kawaita tsumori ame ga tsuzunaku katari kakeru
namida wa seijaku ni...samayou yoru ga akeruChiyou was frowning when Kai came over. Frankly, he was frustrated. Sure, he knew his lyrics and music by memory and by ear, but it really, really sucked not being able to look at things in actual print. He was so used to it, being able to mark things, take notes, write down ideas...now he had to have Nezumi notate anything he thought of, and he was sure he was missing a lot just because he couldn't see. Actually looking at things made a huge difference. This...it was so much harder.
"Great job, Nakai. I was listening as much as I could while helping Chiyou-kun. It sounds great. We'll get you in the recording room and lay it all down tomorrow, then I'll listen to it and send it to editing as long as nothing needs to be redone." Nezumi commented, his eyes still fixed on Chiyou. He felt...horrible. He hadn't realized just how bad off the young man was going to be with his handicap. Frankly, the mouse had assumed it would be an easy workaround, but no, it was just him making a molehill out of a mountain. Managing Chiyou alone right now was like managing three stars at once, and he had Nakai and Michi to put together as well. Oh well...he'd just have to do it. Really no other choice but to make it work, at any and all costs.
Gritting his teeth, Hideki sank into his chair and put his head in his hands, obviously frustrated beyond belief. Nezumi had left the choice in his hands, whether he should do a small promotional tour or just make a PV. He'd chosen the tour, because he wanted the challenge. Perhaps doing a PV would have been the better idea...Nezumi had even said so. Being as stubborn as he was, though, the young vocalist wouldn't allow himself to admit defeat. Instead, he would just stew in his own personal misery.
"I'm not ready to stop yet. I've barely gotten anything done." the small blond snapped, totally on edge with everything and everyone at the moment.
"Chiyou-kun, I..." the manager began to intervene, but Hideki was hearing none of it.
Pushing himself out of his chair, the kid marched over to the sound equipment and began fumbling around with it until he had managed to turn on the speaker system and the mic.
"Will somebody put my tracks in? I want to try....um...um...play One Way! I want to try that one. I think...I'm kinda feeling that right now." Chiyou grinned.
"Chiyou..." Nezumi tried to protest once more.
"Do it!" the brat of a vocalist yelled at the mouse, making him flinch.
"Very well." the manager tsked, pulling up the music and playing the track.
Chiyou's heart beat a mile a minute. To him, this would prove whether he could do this anymore, whether he still had it or not. If he fell off the small platform he was on, if he messed up the vocals or the blocking...he just didn't think he could stand it. Not after finding out all the things that stood in his way already.
The music rose, the beat pounded, and Hideki burst into song as if he were actually on stage, performing in front of fans.
futekusareta hibi okujou de mawasu
shirokute nigai kajitsu
sumiwataru sora to wa urahara ni bokura oikomareteta
kakechigaeta botan hakichigaeta shudan sa yowamushi wa gunjou
kamitsuku osanai kiba
yuiitsu no hyougen
hazukashikute shinobaseteta kono yume wo uchiakeyou ka
hajimete sa kono kimochi karadajuu matotta
netsu, sameyaranu mama kawaru risou he
mitame kara hairu no wa sukoshi kowakatta dake
zutto mae no koto
"wake ga wakaran koto bakari nobezuni shikkari to mae ni narae"
uchiaketa kotae ga kore desu ka
fungiri wo arigatou
shuumatsusakeberu hako wo sagashite te ni ireta katamichi chiketto
mikaesu, wa rippa na riyuu to nari kimeta
mattete ne
ai ni yuku yo
mada minu kimi
hirogaru sekai
konosaki ni machiukeru soudaina sutoorii no
kyodaina haguruma no oto ima
shizuka ni
kesahatsu no hane ni nori tobikoeta mirai wa
souzou mo tsukanakute
itsuka furikaetta toki hajinuyou, nakanuyou
me no mae no yami wa kate to iikikase
warae
hajimete sa kono kimochi karadajuu matotta
netsu, sameyaranu mama kawaru risou he
mitame kara hairu no wa sukoshi kowakatta dake
kitto daijoubu sa
kono saki ni machiukeru soudaina sutoorii no
kyodaina haguruma no oto ima shizuka ni
kesahatsu no hane ni nori tobikoeta mirai wa souzou mo tsukanai
boku wa mada yume no tochuu
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Days I sulked through White and bitter fruits Circling on the rooftop
Contrary to the clear skies We were Being driven into a corner
Buttons done up wrong Mistakenly applied measures Cowards are ultramarine
Snapping Juvenile fangs My only form of expression
This dream That I hid Out of embarrassment Guess I'll reveal it
For the first time This feeling Enveloped my whole being
Without cooling, passion Changes Into ideals
I was just a little afraid of Getting into this based on appearances
But that was a long time ago
"Don't keep speaking of such senseless things And focus on following the examples of those before you"
Is this The answer to my confession Thank you for making up my mind
On weekends Searching for live houses where I can raise my voice I got my hands on a one-way ticket
"I'll show them", became a splendid reason I made my decision
Wait for me I'm coming to meet You whom I've yet to see Broadening horizons
Up ahead A majestic story awaits
The sound of its gigantic cog-wheels Now Hushed
Riding upon wings That departed this morning The future I flew past is one
I can't even begin to imagine
So as not to feel ashamed So as not to cry When you look back Someday
Tell yourself That the darkness before your eyes Is a form of sustenance And laugh
For the first time This feeling Enveloped my whole being
Without cooling, passion Changes Into ideals
I was just a little afraid of Getting into this based on appearances
Surely it'll be alright
Up ahead A majestic story awaits
The sound of its gigantic cog-wheels Now Hushed
Riding upon wings That departed this morning The future I flew past is one
I can't even begin to imagine I am only Midway through my dream
Throughout the song, Chiyou sounded like some sort of rock and roll angel. His voice was amazing. Better than it had ever been, if that could even be said! His blocking was spot on, even if it seemed like he might be nervous, just a bit. At one point, the young star came dangerously close to the edge, one foot slipping off, causing him to teeter a bit, but he caught himself and kept right on going until the very last note.
He did it.
He did it!
"Holy s**t, I did it!" Chiyou shouted, leaping off the platform and jumping right into the only man's arms he could see, Nakai's.
Nezumi stood there, stunned. He really hadn't expected that. The reason he'd protested so much is because he was afraid that Chiyou would fall, or get hurt, or break something, somehow. Since that hadn't happened, all the manager could do was smile, his eyes watering ever so slightly. He was...proud? Impressed? Amazed? Inspired?
Probably a combination of all of the above.
"Well done, Chiyou-kun. Well done." Nezumi said, clapping softly.
It was just as things ended that Yuuji came in.
"No...I haven't seen..." Nezumi began to answer Takagi's question, when another round of claps came from the back of the studio.
"Gomen nasai. Sorry I didn't speak up earlier. I heard you singing, Chiyou-san, and I couldn't resist letting myself in. You did great! I'm thoroughly impressed with your work. Don't ever give up." Suzaku smiled from his seat against the far back wall of the room.
"I'm ready to go when you are, Takagi-san."
karada o tsutau ame ni furueru awai omoi
guren no yuuwaku ni...samayou yoru ga akeru((OOC: Song is
One Way by SID ))