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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:42 am
A bit depressed, and a bit angry.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:44 am
Oh?Why is this?Care to talk about it,You'd be the second female friend like that today,not that I mind helping my friends of course. blaugh Whats up?
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:47 am
eek Add scared to that list >_< hehehe. It's nothing. I'm a bit of an empath, meaning I can feel people's emotions even when they don't show it. Hidjie was over here for dinner, and for some odd reason I became very depressed...it didn't started until he got here and I'm still feeling it. *sigh* I even offered to let him spend the night, and he's always so enthusiastic about that...who woulda thunk? rolleyes but yea, he's been acting strange and it's starting to scare me.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:49 am
Of course Hidjie would want to spend the night..I mean with-err..anyhow.No,There was never any guytalk.anyhow.I'm sure he's dperessed.His gaia journal is full of it,not to mention his nightmares.The way he left Gaia,the way he acts in his posts IC and OOC.I wouldn't be surprised if he's really depressed.He's dealing with a lot of stuff.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:51 am
*sigh* It sucks so much, because he's like my best friend and he wont tell me anything! I know his journal is full of really bad things, and that's not even half of what he's told me. I hate not being able to help...it hurts.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:53 am
Awwwww...Heswina is feeling hurt?
I wish I could feel compassion for you,but you've long since killed any part of me that would care for you IC or no.Here's an idea,Suck it up.If Hidjie can you can.If he felt you were worth talking to,or felt you could help,he'd tell you.Evidently you fail in both those categories.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:54 am
Now I know why I love talking to you! Thanks alot SoulShard, you've done all about nothing but make me feel worse!
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:55 am
I'm surprised you'd expect anything more.I feel compelled to return the favor after all,what kinda friend would I be to always take and never give?That'd make me selfish.But no,seriously,squabbling aside.I'm sure it's just something he needs to work out by himself,alone.I'm sure it's nothing personal.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:57 am
Yea...well he doesn't have to scare me like this. I just hope he doesn't hurt himself. crying Oh my god I'm scaring myself now...are you sure he hasn't said anything? You two were pretty good friends OOC right?
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 1:58 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 2:00 am
Damnit! I'm losing sleep over this b*****d! The least he could do is tell me what the hell is wrong with him! stressed stressed
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 2:02 am
My god you've lost sleep?I fear the world has ended.There are things more important to you dearest Heswina,And sadly,people keep things to themselves.It's not something you can change.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 2:06 am
My god Soul! You're such an a**!! You can't even show one second of compassion, can you?!? Every other sentance it has to have a sarcastic remark in it! *sigh* but I guess I do deserve it...don't I? Sorry, it's just that I'm really worried about him. He's a bad history with a lot of stuff going on, and I'm just afraid is all. Good night Ken.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 2:08 am
I'm a sarcastic person.No matter,I don't feel compassion to anyone or anything.Feckin live with it.I will say I hope things get better.Though I won't lose sleep over it,it is a shame.The best of luck to Hidjie and you,He is missed.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 2:10 am
*sighs and drops a white rose on the ground* Hope is clean, and fail. That's why I picked the white rose, it's almost the perfect symbolization of it. For you? I've no hope.
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