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 Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 6:45 am
"Not really. To tell you the truth, I secretly did want Muraki's children. I had started feeling alot more for Muraki later on in the 'relationship' back then and thought that if i had his children, though I would love them, I might be able to get him as my mate also since he would feel obligated to be the father and everything and just go on having our lives together. It was a stupid thought when i was seventeen and so I wasnt worried since I wanted Muraki, at the time, to be my mate" he said starting to get up.
"I ws selfish and didnt think of the consiquences or even the fact that he might actually distance myself from me and the babies, I love having sex with you far more then I did with Muraki but still i have to admit that even if he and I are no longer together and never will be and everything, I small part of me still loves him more then just a best friend." he turned around and faced Ward "Ward, i love you and i havent given myself completely to you and nothing will ever change that my darling but he was the first one, though it was a weird arangment, to actually have sex with me in some sort of strange caring mannor.
I know it wouldnt be anything else but we both did care about each other in some form or else we wouldnt of done that at all, I just devoloped stronger feelings for him in the time we did that, thats all and its why he and I have a stronger bond then Ly and him dispite how close Ly and him have become." he said sighing, as he picked up his clothes "lets go to bed shallwe?" he asked, wanting to talk about this in bed or on the way up then in the theater.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 7:59 am
"I guess so." Ward said pretty surprised about what Kuri had told him. He shrugged it off following Kuri upstairs to their bed room.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 8:08 am
Kuri ran after Ward and grabed his mate and pulled him to him and looked into his eyes "Ward, this changes nothing, I love you dearly baby and I swear to you that I am estatic that i am with you and nothing will ever come between us." he said nuzzling his mate, wraping his arms around his waist "I might still care about Muraki a little but just pass that off as 'you will always love your first true love' or whatever because that is all it was and nothing will ever change that.
I just thought you had a right to know thats all, i am sorry if i upset you" he said softly trailing off and letting go of him and started to walk up the stairs just now wanting to go to bed more then ever after admiting that to him, feeling horrible that Ward just learnt that his mate still loved the head of house a little and not to mention the small lie about him giving himself to Ward completely. All he wanted to do was climb into bed and hope to god that in the morning this was just some bad dream.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 8:14 am
Ward sigh and hugged Kuri nuzzling him. "I was just a little surprised love. IT's alright." He played with Kuri hair. "I'm not mad at you at all Kuri I understand that you loved him."
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 8:19 am
[colorblue]"Thank you sweetie" he said sincerly as he climbed the stairs "up for going one more round before bed?" he asked looking back at him "im sure our bed will be much more comfy then the theater floor" he said smiling at him
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 8:35 am
Ward grinned pulling Kuri close to him. "YOu know I am always ready for a round when I am with you." He purred nuzzling his mate. "Though I am going to let you do what you want."
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 8:39 am
Kuri giggled "so you have finally allowed me, a uke, to dominate you. This certainly is a nice turn of event" he said as he kissed him quickly and started running along the second floor hall with him and up the stairs to the third floor and to their bedroom. He threw the clothes on the floor and walked over to the bed "now come here and let me play baby" he said as he bit his lip, wanting to just have his mate now.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:27 am
Ward ran after him to their room and slowly stripped otu of his clothing before joining Kuri in the bed. "What do you mean you already dominated me eariler today." He said softly looking up at Kuri.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:30 am
"Yeah but you didnt know what was going on or else your paw wouldnt of ended up like it had" he said pickin it up and turning it over and kissing the injury "but enough of that" he said putting his hand down "we ******** now and talk later" he said pushing him to the bed as he started to make a kissing trail from his lips down his body.
((fastfoward))
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:36 am
Ward purred cuddling Kuri next to him nuzzling his shoudler. "Ummm it's alright its feeling better now." He flexed his claw pleased that it wasn't hurting as much as before.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:40 am
"Im glad sweetheart" he said as he cuddled into Ward yawning a little and drawing lazy circles on him "baby, would it be wrong if i hoped i was pregnant dispite your feelings about it?" he asked softly, not able to look at him since he knew Ward wanted to wait and so wishing for this might upset him and he couldnt look at him when he ws upset or he would feel worse.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:53 am
Ward pulled Kuri close and rested his head on Kuri stomach rubbing his cheek against the soft flesh. "You can hope all you want love. I know i wanted to wait but if their a baby in here I want it." He kissed Kuri belly button. "ALright?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 10:08 am
Kuri stroaked Wards hair "thank you baby" he said grinning as he carresed his mats cheek with his hand "I cant wait to know if im carrying your child or not, I just hope I am" he said picking up one of his mates hands and kissed the top of it.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 2:49 pm
Ward nuzzled Kuri hand and chuckled. "You know we forgot all about the pizza's we ordered yesterday." He chuckled laying his head on Kuri chest. "I wonder what happen to them."
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 2:56 pm
Kuri chuckled "knowing Muraki he probably got them either way we can have them for breakfast because right now I do believe that we skipped to dessert instead and that was ALOT better then the main meal" he said grinning as he undid wards hair and started to stroak it.
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