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 Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 11:38 am
otawara Orphie -Dessynea- otawara Why'd you tell her that? Now she's gonna get even more defensive. I am also confused. I just told her it was their fault, not hers. Why would that make her more defensive? She reacts defensively to everything. Now she's gonna crawl a little more into her shell. Then that is what she can do if she wants to. We can't control her or how she acts. I'm not going to censor myself because someone "might" become defensive. Dessy is a grown woman and can handle herself. It's up to her if she wants to put smileys in her posts so no one gets angry, but I'm going to tell her my opinion on it since it bothers me. Besides, she seems perfectly fine right now. I don't think I insulted her at all.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 11:40 am
I am perfectly fine, I will take them out of my posts for now. And put them in posts that could come off as angry since lately I am better at telling. We'll see how it goes.
Though I am about to flip out about how stupid my homework is, this s**t is ridiculous. mad
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 11:44 am
My Pre-Cal teacher moved the due date for hw to Monday so now I have to do it all today. ******** also have to make 200+ flash cards for French. ;__;
Good news is that I got a shiny Entei today before it was too late. =D
Weird news is I don't remember buying/can't find Platinum... XD I was gonna get 3 Enteis.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 11:53 am
I forgot my Diamond game when I went to Gamestop. So I only got one, but that is okay. At least I still got one.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:02 pm
I just told swyff that I am incapable of being who she wants me to be. Why do people want romance and not friendship? I just don't understand. I am not a monster. I am not broken. There is nothing wrong with me. Love can't be that important. It can't ruin people like that. Why can't I do anything that makes people happy? Why am I so great at ruining things that even when I try to do something good only ruin comes of it.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:05 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:06 pm
I don't think that it is a big deal to not want romance. I have a friend who has no desire to be with anyone and is just fine being alone. Well not alone, but with just having friends. People sometimes think it is strange but it is just how she is. The only thing I would say is maybe you shouldn't have agreed to be with her if you weren't really interested in in being romantic.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:10 pm
I know I shouldn't have. She was so sad though. She wants love so bad. Why can't I fix people's problems? Why do I only make them worse? I try to do good. I even believe that I am good. I totally devote myself to being a ******** good guy. Mind, body and soul I want good. No matter how hard I try though, no matter how enlightened I get, no matter how I condition myself it just turns out bad. I don't understand it. It is ******** beyond me.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:12 pm
You can't fix everyone's problems. It is better to try and help the people you can than try and help everyone. Not helping everyone doesn't make you a bad guy.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:20 pm
-Dessynea- You can't fix everyone's problems. It is better to try and help the people you can than try and help everyone. Not helping everyone doesn't make you a bad guy. agreed
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:21 pm
Owwin, I think more people need to think that way, actually. People rely on love and think it will solve all of their problems. It's nice to have someone, but it isn't necessary.
You did the right thing, Owwin.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:27 pm
It feels like I am more harm than good in the grand scheme. Sometimes I think it would be better if I was just away somewhere.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:31 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:35 pm
Is it wrong that I anticipate facing such conflicts myself? I feel strange talking to people and hearing about things like that without knowing what it's like to be affected by it myself.
Maybe morbid curiosity is my thing.
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Posted: Sun Jan 23, 2011 12:43 pm
Owwin It feels like I am more harm than good in the grand scheme. Sometimes I think it would be better if I was just away somewhere.
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