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 Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 1:28 pm
Mickey2146 Kamdage sikh-91 -Mizu teh Artsi- Ninja_Shy-Shy I went to my friend's funeral yesterday I don't remember the last time I cried that much. I still can't believe he's gone the whole time I just wanted him to come out and be like "Just kidding!" and give me a big hug. I'm really going to miss him and his big smile he was always so happy and kind I can still hear him saying "I'll see you later Shy!". I never would have thought that would be the last time I would ever see him alive. I'm so glad I had so many strong friends and family that hugged me and comforted me when I felt like I was going to collapse. I love them all so much. /hug heart *Group hug* heart heart  *makes group hug even bigger* heart heart heart heart world hug! D:< heart heart heart heart Universe hug 4laugh heart heart heart heart emo Group hugs are much better since they're with your nearest and dearest.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 1:51 pm
*hughughughug* heart heart heart heart heart Thanks everyone :3 I love group hugs even though I usually get squished in the middle of them. xp
Also I just remembered I have to finish some freebies I've been so distracted lately I've only got rough sketches so far. I'll work on them tonight though.
Super secret: I smoked for the first time yesterday too. Just a few puffs because my friends were all smoking Bobby's (I don't think I mentioned his name yet) favorite cigarettes after the funeral and I just wanted to share that with them. He never would have let me smoke if he were there btw I don't plan on making a habit out of it though. They were cherry flavored and smelled sweet. I really liked sitting around with them talking and laughing about good times we had with Bobby. I felt a lot better.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 2:31 pm
I already ordered some art and now I'm craving for more! I think I have a problem.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 2:36 pm
Shiori Miko I already ordered some art and now I'm craving for more! I think I have a problem. I prescribe a cure: more art.
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 2:40 pm
Nespin Fernagon Shiori Miko I already ordered some art and now I'm craving for more! I think I have a problem. I prescribe a cure: more art. Maybe bad art will solve that problem? I'll go draw you a picture now...
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 3:27 pm
Jon's more excited about prom than I am. xd
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 3:28 pm
Shiori Miko Jon's more excited about prom than I am. xd ... I misread that at first! sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 3:45 pm
Nespin Fernagon Shiori Miko Jon's more excited about prom than I am. xd ... I misread that at first! sweatdrop -adds in an alternate universe to Ninja's group hug- /throws hug sparkles
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:03 pm
Don't ever leave me...I have a dependency complex, dammit!
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 10:59 pm
I forgot that I volunteered to work over this morning when I told my mom I'd hang out with her some. Oops. eek
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 10:07 am
What weird day
My doctor thinks Im a freak T___T
My palm is really soft now and its shaped like pad(like the ones on the bottom of bears paws)
Im not allowed compete for another three weeks which is hell because when I dont train, I have to eat loads to keep my body level above 5%
I laughed my a** off earlier today when I saw this guy chase after his dog and then slip in its poo and fallover(he was fine, its just ewww when he got up ) but I dont why I couldnt stop laughing.
I drained the eggs and put them in a bowl and line up the hollow shells(still intact) nice and neatly in my mums egg basket
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 10:23 am
Kamdage What weird day
My doctor thinks Im a freak T___T
My palm is really soft now and its shaped like pad(like the ones on the bottom of bears paws)
Im not allowed compete for another three weeks which is hell because when I dont train, I have to eat loads to keep my body level above 5%
I laughed my a** off earlier today when I saw this guy chase after his dog and then slip in its poo and fallover(he was fine, its just ewww when he got up ) but I dont why I couldnt stop laughing.
I drained the eggs and put them in a bowl and line up the hollow shells(still intact) nice and neatly in my mums egg basket @1st: D: that suckkkksss @2nd: xDD OMG THAT'S AWESOME @3rd: lololol
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 11:12 am
@Kestin: I'm with you on that.
x.x
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 1:32 pm
Kam;; How does your doctor think you're a freak? That's not very nice of them... o.o"
At least you don't have to starve yourself?
Secret;; I was putting my hair up after gym class today and I realized that I don't like the tip of my ears. xD
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 1:52 pm
@Angel: *grimaces* Try having the object of your dependency complex suddenly become a homeless single mother of six. Then sit there and listen to your mind constantly berate you for wanting her company when she has enough to deal with on her own. >_> Bleh, sorry...I just had to get that out...the news was just so upsetting...and I hate that the mere fact of her situation isn't the only reason I'm upset about it. And apparently my brain has taken it upon itself to blame her boyfriend, even though I know none of the facts...I keep feeling like, she's with this guy, right? So why doesn't he let them live with him? Were they living together beforehand and he kicked her out? I know she's had problems with him in the past, and they may well have returned. And yeah, it's more likely an issue of not enough room and/or finances, but...part of me thinks he should let them in anyway, even if he logically can't...because that's what you do if you care about someone that much. And I know at least a few of the kids are his; doesn't he owe her? Bleh...see, this isn't my own thoughts, it's the products of my mind working on its own. Just to be clear. And it's really frustrating. I know this guy. He seems all right, aside from the whole thing I know so little about that actually led to me meeting this person I love so much, but otherwise he seems all right...but I really don't know what to believe about him now that I know how he destroyed this woman's life in a way that never quite healed. But I don't really think it's his fault or anything, the living situation she's in right now. If he doesn't have space or money, that's legitimate. If they're broken up again...I think...I think maybe this frustration is from not knowing. If I knew what his role in this whole thing was, maybe my brain wouldn't be jumping to so many conclusions and deciding so many things I wouldn't actually believe in my right mind.
I don't know what I think. I just know I hate everything about the world right now. Why can't everyone be happy?
I know this rant is bound to offend someone or other, so please don't quote it in case I need to delete it. I just...I had to get it all out of my head and out somewhere...anywhere...there's really no "right" place to discuss this stuff. And it was driving me crazy.
My entire life is falling apart right now. I'm in some sort of legal s**t for something I never did, and I'm suspended from my other (main) school as well as an after-school activity that is mandatory for a class project because of something else I never did, and my grades have gone from As and Bs to Cs and Ds because my default emotional state has become just too stressed to do any actual work, and my parents and teachers and counselors are all cracking down on me when all I need is for them to let up, and I'm still the gutless prisoner I always was. I'm going to LOSE IT.
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