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 Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 12:00 pm
Hi. My name is Amens and I have been depressed for many years. But since I`m now 19 and my mood swings is getting bigger, I`m thinking about if I`m bipolar. Going to try and get some help before I kill myselfe. I dont really want to do that, but i things get any worse, it might just an option...
I am really here to try and get some support to contine my treatment, and dont try and hide that I`m not well (I defensivly depressed)...
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Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 5:29 pm
My name is Sasha but I tend to go by Douppleganger or Clone. I have been suffering with depression for the past 2 years, but I was diagnosed with Biplor last year. I'm 17 and have been getting better since I started seeing a psychiatrist, and got a really awesomely supportive boyfriend who helps me get through the bad days. He is one of a kind and has put up with a lot. I got some new meds lsat week so I'm still stabalizing from those.
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 6:44 am
Hello everyone! My name is Brittany. I don't know for sure, but I think I could be bipolar, and although I have yet to be offically diagnosed, I think I have massive depression. The only reason I haven't been diagnosed is because I cannot seem to keep a therapist. Something always manages to go wrong. I dunno.
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 11:38 am
Erm Hey. I'm El, 15 from England. So I'm in Yr 10, I don't know what that is in American school gradings but hey. I was diagnosed with Bipolar I when I was 8 when I found my friend Max hanging from his bedroom ceiling, I was "possibly" Bipolar and then when my friend Josh died two years ago it became definate to my GP. I go to counciling, yippeee. I was on Efexors XL but at the moment I'm refusing medication because my boyfriend likes me "as is". I play Bass guitar, like goth/Rock/metal/industrial/grunge music. Me: 
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 11:07 am
My name is Laurel [cactus, lala, Tash, or soda]. I am 14 years old. First I had depresssion, mainly because my step-dad was very abusive to me only. Also, we moved alot, so I never really had any friends. Just kinda fell into this spout of hell that didn't seem like it would let me out. My step-dad was bipolar [extreamly] but my mom first started suspecting me to be the same after he had left us. She's afraid to take me to the doctor to find out. So, we're just kinda sitting here waiting while she watches me get angry and than suddenly happy and dancing and screaming in joy.
I live in Seattle, WA. [for now] and have two fat fluffy kitties. smile Its just my mom and the cats for now. I enjoy all types of music, seeing it as someone's art and what they enjoy to do. [But, you will often find me with my classic rock or metal...just can't help myself! I NEED THE SCREAMING ANGRY PEOPLE and the soft, flowing melody of happiness.] Addicted to guitar, I began strumming on that abit. But just looking around, in that whole area. I love to write and read, as well as draw. [mainly invader-zim type thngs] Also, I like Astrology. [Scorpio] I am bisexual, seeing that a girl happened to post that, I feel abit safer about letting my sexuality be known...-whew- I have a boyfriend, but not for long because he can't seem to handle the fact that I can be sweet, and suddenly a judging, screaming b***h. Anyway, enough rambling:
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2005 8:31 pm
im matabat scarletrooks friend.... we have to catch the bus home so ill type more laterer
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 5:32 am
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 6:11 am
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 7:11 pm
Hey, My Name is Ashly (pronounced Ashley), I'm 15 and in grade ten. I'll be 16 in October. I don't know if I am bipolar or not but alot of my teachers and princepals have suggested it and some family members, but I'm petrified of doctors (haven't gone to one since I was 9 and they said I was "severely depressed") I'm petrified of pills. I'm probably totally off my rocker but I don't care. I think I'm weird because I lived with at least five different family members over the course of 15 years (a bit more details in my diary) blablabla. I think I have multiple personalities actually... Anyway here are a couple pics... You deside. Do I LOOK crazy? Me Normally:  Without doing anything with my apperance (no make up, my hair just dried on its own) http://www.angelfire.com/music5/pyro07/myphotos/wild_determination.jpg[/IMG] Excuse Their Crappy Quality
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 7:15 pm
Sorry I screwed that one up here is the second pic: Without doing anything with my apperance (no make up, my hair just dried on its own) Excuse Their Crappy Quality
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 7:39 pm
Hypocrite Erm Hey. I'm El, 15 from England. So I'm in Yr 10, I don't know what that is in American school gradings but hey. I was diagnosed with Bipolar I when I was 8 when I found my friend Max hanging from his bedroom ceiling, I was "possibly" Bipolar and then when my friend Josh died two years ago it became definate to my GP. I go to counciling, yippeee. I was on Efexors XL but at the moment I'm refusing medication because my boyfriend likes me "as is". I play Bass guitar, like goth/Rock/metal/industrial/grunge music. Me: HOLY CRAP you look YOUNG! Did you just turn 15? (Cause I'm 15 too and yeah.. I look alot older than you)
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 11:00 pm
Hello, My name is Sam, I have Bi-polar depression, I am 17, I hate my life, I am an insomniac most of the time, I am part of the Popular crowd in my school and I hate it you see not only do I have BP I also have a Agorophobia, the fear of social situations, and when you are part of "their" group you really don't get much privacy... I hate it... I want to tell them all to go to hell but I am also afraid of losing my friends... my moods are usually these three stare stressed crying I haven't been happy in years. I have been in this guild for over a week now and just haven't posted because I just didn't care, I usually escape from the world here or in my dreams ((when I sleep that is)) I have no girlfriend because I am picky and so I say no to everyone that asks me out ((mostly because I am afraid)) oh yeah and I am LDS (mormon) learn to deal with it ask me anything you like, I like to argue sometimes but I prefer to teach... so yeah there you go. stare
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Posted: Sat Feb 12, 2005 9:56 am
Hello, I'm Niharana. I was diagnosed Bipolar in my senior year of high school. Since then I've been on a number of various medications, and I've finally become a bit stabilized. I'm currently in my second year of college. I had a hard time adjusting, mainly because my mother refused to believe that I was bipolar (in fact, she continues to not believe that). I am Bipolar NOS with rapid cycling and mixed episodes. I also have psychosis.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2005 5:49 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2005 8:35 pm
DarkPyro07 Hey, My Name is Ashly (pronounced Ashley), I'm 15 and in grade ten. I'll be 16 in October. I don't know if I am bipolar or not but alot of my teachers and princepals have suggested it and some family members, but I'm petrified of doctors (haven't gone to one since I was 9 and they said I was "severely depressed") I'm petrified of pills. I'm probably totally off my rocker but I don't care. I think I'm weird because I lived with at least five different family members over the course of 15 years (a bit more details in my diary) blablabla. I think I have multiple personalities actually... Anyway here are a couple pics... You deside. Do I LOOK crazy? Me Normally: Without doing anything with my apperance (no make up, my hair just dried on its own) http://www.angelfire.com/music5/pyro07/myphotos/wild_determination.jpg[/IMG] Excuse Their Crappy Quality wow, you sound alot like me... like with the fear of doctors and stuff... Oh, and with the multiple personalities... I've noticed it in myself and a couple others have noticed it too. lol and though I've not been diagnosed to it (probably 'cause I haven't been to a doctor about it xp ), I'm fairly certain I'm at least bipolar... and probably ALOT of other things... whee sweatdrop
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