my ear just to get me pissed. I just sit still and act like he doesn't exist, and he keeps trying to get my attention...he get's pissed afterwards because he's "losing his touch" as I say in my mind. ^^;;
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 3:27 pm
DualBlader Xeroxer ^^; I read your entries and not really had a comment. I never feel ungrateful just sad for another person, whenever I am dragged at the mall, I always notice some man with a more pathetic look in his eye while hunches back and seems like he's piercing right through people's souls and chuckling back at each and every memory, sometimes (When my sister and Mother are shopping) I'd watch him (Him as in anyone I find) and wonder what he could be looking back on, 10 minutes fly and still no one has come to rescue him... he looks sad, like he's poor or lacking something to fill that hole in his life... what are his wishes... his dreams... his goals... Somehow, these people never get out of my mind, like the man battling the winds as the leaves try to trip him from under his coat is his lonely friend and he walks on that solid sidewalk... Who is he walking to? I always see guys like that at the mall, too! O_O; Maybe you should make your own entries into this journal, or make your own EVIL journal! mrgreen @BR: Lol. I only ignore people that are trying to annoy me. Like some kid at school poking me in the head and putting his pen in my ear just to get me pissed. I just sit still and act like he doesn't exist, and he keeps trying to get my attention...he get's pissed afterwards because he's "losing his touch" as I say in my mind. ^^;; ^^; I hate copying people, doesn't make me unique... plus my journal is rather odd and depressing. Ask Um, Umaeril, Manda, Drez, and Tem
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2005 1:12 pm
Just a head's up:
This is going to be one hell of a week, since I've got Round 2 of that damned Cable Gameshow on Monday, Valentines Day Dance ( rolleyes ) on Tuesday, Science Fair on Wednesday, and who knows what is to come on Thursday and Friday. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2005 2:23 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2005 3:13 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2005 6:27 pm
I never have my days like yours, they are just tiring and exhausting mentally
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