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Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 8:13 am
Im busy as bloody hell as well. Got a promotion at work... but now iv got a novel worth of paper work that i have to complete and turn in asap. In other words, a promotion means i can keep my job... i think.
Iv been studying shamanism for two months now, the farther i venture into the different shamanism practices, the lonlier i get. My studies are actoully causing an emotional reaction, which has never happend before, so it intrigues me even further. Iv also been studying physical magic and healing arts. The problem is that i dont ground myself, the imagery i see is that instead of the light to purify the ailness, i see two claws or paws that reach into the essence and then pulls the ailness out to devour it. Iv actouly strayd from healing arts for a while becouse i wasnt shur if my method of healing was posotive.
Socially im a little agrivated. Its not that im not sociable, its just that, quite honestly, my luck with being in and starting a relationship is lacking. Its agrivating becouse i cant help the attraction base of ambition, artistic virtue, and presence. IM PICKY... and after a year of abstinence and straying away from the simplest of interactions, im wondering if i DO have an equal. And with my studies straining my emotions, that need for just an equal in like mind is even more apparent.
well, theres mine. I dont know ya, but your in my thoughts, i hope things start working out better for you, ill try to send some energy your way wink .
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Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 12:22 pm
Don't worry guys, I wont forget you! I wont leave completely like Killa seems to have done either.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 12:19 pm
bleh I'm useless, I'm unable to get a job, but thats ok, that'll keep me frm the internets.
I stay for now.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 9:45 pm
im going to my first convention tomorrow >.< its a reptile convention in richmond. my dad and i are going. im hopping to get him to let me get a python or another gecko while im there XD can never have too many reptiles. im gonna take loads of pics and put them on my myspace. and work sucks. ive gone into school girl mode over this one guy. we have been flirting for a while. and thats the life of shanna so far.
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 2:53 am
dWell here's to hoping for you shauna. good luck.
also my poor life has turned good I get good news and the LV is happy once more.
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 3:08 pm
Good luck Shanna!
That's awesome Visara! My life will calm down in a little over a month since then I'll have two less activities. Next year I'm deff. cutting back since I'll have work and school since as it is I have no time to socialise and I'm not doing any work or school! gonk
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 7:35 pm
dont overload yourself ally and visara im happy your life is going better^.^ i forgot to take any pics gonk but there was so much stuff. didnt get a python. i was looking at crested geckos and just fell in love with a baby gargoyle gecko so i got him/her. cant tell if its a boy or girl for the next month or so. the little guy is about 4 or 5 months old but i think it will be a girl. ill have to take some pics of her once she settles in her new home. but it was amazing there, they even had dart frogs and snapping turtles, and a really cute albino pacman frog. so many things i had never even heard of. they even had a brown basalisk male. first one i had ever seen in real life. sorry for the long post, im just still very excited >.<
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 8:10 pm
Yeah I totally overloaded myself this year. i never have time for my friends or family or to relax so I'm trying to avoid that next year.

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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 5:13 am
thats what happened my first year of college, i did horrible in most of my classes cause of it.
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 1:50 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 6:12 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 8:44 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2008 8:03 am
Ha! I so totally knew these eggs were bomb!!! rofl
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Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2008 9:04 am
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Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2008 10:19 am
I figured they were too. The bunny tried to murder us all emo

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