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 Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 4:30 pm
Artemis blushed even more and looked down. "I am not innocent", she muttered. She looked up at him again. "Why am I not ready? Can you help me be ready?", she asked him, almost begging him. "Please!! I promise i'll be good and do anything you say", she said and yanked his blouse.
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Kristofer looked at Fade. "She needs to hear the truth even if she doesnt like it", he said. Why was Fade acting like this now? Was she doupting his feeling for her? He turned to Victoria. "So, you love Alexander and you have no idea what he feels for you...whats the problem with that?Do you have any idea how long I waited before she even paid attention to me?", he said. "I havent been here for a long time but Alexander doesnt seem like the kind of guy that really cares about others. Its different though when it comes to you. He always is the first to come and help you and he is babysitting you now that you are ill", he said.
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Alexander didnt know what to say, or think. He didnt make any sound at all so that he could hear what they were saying. He didnt even pay attention to the book he was holding anymore. Victoria loved him? HIM? How could she love something like him?
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 4:35 pm
Marco smiled at her. "I am helping you", he said and kissed her. He brought her closer to him, touching her all over her body. He kissed her neck and lead her outside the stop they had made so nobody could see them. Then he started all over agian.
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Victoria couldnt help crying. "Do you know why its so hard? Because everytime i watch you guys or another couple in love, i know that we will never be like this, and that makes it so hard.....", she said through her sobs.
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Fade hugged her. "Its allright, i wont let him talk anymore, cause whatever he says he doesnt mean it. And if he does he will hurt a lot of people, including me. Can youn please stop?", she asked him.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 4:44 pm
Artemis gasped, surprised. "Emm...Marco? What are you doing?", she asked. She was trempling in his arms. She didnt know what to do, but she didnt want him to stop either. She felt embarrassed though because of the way he was touching her and she shut her eyes closed.
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Kristofer stood up. "Fine", he snapped. "When I say something is either lies or wrong", he said. He took a deep breath to calm down. "Forgive me my lady. It wont happen again", he said and bowed to Fade. He turned to Victoria. "Its seems I was mistaken. My lady sure knows better than me, right?", he said, a hint of sarcasm in his voice and left the tent. As he went outside, he bumped on Alexander. He looked at him for a moment. The boy didnt even seem to be able to use his brain at the moment.
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Alexander didnt expect that Kristofer would be coming out. He stared at him, as if he wasnt really seeing him there. He went inside the tent. he looked at Fade, trying not to look at Victoria. "I think you hurt his feelings", he told her. What was he going to say to Victoria now? He couldnt think of anything right and she was crying. He didnt like it when she was crying.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 4:52 pm
Marco stopped. He expected this reaction. "This leads me into one conclusion: You are innoscent. And you are not ready for something like this. But you know what? I dont want you to change, cause i love you, just the way you are....", he said and hugged her.
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"Hello Alexander", Fade said and stood up. "I have to talk with him, so im leaving. Will you be ok?", she asked Victoria and the lady moved her head as a yes, she left the tent. She run beside Kristofer. "Where do you think you are going?", she said, grabbing him and kissing him. As their kiss ended she slapped his face with power. "This will remind you that if you have anything to tell me you wont talk about it when strangers are in front. Now tell me how you feel....", she said.
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Victoria layed on the bed without telling Alexander a thing. She couldnt even look at him and she continued to cry. She couldnt stop. She felt the sorrow coming out with power. She felt weak. Only in front of him she could be weak.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 5:03 pm
Artemis sighed. "I.AM.NOT.INNOCENT!", she snapped. "Inexperienced yes, but i am not innocent. I understnad that with your experience, i must be really...really...", she couldnt find the right word to describe herself. She grabbed him and kissed him ( and its not and innocent kiss xp )
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Alexander went to her and sat next to her on the bed. He leaned over her and rested his head on her shoulder. "Is it true?", he asked her and his voice could barely be heard. "What i heard you and Kristofer say, is it true?", he asked her again, hoping that she wouldnt change her words now.
