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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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 Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 3:31 pm
Hopefully you guys didnt have a lot of driveway. O_o
SO WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING. AND HI NAZ.
I got a beefy crunc burrito for lunch and it had NO BEEF AT ALL. I am hungry. Like super hungry. ;_; mail me some dinner, naz. EXPRESS MAIL.
that would make a good commercial. Put a steaming plate of food in a package and watch it.being shipped and.it looks like everyhing is going to be okay but while the package hasnt moved, the camera is twirling around it.
And.then a college student opens it to fins a mess of slaghetti. Haha! But the plate is.unharmed.
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 7:03 pm
Not a super lot, anyway XD
I did nothing all day n___n I work tomorrow
Man, I had AWESOME sex yesterday. XD
THAT KIND OF MAIL SERVICE SOUNDS EXPENSIVE.
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Posted: Wed Feb 09, 2011 9:11 pm
NAZ WHEN DO JAMIE AND FREY GET TO BE FRIENDS?
/ have stress relieving rutting in various places before Danny asks Frey out.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 7:07 am
Sorry I haven't been talking much lately and everything. Feel like I am in lurker mode again. Just been reading what all you guys post but feel like I have nothing to contribute/not really feeling like roleplaying lately I guess.Haven't really been doing much of anything lately, to be honest. Work, clicking around the internet, watching tv. Nothing like, productive.
Blaaah, I don't knooow. I just love you guys. n_n
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 7:38 am
@Cassy: POST FOR IT AND I SHALL MAKE IT HAPPEN.
@Lor: Darlin', I know how you feel; don't let it bother you, it happens to all of us. n_n I just hope you feel better - listless is no fun. =/ But I've done a lot of that, too.
4 hour shift today and then back home to roleplay. n_n Gonna redo Jamie's profile.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 7:53 am
Lor I love you and feel your presence lurking about the boards every day.
LURK ON.
AND I WILL MAKE A POST SO THEY CANS BE FRIENDZ NAZ. PROLLY IN.HOGSMEADE DURIN DAT WEEKEND.
Omay so I had a horrid, horrid nightmare last night. And I had it twice and it was so real that I woke up hinkimg it had happened and I had to check.the guild.
So what happened is Naz opened up the guild without telling us, and suddenly.there were tons of new people. There was no time to prepare emotionally and they were all doing stuff righ away. They were posting tons of threads on the front page and posting character profiles in.the wrong places. One persons user was FAGgef and he mad a topic called "I HAT f**...........get lol" and it was an intro thread and there was a fanthread for someones character on.the front forum and the topic was lime "I LOVE LUKE HES THE BEST!" And they were spamming everywhere and I guess the old awesometown thread was up which freaked me out because I didnt want strangers reading my stuff. And the livejournal too. And maz was HIGH or something because she was running around posting and responding positively to the spam amd.she changed the forums into some sort of poem that was badly rhymed and vague so you didnt know which line went to each forum and I was getting upset and I was sitting there hinking of how upset lor was going to be and getting more upset and then I realized all the new people in the guild were from the CHATTERBOX AMD.THEY WERE LIKE UNMANNERED SIX YEAR OLDS AND EVERYTHING WAS CHAOS AND EVERYHING NAZ WORKED SO HARD TO MAKE WAS GIVEN UP IN AM INSTANT TO PLEASE THESE CHATTERBOX WEIRDOES.
and.i had it twice and.the second time I had the nightmare I was so convinced that I woke up feeling gross and had to come on right away to make sure it wasnt something that had really happened before I went to sleep last night.
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 8:18 am
That's silly n_n It'll be pretty easy to shoo stupid kids out and move threads to the proper place.
And, I dunno, you know my feelings on the whole "don't let anyone see my stuff." I think it's rubbish. Not everyone is going to like us, the things we've written, or the environment I'm going for. Those people will go. People will always judge you for your writing, your sense of humor, your choices of plot, pairings; but you've created these things, you've put effort into these things, so when it comes down to it it's your efforts against their squinty eyes, and they can squint forever but your stuff will still be there.
I just.. I'm sad to hear Kat say someone's been nattering on about my characters and isn't interested in theirs. It's not a bad thing - we get interested by different things at different times; it's being human - but both she and I are proud of what we've done, and we'd like to roleplay with other people and get more input on fanworks and make friends. I want to host contests or fests and not feel pressured that if I don't write 10 drabbles nothing'll get passed in.
The guild was always intended for a larger crowd. Ty and I took it to a different perspective - that spotlight-on-us bullshit - and I hated that. Hated it. It's massive and there's a hundred places to be, a thousand routes you could take with a character, and if you don't like someone/something there's plenty of other places to go. But honestly I don't think we'll ever get more than maybe four new kids who are actually consistently posting.
I don't know what to tell you to make you feel better, Cass, because we really disagree on the whole thing. I'd rather try it my way first and if it's as horrific as you hint you think it'll be, I'll kick them all out and lock it up again. Because at least we'll all see and not always wonder.
85% of my time is spent doing something related to the guild. I've had it since 2006 when it started out as a hideaway for Kat and I's original avatars. I've always thought of having eight or nine members, and that's what I'm gonna try for, because I like to roleplay and I like to see more characters and I like to make friends.
