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| a little ashamed of my sexuality |
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 Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 4:27 pm
I didnt become gay. Ive really known all my life but either didnt know what it was or just tried to deny it until about Middle School. High School year I told my parents and my friends.
Really, after hearing "Dont you think that girl looks hot?" a certain number of times, it REALLY gets annoying not to say "No, but don't you think that guy looks hot?"
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 3:21 pm
I'm bi, and have kinda known for about 3years. I'm the hugest tomboy in my school, ever since I was little. what really opened my eyes was last august I met someone online through dA, shes bi; and I had been wondering about it all summer like I always did. I was talking to her about how I felt, though I was really scared too, and she said that's how she feels most of the time. I've never really had any contact with another girl, expect I'm a hug-a-holic ^^;. so from about august I knew, but still wasnt sure....
but then over christmas break I was spending the night over my friends house (who is completely straight). We stayed up late and all but when we went to go to sleep she crawed up with me and made me put my arm around her; it felt kinda akward at first, then it felt normal. After that I realized that I had been crushing on her since about 8th grade -_- so it makes me green with absolute envy when she talks about her boy friend (even though I almost have one lol)
though another big factor is my frist ex kinda used me for his plessure....so I have a strong trust issue with most men. some I'm ok with, others I'm not....they just scare me to be honest.
But I'm still a bit curious, despite all this other facts and everything; since I acctully have never kissed another girl......
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 3:24 pm
I'm gay, I'm out, and I'm proud of it.... wxcept to my grandparents, that's kinda hard to do, specially in my situation... but anyways, when I was seven or eight years old, I fell for a guy, I've had a crush on him ever since and it kinda showed, though few people noticed, even though i treated him different from others [though the same day my mom met him, she knew XD] but too bad he's straight, and a huge homophobe... hence why I didn't tell him
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 7:38 pm
I'm curious, and don't know what to think of it. It kinda started when my best fried (we weren't friends at the time) asked me to go to his b-day party. nothing big. But after that I kept wanting to try n see him, n i thought it was just a friendship or something, but I started looking, and it was different. No girl seemed quite as special, no girl made me nervous to just have a conversation with them. And eventually it wasn't just him, it's kinda spread. But I hadn't ruled out girls entirely, I mean for all I know it's just a phase. I'll know in time, n hopefully this guild'll help that along
P.S a PM from someone like me would be greatly appreciated, or a PM from anyone with advice
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 9:29 pm
i turned gay when me and my best frined were both sat bored in my room, and she started feeling me up, i was a lil weird about it at first but then i started getting into it, we started french kissing and stuff, and then well, i think u can tell the rest blaugh , anyway we've been dating ever since
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2005 1:22 pm
my story i became bi when i was 11 i'm now 20 i became bi because me and this other boy started playing football and we would never be picked on the same team but that was ok so one day on of or friends said after i catch him he said why don't you to kiss and well i looked at him and he looked at me and we kissed and we walked home and just talked and six years later his dad find out about it and killed him if my dad did not come to get me i'll be dead to and yes my dad was disapointed but he over it now and my friend dad is still in jail with out bond and he is not getting out for 18 more years biggrin and every june 6 i go to his grave and kiss the head stone and tell him my year was i do miss him and one day i'll have to move a way but i'll find some one just like him
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2005 7:53 pm
im bi i found out when i used to get aroused by guys and stuff some of my friends are bi so it ok well the first guy i kinda crushed on well we where talkingin my room and he said he was bi so italkhim i was to and he asked me if iwanted to make out with him so i did and only thing led to another and yes u know what that is full blown ********
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2005 5:05 am
Katie-Belle Nothing made me a lesbian. stare It's not like I got up on morning and decided that I wasn't going to be attracted to guys and like girls instead. That's not the way it goes...at least not for a lot of people, including me. Now when I realized I was gay...I can answer that question. I've never really liked guys in THAT way. I don't know why, I just didn't. A couple of times when I was in elementary school I had crushes...on other girls. At first I thought it was no big deal, until I realized that, according to a lot of people, girls should not like girls. So I made it stop and burried it, making myself forget all about it for quite a long time. It was when I was fifteen in summer of 2002. I was in my driver's training class and I couldn't keep my eyes off of the most gorgeous girl I had ever seen. Long brown hair, dark, dark brown eyes and a beautiful face. It was then that I finally admitted to myself that I liked girls and was attracted to them. And well, the rest is just history. Want to be my gf I'm bi
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2005 5:12 am
I started being Bi bout November cause when my friend Megan moved from a diffrent school to the middle school I was going to I htought she was pretty cute or should I say hot when I first met her. I never wanted to mention it until I got to high school, right in 4th block in high school I wrote her a note in class asking if she wanted to be my g/f. I took it by surprise that she said yes, byt soon after that all my friends stopped hanging out with me and rumors started going around our high school. I told my mom hoping she would understand but she didnt she told me and megan to break up and not go out with each other until were 18, and she have been secritly dating ever since she said that but if my mom finds out were dating again there is going to be much more serouous consequences she says. But I loved her everysince we met, were going to move in to a 1 bedroom apartment at 18 and live together sleeping in the bed and so on.And I'm 15 years old and so is my g/f.
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2005 8:09 pm
Well, I think I always have been kind of bi being that I have never really like any manly sports. Really I just like ones with a racquet, but anyway, I thin I really realized that I was bi when this school year started and unlike last year I just liked taking a look at the guys in the locker room. Although, I still like this one girl but I've never been aroused by them EVER.
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Posted: Sat Jan 15, 2005 8:33 pm
But i have noticed i like guys for like 3-4 years...kinda embarrased redface
Yeah i just like tennis.....but ive never been too...um....intersted in football or baseball...yepo, tennis. sweatdrop xp
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 1:17 pm
When I was 6 i was going through my dads closet I don't know why though. I opend the door and their was like a 2 foot stack of porn. so I started to look at it read it, and like every two weeks or so he'd get another stack of it. i am 14 now I love porn I like guys and I like girls
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 1:19 pm
OMG That is a ******** lot of PORN! eek
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 1:42 pm
Black_Rain OMG That is a ******** lot of PORN! eek my dad was on the road a lot he had nuthing to do
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2005 8:50 pm
why i join becuse i feel alone crying AND I STILL DO FEEL ALONE IN MY HEART
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