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"How I feel? right now? Believe me, you dont want to know that", Kristofer said theough his teeth. "If truth hurts so much, its not my fault", he said and turned around and started walking again. He couldnt believe she had actually hit him, when he hadnt done anything wrong to deserve it. He clenched his fists and stopped. He turned to her. "You could say I feel humiliated right now. And disappointed. You say you dont want me to call you my lady, but you still act the same way, so I am nothing to you but a mare servant. You dont need to worry, my lady. I'll serve you as i did all these years. Nothing will change", he said.
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 5:11 pm
Maro froze for a second but he returned to reality. He stopped heer and put her down, coming above her. "What was that attack? I told you i have changed!For you!Only for you!", he shouted. "I just dont want to use you. Everytime it goes to this i feel im using you. Its too early for that....", he said and released her.
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Victoria hugged him very tight. "It is", she whispered. She cried and cried and cried. Like admiting it was unbearable.
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Fade looked at the ground. "You never really talked about this to me. Do you really think you are nothing to me? Do you think that i want you only as a servant? I never thought that you would love me. Like me you didnt seem to care about others too much. And i was blind too. Blind that i couldnt see your feelings. But i hope you know how i feel....Do you?"
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Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2009 5:19 pm
Artemis sobbed silently and hid her face on the ground. "I am sorry. I didnt mean to....I am sorry", she cried. he must really hate her right now. Really hate her. "You are not using me. I do this because I want to do it", she said. She got up. She wipped her tears and faked a smile for him. "No big deal. Its ok. I understand", she said and kept smiling. But the moment she turned around to leave, her smile was gone.
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Alexander smiled and rubbed her back, trying to calm her down. He didnt say anything for a while, trying to wrap his mind around what she had told him. His smile only grew wider. "Is it ok if I feel that way for you too?", he asked her.
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"I never doupted your love my lady", he said coldly. He smiled at her. "yes, i believe you only want me as a servant. maybe I was something more for a few days but many were in the past, werent they?", he said. "As I said you dont need to worry. I will serve you as i have done for all this years and i will protect you"
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 10:55 am
Marco stopped her. "I AM sorry....", he said and walked away by her side. They were walking back to the camp and silence had covered them. "You know these things cannot be done in a hurry. Sorry if i hurt you but i really think we should wait....", he said as they could see the people that followed them getting up and started walking.
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Victoria looked at him, with her eyes still wet. "No, no problem.....", she said and got up to him. She smiled, he knew and he felt the same. "Do you love me?", she asked through her sobs.
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"Many were in the past ha?", she asked compeletely hurt. He was right though. She used to make other relationships for a couple of days and then she left the guys. But not in him too. She really loved him. She was the one to save him in the past when Groban wanted to kill him. But he didnt know that. And he would never know....
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 11:05 am
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Artemis nodded but didnt say anything. She kept walking in the forest, the trees and plants pulling away from her and opening the way for them to pass. She hugged her stomach. "Sure. Wait", she muttered. Somehow this felt to her like he didnt love her enough to love her in that way. She didnt say that to him though. She didnt want to hurt him.
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Alexander wiped her tears with his thump and kissed the corner of her lips. "I do love you", he said but his voice was too low, as if her was afraid that if he said it too loud, it might not be true. He looked at her and smiled.
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Kristofer nodded. "Yes, indeed many", he said. "My lady ignores really how much it hurt me when I had to watch over her everytime a man was in her bed", he said. "Why would I be any different to you than a few days or weeks of fun?", he asked her.
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 11:16 am
Marco kissed her. "Come on, lets go. We have to find second team....", he said and took her hand. They went in front leading the team once again. Someone called him to go to the back. There was a problem. "Ill be right back honey", he told her and went to the back. As he left two girls said hello to him. He returned the greet politely and he left.
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Victoria gave him a sad smile. "I did something that youll probably wont like.....", she said and cuddled in his chest.
