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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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 Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 7:09 pm
I am mildly confused by the number of energy workers coming out of the woodwork, and have to wonder if some of them are just having a joke.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 7:10 pm
cow of the null When someone tells me to "be a man".. it really hits this spot in me that makes me just feel awful.
My first GF would tell me that and it just makes me feel like crap remembering that she was right and that I can't be a man.. it sucks a lot to think about it...
I just had to get this out or else I'd probably explode...
D: /hugs
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 7:24 pm
Is looking forward to enjoying popcorn with fellow regulars again
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 8:00 pm
On facebook my friend commented to someone who hates me.
I don't why, but it really just set me off. This girl is a complete b***h to me. Over things I can't help. My lisp. My missing teeth. My sickness.
Times like this I just wanna hide from the world. You wouldn't insult someone with cancer, so why are you insulting me? This is a big reason I'm afraid to meet people. I'm honest to whichever god afraid of them. I'm so used to cruelty and being ignored. This "friend" used to be my best friend but ditched me for a complete little b***h.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 8:00 pm
Shiori Miko ...I wanna hit you now. gonk serves you both right talk2hand @Cake: rofl I thought about posting that one but I think the obama one beats it out of the park. @Mickey: There are a lot of ******** up individuals. Would you put it past them? Just look at the obama *cough* sculpture. Clearly someone with problems @Kam: it'll make you smile I laugh to myself every time I think of obama now. rofl @Nim: Best comic ever @Keito: better?@Cow: *hug* that's not right at all D: you're great as you are I think and gender stereotypes are vastly overrated.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 9:41 pm
@vaja: I feel the same way.
And I have a low self esteem so it just afFects me even more than it should.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 10:28 pm
Not really a secret, but I feel like posting this here versus making a thread. Black stuff is need to know basis, white stuff is secrety, I guess. sweatdrop
And note: this isn't really directed at anyone so much as lashing out after being stressed to s**t. And making myself follow an ultimatum.
...Anyway.
Basically: This is my last post. I don't know for how long. I might keep track of this place, but I'm not posting unless I manage to catch an emergency drama or something. I'm sorry to be posting this here, and making such a big deal out of it, but I'm so tired of not having anyone to talk to face-to-face, and I feel like I can't talk to anyone so I'm just going to post I'm leaving here.
I need to change a lot. Posting a nice rant here.
I'm going to stop drawing. I don't know for how long. But I need to stop all forms of drawing, because it's just making it worse knowing I can't draw for s**t, lately or otherwise. I have to stop everything except reading, because that will at least keep me sane and teach me how to filter out life better. There was one last thing I wanted to draw and submit, but ******** it, I'm apparently not allowed to anyway.
I'm ******** up, I realize it. I'm ******** tired of it. I know I'm not supposed to be this desensitized to getting hit or screamed at or crying, but I need to get used to it even more because at this rate I'm going to do something stupid and kill myself (and to make sure you don't freak out: I might feel suicidal, but I'm not planning on doing something stupid like that. I'm going to be tired and stressed, but not stupid. I promise. >3>; )
I know I'm supposed to try to make friends real-life too, but I'm too paranoid, too insensitive, too sensitive, to really make myself do it. I hate it.
I've realized I'm just too dependent on this place. I'm constantly depressed when I'm not on here, angry for reasons that will never change unless I can completely change my stress reaction issues (well, that won't change the reason, but ******** it) or my entire immediate family is dead. I'm not going to kill anyone anytime soon, so I think it's best if I deprive myself until I can go a ******** half week without crying.
I hate not being able to say anything without it being overdramatic, but I don't know how to avoid it when I feel like this.
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God that felt so much ******** better. xd
I'm going to miss all of you so much while I'm gone.
Thanks for being my friends.
EDIT:OH ********. THANKS FOR KILLING MY RESOLUTION BY GETTING ME A $25 DOLLAR GAIA CASH CARD RIGHT AFTER I GO ON HAITUS, SIS. DX
Now I know I'm going to end up coming back early. Damn them tempting late birthday presents. ;A;
SCREWITALL. /nosenseofdisciplinewhatsoever.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 10:36 pm
Nim... gonk
I am really going to miss you. crying
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 10:39 pm
I loved the bunny art you did of me. You captured my arse well. sad heart
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 10:42 pm
I'll miss you too, Nim! crying Don't for one second think you can't draw worth s**t! Your art is fantastic.
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 3:27 am
•○♣☼♣○•
crying
Nimmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
*sobs*
I'll miss you.
You go out and do what you have to do, take the world by storm!
You can do it Nim! heart
I'm cheering you on!
•○♣☼♣○•
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 3:41 am
@Nim-
crying
-clings&hugs-
Take care
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 3:51 am
D: good bye for now Nim. I hope you return soon. I don't want you to end up being like Blood and Ditching us.
I hope everything clears up when you come back. We all worry about you
heart We love you Nim
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 11:59 am
If someone I know wins the splash-screen contest...I honestly don't think I'll ever be able to play again. sweatdrop I had a hard enough time coping with the coliseum thing, and highly doubt I'll be going in there at all when it comes out. The various z!CBers who've placed top ten in the avatar arena have all gone straight to my ignore list until I could stand to face them again without my stomach threatening to eat itself. I know it's really petty, but I have major jealousy issues. It attacks me right at the most primal level available. Even deeper than my anger (and you guys probably have some vague knowledge of my anger). Point is...I know I'm a horrible person for saying so, but I really, really hope the winner is not someone I'm even remotely acquainted with. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 12:46 pm
I AM PISSED!!!!!
I work on my email to the Massachusetts senators about the Scleroderma Bill for a month and NOT ONE responded. Today I got something in the mail from a senator. I run across the house, completely destroy the envelope, and what do I get? "Congrats on making the Dean's List." ******** YOU STEPHEN BREWER! ******** YOU!
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