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 Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2006 10:00 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 1:54 pm
Im absolutely furious at my parents. About a year ago i suddenly realized that i was attracted to guys. This sent my entire world crashing down. I thought my life before then was a complete illusion. But then my best friend in the world showed me that i was just going through something. I fell in love with her. We had never kissed, hugged, or barely touched but we loved eachother more than anything in the world. And then my parents announced that we would be moving from florida to connecticut, and now i cant see her. It feels like my heart has been ripped out. Even worse, without her, i feel myself being pulled towards an attraction to guys again. Its not something i want, in fact, thats why im here again.(gaia i mean) I dont really hate my parents, but i just cant trust them anymore. This is the ninth time ive moved in my life and each time they say that we'll never move again, so of course, i settle down and make friends. I just dont know if i can do that again this time....... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH scream scream scream scream scream scream scream
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2006 11:31 pm
ARG! Why the ******** did he do that... i trusted him with my ******** innermost secrets... AND HE ******** SHARES IT WITH HIS FRIENDS. Some person he is, i hope i never see him again. I'm just lucky my parents havn't found out. I'd murder him if they did... stupid jackass...
Wow.. that sucked again XD
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2006 12:26 am
*hugs loginbin again*
^.^
*hugs the rest of those who desire hugs*
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2006 11:21 pm
Don't you have anything to rant about...?
Stupid damn trees
^_^
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2006 11:48 pm
If you had spoken to me 3 days ago, I would have ripped through my post.
Now, not at all. smile
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 12:47 am
loginbin3000 Don't you have anything to rant about...? Stupid damn trees^_^
Um...
xD
I probably do...
Okay, fine, I'll rant!
So friday I went to school again, after not having been there for a month after my mother died. All the teachers were showing me their compassion and all that, but my so-called friends didn't even pay me any attention. Now, I'm not an attention seeker, but I just felt like I deserved a little more than people acting like nothing has happened. If only one of them had asked me how I was doing it would've been all right, but none of them did.
Coming to that, some guy had his birthday that very day. And he, let's call him Paul, he is always in need for attention. He is really an attention seeker. And he bloody well gets it as well. I can't stand people just following his every movement, giving him attention when he asks it.
Like when he had a slight argument with his ex-girlfriend. He comes to us, he sits in a corner with his head in his hands and through that just draining all the energy out of the people around him. I know what he's doing, but so many people don't. And when someone would go up to him, put her/his arm around him and ask him what was going on, he'd say: ''nothing. nothing's wrong.''
That can make me so angry.
So it was his birthday and that frustrated me because he, once again, got all the attention. And I had just gone back to school for the first time after my mother died.
They give someone attention if he has a fight with his ex-gf, but not if someone's mother dies... What's up with that?
There, now you're happy? heart
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 9:52 am
Dark Eagle Babe Okay, fine, I'll rant! There, now you're happy? heart Psychic vampire, love? Few will recognize them. Anyway...here's my thing. I don't know if this has been mentioned anywhere yet, but here we go. the word GAY is an adjective...not a noun. I can't stand to hear people refer to GAYS when referring to the gay community. It makes me feel like they're talking about lab rats or other types of vermin. Its permeated the media like crazy and I can't stand to read it anymore. Everywhere I turn its "Gays this" and "Gays that." Instead of saying gay men and lesbians, they'll say "gays and lesbians." WTF. Ok... [/rant]
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 10:28 am
I'm reading all the rants and I wish I had advice for anyone at all. I really don't.
I would rant about stuff but alot of it for me is just bringing up thoughts and feelings that I'm not sure I am ready to express.
I'll give you some short versions.
I am friends with this girl at school or so I think. She got up on Monday and left my table and has barely spoken to me since, I say hia dn she says nothing. We hd to work together on a project and she wouldn't answer me if she was ok with me presenting a certain part since I understood it. It was weird and now I just plain give up.
There is this guy I talk to online. He is a nice guy and we have become really good friends. If I'm upset, he listens to what I have to say. But now whenever something is bothering me he asks"Are you going to tell me how you feel about me?" I wanted to scream.. i do like him and all but come on the world doesn't revolve around you. I have alot of issues with school and his best friend right now that I just need a FRIEND to talk to. I have told him how I felt before. Both good and bad about him. There has been nice happy moments between us and he changes his mind of how he feels about everything.