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Fade cried. "I didnt know how you felt for me!And for me it wasnt the same!I love you but these for me were only games!Why cant you get it?", she asked him.
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 11:31 am
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Artemis glared at them. She didnt like them saying hi to him. He was hers now. Many didnt seem to know that. She smiled. He had called her honey.
"Its a same he is playing good now. I would loooveee to have him again", one of the girls said and Artemis gritted her teeth.
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Alexander was worried. "What happened Victoria? What did you do thats so bad?", he asked her.
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"Why would I be any different? people dont change over night Fade", he said and folded his arms.
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 11:41 am
The second girl laughed. "Who wouldnt?", she asked. "He is great at bed....Every girl that had him knows that. The best!", she said and she looked at Artemis. "I dont think it will last....", she said silently, so Artemis couldnt hear.
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Victoria climbed into his chest. "Promise you wont be mad at me?", she asked. "I dont want to loose you know we both admit we love each other......", she said and lied upon him.
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Fade got really mad. She was going to say it. She couldnt keep it inside. She was going to tell him that her father wanted to kill him in the past. Not when he bit him but later. She never learnt why but she heard her father talking to someone for that. No, she wouldnt tell him that she almost begged her father for him. She pushed herself not to burst into tears but she couldnt help it. "Well now you are not any differen to me. Some of these guys were reacting better than you!", she shouted.
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Posted: Sun Jul 12, 2009 12:14 pm
Jillian looked up at August ( her face is hidden) and then pointed at a small bag beside her " I'm alredy done" she said. ...
Joanna smiled " no no problem at all.... just deciing if I should follow since more then half of all the people here don't want me" she said and rubbed the back of her head.
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Posted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 12:43 am
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The first girl nodded. "I dont even believe he had changed. He is only doing it so that he can sleep with her", she said and shot a glance at Artemis.
Artemis was pretending not to listen, though she had heard everything. What if all these was an act and he was lying to her? Well, she wouldnt be able to tell if he was lying or not, because she was a terrible liar and everyone could easily convince her.
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Alexander smiled, when she said that they loved each other. "Of course Voctoria. I wont be mad at you. But please tell me. What happened?", he said and hugged her tightly.
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August looked at the bag. He sat next to her. "You have only those few things?", he asked her. Not that he had more to pack. He hadnt brought anything with him, so compared to him, she had many things to pack. "I am ready too", he teased her. "Who needs all these stuff with them?", he asked, pointing around at all the people who were caring heavy luggages and stuff around the camp.
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Kristofer then did something he had never done before. He slapped her. But it wasnt a light slap. Her cheek was red and he was still so angry that he would have beaten her, his love, his life, to death if he hadnt managed to control himself. He grabbed her neck. "Never...and I mean never but me in the same place as those filthy creatures you called your lovers", he said through his teeth. "Nerer", his voice was low and dangerous and held a great threat. He let go of her and turned his back on her and started walking away. He couldnt believe that she would actually think of him that way. That she would actually put him with the rest of her lovers when she so strongly protested that he wasnt a servant to her or some passing fun.
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Posted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 12:54 am
The second girl laughed. "I dont think he has sleep with her. She looks like she doesnt know of these things. Maybe he would like to teach her.....", she said.
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Victoria smiled at him, sadly. "I made a deal with August. For you.....", she said. She didnt know how to continue and how Alexander would take it.
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Fade continued to cry. A few people run and helped her. When she managed to get up she shouted at him. "Coward!", she screamt and she followed just to tell him that. "I can see that you dont care anymore for me but not ever for your child?", she said touching her belly. The baby was kicking like crazy and she was in bad pain. She tried not to show but she couldnt. A painfull expression was all over her face.
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Leryan smiled at her. "One thing that i have learnt in this camp is that if they meet you better, they give you chances. When i came here everybody hated me too. Cuz i was grobans daughter. But they all liked me in the end -i think- when they met me better"
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