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 Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 6:29 pm
Kamastr0 I decided I ll quadruple in gold this weekend, slightly bored and Seeing as theres soo many ai'ers about thought Id have some fun.
I feel very sadistic and evil over it omai Kammy be at it again! o:
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:07 pm
Finally done with all the poking and prodding. Doctor said that everything was okay, just that I need to stop being so stressed all the time and I need to sleep more. So he started me on new sleeping meds and a few other meds.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:12 pm
Vinicius Fernagon Finally done with all the poking and prodding. Doctor said that everything was okay, just that I need to stop being so stressed all the time and I need to sleep more. So he started me on new sleeping meds and a few other meds. Stress is horrible. Believe me, it's bad for your health.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:23 pm
I feel so guilty for slacking off all day today, but I reeeeally needed this. I've been stressed as ******** for weeks. I've been angry, upset, crying all the time... So today, instead of studying for the midterm I have on Thursday, I took a nice looong nap and spent the rest of the evening just lying on the couch, watching TV, ******** around on tumblr... I know I should be studying, but I feel like I need to take care of myself first. No matter what I do, I can't get rid of that guilty "I should be studying" feeling, though D=
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:24 pm
I feel like not caring anymore for school.......... Well I got accepted at the college of my choice. I'm still super depressed though:
1) Physics = bleh grades dropping to a B. Even though I shouldn't care about it much, I won't hear the end of it from dad. Thanks Cleo for the advice, but in this situation it won't come to avail.
2) Devy (my nickname for him <3 well guy I like in school lol Dx)... damn I just want to say straight out that I like you a LOT. That's just it. I know you said your'e straight... but these feeligns still haunt me. I want to find a way w/o retraeting though Facebook PMs just to let it all out.
3) I'm still iffy on my future. I can't see myself happy because of the current emotional state I am in. I'm normally patient, but I don't know if there would be a time that my "bottle" of emotions would break. I had a close call today since it took loads of control not to cry during Physics (messed up on thenumbers of homework, thus hw grade dropping by another 7 pts to an 86 since the 1st attempt I switched notebooks on accident).
I'm panickign over "nothing" and can't find a way to get through it all. I'm just holding it in by doing random origami crud which I feel is a wasted talent. though I did give Devy a *failed* dragon, heart, and... flower in the color of orange to joke on his gingerness.
When's the right time for me to cry?
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:25 pm
Little Miss Fortune I feel so guilty for slacking off all day today, but I reeeeally needed this. I've been stressed as ******** for weeks. I've been angry, upset, crying all the time... So today, instead of studying for the midterm I have on Thursday, I took a nice looong nap and spent the rest of the evening just lying on the couch, watching TV, ******** around on tumblr... I know I should be studying, but I feel like I need to take care of myself first. No matter what I do, I can't get rid of that guilty "I should be studying" feeling, though D=
No point in studying for me if I'm going to be too concentrated on phys/mental status.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:27 pm
keito melfina Little Miss Fortune I feel so guilty for slacking off all day today, but I reeeeally needed this. I've been stressed as ******** for weeks. I've been angry, upset, crying all the time... So today, instead of studying for the midterm I have on Thursday, I took a nice looong nap and spent the rest of the evening just lying on the couch, watching TV, ******** around on tumblr... I know I should be studying, but I feel like I need to take care of myself first. No matter what I do, I can't get rid of that guilty "I should be studying" feeling, though D=
No point in studying for me if I'm going to be too concentrated on phys/mental status.
*Hugs super tight* We should hang out and be stressed together =D
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:28 pm
Vinicius Fernagon Finally done with all the poking and prodding. Doctor said that everything was okay, just that I need to stop being so stressed all the time and I need to sleep more. So he started me on new sleeping meds and a few other meds.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 7:44 pm
epic-writer42 Stress is horrible. Believe me, it's bad for your health. Jer0nim0 Yay! maybe sleep will help moar. ouo <3
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 9:59 pm
I need help.
I've never been this scared in my entire life.
I don't know what to do.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 10:04 pm
Little Miss Fortune I need help.
I've never been this scared in my entire life.
I don't know what to do. Wh-what's wrong? D:
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 10:33 pm
This is too much.
Seriously.
I can't do this.
I just can't deal with it or put up with it any more.
Everyone's right.
I'm selfish for wanting/expecting people to care about me.
It's not fair to them.
I can't stand the way this makes me feel.
This isn't going to work.
I guess you could consider this a goodbye of sorts.
I'm sorry.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 10:52 pm
Vinicius Fernagon This is too much.
Seriously.
I can't do this.
I just can't deal with it or put up with it any more.
Everyone's right.
I'm selfish for wanting/expecting people to care about me.
It's not fair to them.
I can't stand the way this makes me feel.
This isn't going to work.
I guess you could consider this a goodbye of sorts.
I'm sorry.
Do the people you hang out with think otherwise?
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 11:12 pm
Vinicius Fernagon This is too much.
Seriously.
I can't do this.
I just can't deal with it or put up with it any more.
Everyone's right.
I'm selfish for wanting/expecting people to care about me.
It's not fair to them.
I can't stand the way this makes me feel.
This isn't going to work.
I guess you could consider this a goodbye of sorts.
I'm sorry. So kiss me softly...
I don't know what to say to this... *hugs* Vin...
It could be deadly...
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 11:17 pm
Because I'm very angry and distressed right now; I'll be bashing my fingers to spread my affections/feelings.
gkjsrylgutwoshgbskjdhfhdkbdkfbhdbhfdkgh; ygjkshgsdgdjfhdsjkghskjaehgjskghsd;fskbgsdhgkjdfjgkdhgsdhsfsfsmnfsdfskhfahkMFKSDKJGSKHGKJhgkfdhgfds;
uo4w7t9wvhkcjgkshgskbfsmgdvfuksgfkshhfkhsdfksdbgfkdsgfjksgfksfsdkf;
kahfkdhfkshfskdhbvuisehkvsbdhivosjgwsl
Okay; that feels better now.
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