I had to rant about the second one because it pisses me off.
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 10:38 am
Eisuke not to be to contraversal but i think they need to get their own sh*t together and start helping them selves. the fact that some people dont want to leave their homes. or how bout the people that are shooting at the rescuers. and a big pisser for me is the people that are bitching about oh i lost this i dont have that and im still waiting for my welfare check. well you know what maybe if you got up and did something for yourself instead of relieing on the goverment then you wouldnt be in suck a position. dont get me wrong, im more then for the efort of helping. but when some people wont do anything to be helped is when i start thinking that some people should be left to fend for themselves. let nature take its course and weed out some of the people that are too lazy to do anything for themselves. it just dosent give me any faith in humanity sometimes. sorry if i seem like a d**k but when something pisses me off. its usally really big. so let the ones willing to be help, to be helped and the ones that want everything handed to them, well let them deal with everything on their own.
But the people on the bridge weren't allowed to go anywhere. The police stopped them and probably did it rather forcefully.
But you're right, they could've helped themselves. I just don't think they wanted to make the police angry.
Although those who were shoplifting things like televisions and computers and stuff you DON'T need to survive, they're just plain idiots. stare
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 10:41 am
Another little rant.
I really wish my mom's hard drive hadn't crashed. stare I haven't been able to get online much.
And THEN today I get a PM from the admin saying I've been demodded from the FFVII guild. Apparently, since I was unaware, if we mods are inactive for two weeks in the guild we get demodded. stare WOULD'VE HELPED IF I COULD'VE GOTTEN ONLINE TO TELL YOU NOW WOULDN'T IT FFVII GUILD CAPTAIN?! Grrrrrr! I'm so upset! And I just hate all the new rules the new captain came up with. I miss Mako18! Why'd he have to leave Gaia?! He was such a great captain! heart
But my nice friend Gash Rain is going to settle the ordeal out. Since I can't post in the moderator forum (mods only and I'm not one anymore), he's going to talk it over with the captain. Love ya Gashy! heart
Kay I'm done.
*goes to see progress on the trial of Ian*
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 11:24 am
WiccanJoe Dark Eagle Babe Okay, fine, I'll rant! There, now you're happy? heart Psychic vampire, love? Few will recognize them. Anyway...here's my thing. I don't know if this has been mentioned anywhere yet, but here we go. the word GAY is an adjective...not a noun. I can't stand to hear people refer to GAYS when referring to the gay community. It makes me feel like they're talking about lab rats or other types of vermin. Its permeated the media like crazy and I can't stand to read it anymore. Everywhere I turn its "Gays this" and "Gays that." Instead of saying gay men and lesbians, they'll say "gays and lesbians." WTF. Ok... [/rant]
The lack of knowledge of the English language and the many influences from the outside (and messed up) world obviously made me think that gay WAS a noun... ^^;
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 2:19 pm
The English language needs a LOT of work.
Try to make sense of this. Three words spelled almost identical, but pronounced so different...what sense does that make?
Bomb
Comb
Tomb
WTF??????
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 2:23 pm
On tuesday we had an awareness day. Students and faculty all dressed up in shirts that a fellow member made, to represent the normal percent of LGBT in a high school.
We expected to get some negative comments, but, nothing like I got at the end of the day in my last class. I was working on my work, and then all of a sudden this one girl had the tenacity to ask me in front of the whole class with everybody paying attention to me:
"Meghan are you a lesbian, or are you bisexual?"
stare and she wouldnt leave me alone until I told her. She littereally came up to me close enough that she was touching me.
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 12:30 am
WiccanJoe The English language needs a LOT of work. Try to make sense of this. Three words spelled almost identical, but pronounced so different...what sense does that make? Bomb Comb Tomb WTF??????
xD
Their, there, they're
That's the one we always get in school (about 5 times a year) ((each year))
But what you did is what I love about the English language.. 3nodding Call me weird, but you know me wink
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