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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 3:11 pm
It's hidden somewhere unused
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 3:36 pm
Karaoke on skype isn't supposed to make me this nervous D<<<<< IT'S YOUR FAULT SOLAR
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 5:03 pm
emo I just can't bake meats. I can make incredible sauces and pan fry well but god forbid I bake meats *pokes at the pork I just made* T^T Also the marinade is gritty and tastes like s**t.
Why must I fail!?
Edit: My pasta salad tastes like s**t too crying No idea why I make it all the time..
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 7:01 pm
So I have a friend who suffers from tragically low self esteem, and he's currently pissed at me because I express a positive opinion of him constantly. I'm not going to start not saying what's on my mind just for him. There are very special cases in which I do so. I mean I know you had some form of an incredibly depressing childhood, but now you have friends. People that actually like you for you. So suck it the hell up and deal with the fact that some one having a positive opinion of you isn't the end of the world, and there's no reason for it to cause emotional turmoil like it does for you. Jesus Christ, it's like he thinks he's so unworthy that it's a crime for some one to say something nice about it.
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 7:30 pm
Creas So I have a friend who suffers from tragically low self esteem, and he's currently pissed at me because I express a positive opinion of him constantly. I'm not going to start not saying what's on my mind just for him. There are very special cases in which I do so. I mean I know you had some form of an incredibly depressing childhood, but now you have friends. People that actually like you for you. So suck it the hell up and deal with the fact that some one having a positive opinion of you isn't the end of the world, and there's no reason for it to cause emotional turmoil like it does for you. Jesus Christ, it's like he thinks he's so unworthy that it's a crime for some one to say something nice about it. Getting.... Pissed...... I'm more often amused when someone says blatant lies about me being worth something. ninja
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 7:31 pm
Divine_Malevolence Creas So I have a friend who suffers from tragically low self esteem, and he's currently pissed at me because I express a positive opinion of him constantly. I'm not going to start not saying what's on my mind just for him. There are very special cases in which I do so. I mean I know you had some form of an incredibly depressing childhood, but now you have friends. People that actually like you for you. So suck it the hell up and deal with the fact that some one having a positive opinion of you isn't the end of the world, and there's no reason for it to cause emotional turmoil like it does for you. Jesus Christ, it's like he thinks he's so unworthy that it's a crime for some one to say something nice about it. Getting.... Pissed...... I'm more often amused when someone says blatant lies about me being worth something. ninja At the very least your intellect is worth something.
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 7:32 pm
Creas Divine_Malevolence Creas So I have a friend who suffers from tragically low self esteem, and he's currently pissed at me because I express a positive opinion of him constantly. I'm not going to start not saying what's on my mind just for him. There are very special cases in which I do so. I mean I know you had some form of an incredibly depressing childhood, but now you have friends. People that actually like you for you. So suck it the hell up and deal with the fact that some one having a positive opinion of you isn't the end of the world, and there's no reason for it to cause emotional turmoil like it does for you. Jesus Christ, it's like he thinks he's so unworthy that it's a crime for some one to say something nice about it. Getting.... Pissed...... I'm more often amused when someone says blatant lies about me being worth something. ninja At the very least your intellect is worth something. It's like a ghost. Foreign, yet in control.....
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 7:34 pm
Divine_Malevolence Creas Divine_Malevolence Creas So I have a friend who suffers from tragically low self esteem, and he's currently pissed at me because I express a positive opinion of him constantly. I'm not going to start not saying what's on my mind just for him. There are very special cases in which I do so. I mean I know you had some form of an incredibly depressing childhood, but now you have friends. People that actually like you for you. So suck it the hell up and deal with the fact that some one having a positive opinion of you isn't the end of the world, and there's no reason for it to cause emotional turmoil like it does for you. Jesus Christ, it's like he thinks he's so unworthy that it's a crime for some one to say something nice about it. Getting.... Pissed...... I'm more often amused when someone says blatant lies about me being worth something. ninja At the very least your intellect is worth something. It's like a ghost. Foreign, yet in control..... Still worth something.
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 10:23 pm
Maris Pallitax Karaoke on skype isn't supposed to make me this nervous D<<<<< IT'S YOUR FAULT SOLAR I'm so sad that I missed it crying WHICH MEANS YOU GUYS HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN Although Haze's recording was nice. xD
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 10:36 pm
I feel so guilty about this. D: But I have to do it. DX
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 10:51 pm
Jer0nim0 I feel so guilty about this. D: But I have to do it. DX D: What's wrong? /hugs
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 11:00 pm
LifeSuxEatCake Jer0nim0 I feel so guilty about this. D: But I have to do it. DX D: What's wrong? /hugs Nothing bad, exactly. Just abandoning other projects until I finish this. But I'm hyperventilating on something I'm working on. It mustmustmustmustmuuuust. Be. Perfect. gonk
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 11:07 pm
¤════════════════════════════¤ I hate my Photoshop. It's either the thing itself or how I am saving it but after saving a picture it loses SO MUCH ******** quality that it looks like I just got on Paint or some s**t. wtf? ¤════════════════════════════¤
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Posted: Fri Apr 23, 2010 11:15 pm
I'm starting to get fat. ******** you "healthy granola bars!" You made me gain 10 pounds D<
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Posted: Sat Apr 24, 2010 12:20 am
Oh joy, another secret mental breakdown gonk
Why must my sis be pissed and impatient over stupid game? Search the damn answers, having the questions for the right answers IS NOT A DAMN LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION. Treating me like crap won't help either, it would just force me more to get out of your life (and not in a way to kill myself), no more damn scapegoat for you when something goes wrong. YOu only have yourself to effin' blame so stop shoving responsibilities at me like your life depends on it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just because you take high classes and highly regarded in the family does not make me a damn fall-out person when something doesn't go the way you want to in an instant.
I keep getting told things I"m not, I lose focus on what "good" I have in me if any... DOESN"T HELP ONE BIT FOR ANY CHANGE TO HAPPEN. I'm just so weak I need some sort of support, verbal physical anything really... just getting told "you're lazy, you NEVER do your hw early and finish it late, you ALWAYS forget things" does not help me, just shoves the knife deeper...
I seriously wanna get out of here, my horrid family situation, my broken dead-why-am-I-still-choosing-to-live mental state... etc... crying
EDIT: I also developed an evil conscience. Example: when my sis treats me like crap, I remember the times where she was mentally broken and crying after I told her to "stop whining" just because it was our last day to stay in Florida and she didn't get to go to the mall. She kept banging her damn head saying "Bien's so mean to me" and when I said the stop whining response she started screaming " IT'S A SIN" x3 times... dear god watching her mentally abuse me just makes me want to remind her of what I didn't let her go through since I can't use the GOlden Rule against her... ugh irritates me so much.
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