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 Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 6:45 pm
Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night.
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Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2007 7:29 pm
Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 5:38 pm
Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 5:44 pm
Candy Fornication Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xDi had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 5:58 pm
Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xDi had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 7:40 pm
Candy Fornication Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xDi had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 8:11 pm
I NEED TYLENOL.
D:
I got two molars pulled today, and one of the spaces HURTS LIKE CRAZY. AND IT WON'T STOP. AND I CAN'T EAT.
D:
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 8:13 pm
Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xDi had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal.
I used to take Dicodid.
Same thing.
I used to be addicted to that.
And my friend is addicted to hydrocodone.
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 8:56 pm
Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Like omg I'm so emo.
I cut and everything.
My life is just the worse.
Worse then those 3rd world country children who don't have proper health care, housing, education, & enough food to last a week.
Ok....now I'm ganna go take my naproxen & topamax & go to sleep.
Night. Gah...You are SO not emo... Haha. Vicodin makes you emo...duh. Haha.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xDi had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal. well for people without add it's speed even though you know that but how many pills did you take? @candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:03 am
Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal. well for people without add it's speed even though you know that but how many pills did you take? @candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month Dont remember. Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser. I cant remember alot of things just main events and things. Haha.
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 2:11 pm
Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal. well for people without add it's speed even though you know that but how many pills did you take? @candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 3:34 pm
Eri Luvs You Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication Soviet Mudkipz Candy Fornication Or hydrocodone.
Which ever works.
I could make a huge list....because my friend pops pills.
But I'm not.
But I really do take naproxen & topamax everyday.
xD i had aderral, riddelin, and acutane
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:]Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal. well for people without add it's speed even though you know that but how many pills did you take? @candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month Dont remember. Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser. I cant remember alot of things just main events and things. Haha. if you take more than 3 it's an OD
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 8:18 pm
Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:] Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal. well for people without add it's speed even though you know that but how many pills did you take? @candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month Dont remember. Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser. I cant remember alot of things just main events and things. Haha. if you take more than 3 it's an OD How do YOU know? When I'd take it I know I used to usually take 2 time released ones. If I freaked out n s**t I must have taken more.
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2007 12:58 pm
Eri Luvs You Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Soviet Mudkipz Eri Luvs You Candy Fornication I had to take riddelin.
But then I was like I don't have to take this s**t & threw it away.
My friend takes some kind of acne pill I don't know if it's acutane.
I know my pills.
:] Hydrocodone is vicodin. I wuz addicted to thems. I knowz. I had a huge panic attack, got dehydrated and passed out in jazz band from adderal. well for people without add it's speed even though you know that but how many pills did you take? @candy: if his face was dry and his lips were abnormally chapped, then is was acutane especially if he mentions getting blood taken out once a month Dont remember. Thats the bad thing about being a recovered drug abuser. I cant remember alot of things just main events and things. Haha. if you take more than 3 it's an OD How do YOU know? When I'd take it I know I used to usually take 2 time released ones. If I freaked out n s**t I must have taken more. i jsut said i took the pill, the doctor told me about the stuff, and my friend had it and his doctor said the same thing
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2007 3:05 pm
Soviet Mudkipz Cortney_Marie I dont know really how long Ive been emo.
Or when i became it for that matter.
Maybe 3 or 4 yrs but Ive always kinda been like that.
I think its my moms fault at first but i really cant blame anyone.
When i was 5 my mom and dad got a divorce.
I am in her custody.
During the divorce, i was going to school [kindergarten] and i was always quiet.
I stayed by myself and my mom noticed.
Instead of just leaving it alone like she should have, she got me a therapist.
I had a therapist from Kinder to 5th grade.
Well by the time that was over i got a step mom.
But when i went into the 6th grade, during chirstmas break i went to go visit my family in San Antonio.
When i came back i went to my dads house and found my step mom dead on the floor of my room.
It scarred me.
Our next door neighbor had killed her when we were on Vacation while she was working.
She was stabbed 27 times from behind.
He came to rob our house and i guess she was at the wrong place at the wrong time.
I have been emotonally and metally depressed [if possible] ever since.
thats about 4 yrs.
I write alot of poems about death and suicide..
my dad "accidently" found them. and is thinking that i need another therapist.
My mom has been saying for 3 yrs now that "this is just a phase"
but i dont think it is.
I go to a school for "misunderstood" children.
my life sucks right now but hopefully it'll get better.
Im not really shy as u can tell
**i dont want or need sympathy for what i just told u. its my life, ive just had a rough trip.**
I dont want anyone to feel sorry for wat has happend to me. most people won't believe the murder part yea i know most ppl wont believe that my step mom was murderd, but i dont care what other ppl think cause i know its true.
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