And after all the s**t I've gone through, WE'VE gone through, feeling self-conscious of the s**t I've screamed and sobbed and laughed and loved over seems silly. Over the roleplaying, the environment, the characters, the ideas, the fanworks, the friendships.
I love you, Cassy. I'm not gonna let anything hurt you. I'll get rid of it if it doesn't work out.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 8:28 am
And, I dunno, I have to go to work.
But you're welcome to lock all your stuff and hide it someplace. It's your prerogative and if that's what makes you comfortable, you well-being is best protected by what makes you comfortable.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 8:29 am
I am worried about vindictive assholes and site mods who wont know anything.
It feels like its me giving you my phone nimber, and suddenly a bunch of people I dont know.can see it.and call me.
I can see myself relaxing about the livejournal but I still would like to see a new last train to awesometown thread put up when we open because there is a LOT of personal stuff in this thread.
It makes me feel a lot better to know you would look out for me though. The scariest part of the dream was when I was afraid because you weren't.
I trust you enough to trust other people if you tell me to, Naz. ;_;
I guess I get worried about new people and.... well I will feel better when I come see you guys this summer. ^_^
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 11:49 am
Are you mad at me Kitty? I really am sorry for upsetting you guys.....I wish I wasnt like this and I dont even know why I am...
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 4:54 pm
I'm not mad. I was using the wifi at Naz's work and was posting around before my battery died. It dies wayyyy faster, probably because it wasn't used for like three months and I forgot to take the battery out.
Wasn't on Yahoo because it eats it and I just wanted to bump up some threads and s**t. C'cool.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 4:55 pm
No one’s mad at anyone. It’s frustrating, but it’s because we all four are invested emotionally in the guild and have spent countless hours here making it our haven. But we have different ideas as to how to handle said haven’s future. And as stubborn as I am on my opinion, I’m also miserable because I understand how you feel.
I’m not wanting to deal with this conversation (we’ve had it plenty already, every few months) because my allergies are acting up after having spent almost 3 hours in the floral cooler without a coat sorting flowers, so my eyes are watering, and my head is stuffy. I’ll just repeat what I said last year when we talked about this: You are welcome to delete whatever you want, archive it elsewhere or just trash it, they’re your posts and it’s your comfort level. But this thread is 470 ******** pages and a) no one is going to read every freaking page of an old chat thread, and b) nothing anyone has said is something to be ashamed of. If you feel that way, delete it. Need to go through all the old posts and grab funny quotes anyway. Tell me what you want gotten rid of and I’ll delete/quote/repost it somewhere else.
Also, the LJ community is public to everyone already, and has been since it was revamped. Anyone can google it, find it on LJ search, etc.
I can kind of see where you’re coming from with the phone number, but at the same time, early last year or late the year before I warned you to make all private posts in the Crew chat (looking for that conversation now so I can show it to you again) the FIRST time you said you wanted the chat thread moved and I told you no. Furthermore I have repeatedly said - for years - my intention is to open the guild. It’s not a private number if I’ve repeatedly told you it was being put in the Yellowpages.
And you’re not understanding that this is OUR space. Vindictive assholes last one post and are removed. WTF I am not opening the guild to 4chan and elitist ********. XD I have been the latter and can promise that after spending every ******** day since I said a final ******** you to Tyler learning not to be a ******** c**t, I am not interested in sharing my space with other elitist c**t ********. I don’t want to be that way ever again, and I don’t want to be around people like that.
I am just tired x___x
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 5:33 pm
I wish I was content looking as my avi XD
Just tired I guess.
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 5:59 pm
I think my issue is just that.... we have rp'd with a lot of people and.through all of that.have ended up with just us. I think I am just terrified of being one of those people, that you will connect with a new person really well but they wont like me and even if I try there would be conflicts and I would lose.
Its really dumb because it doesnt speak much of my faith in you as friends, does it? I know youre not that kind of people. And since I trust you then i shouldn't think like that.
I wish I didnt worry so much about deserving to be your guys' friend or if im being annoying and try so hard not to be something I'm imagining you perceive me to.be. I feel like such a.... burden. Like I have to be reassured every so often that you're not going to leave and im not being a nuisance. I cringe and worry and I dont know.why but I hate it.
I think.thats my real issue. Not the lj or this thread. But the thimgs you are saying make me feel so much better and yet at the same time I hate myself for harbouring even a shred of doubt that you wouldn't kick people out for us.But it feels really good just to read it. Not in a creepy way but in like..
.. dont know. I would protect you guys in the same way, always, so it's nice to read you would do the same even though I should have known.that already
I hope you have lots of tissues though. Ya shoulda borrowed someones jacket. Dont they have big brown jackets hanging about? Like by meats/frozen?
And typing this made me want to hide in a hole but im glad I managed to do it. I just wish I could resolve some of my issues.... myself. Talking about it helps me think about it more and fix it though.
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 7:11 pm
I feel much better now though. A lot less worried about things. I think this is what I needed to say in the first place.
You and kitty have each other to talk to face to face about stuff like this, so maybe you dont need to talk about it here as much to us. But im glad I can talk to you here even if I feel like I am down/depressed too much when I type and talk to you guys.
Still... feel much better now. Dont know about your end. I just hope you guys can talk to me like I can to you if you need it.
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