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 Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 10:10 am
kittycross My stitches come out tomorrow. I've been really good and not taken them out myself this time even though the gorram things keep tearing. I want them out now and I have every thing i need to do it evil only one more day you can do it!! you can last until tomorrow =D<3
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 11:04 am
Kamastr0 kittycross My stitches come out tomorrow. I've been really good and not taken them out myself this time even though the gorram things keep tearing. I want them out now and I have every thing i need to do it evil only one more day you can do it!! you can last until tomorrow =D<3
I know...but the problem is that i don't want to. I"V GOT f@^$%#$! plastic in my skin! I hate that.
but thanks for the support 3nodding it helps to hear it .They're getting torn bout 3-8x per day for the past 9 days so it's been so tempting to take them out but the docs always get mad at me for doing thing like that.
Oh! my family had the what is probably stupidest altercation in my life yesterdaymorning/nightbeforelast! These drunk teenage girls (one is our next door neighbor, age 17 junior in high school) are sitting in front of our living room window (the front wall is pretty much all window) and talking very loudly. One says that she is sick of seeing her brother's [male organ] covered in hickies, that her brother is always coming home with hickies all over his [organ]. So my whole family bursts out laughing because omfg! why the hell is she looking at her brother's parts and it's not exactly a place you can easily get hickies.
The girls get really offended at our laughing and start threatening us that they have gang connections and that her brother has a 12 inch [organ] and will [sodomize] my husband and she knows how it feels and he won't even feel it. And she is yelling this. That she knows how it feels to be sodomized by her brother who has either a severely bruised [organ] or has contracted some venereal disease. The later much more likely.
We did call the cops to file a report because it was just too ridiculous and annoying with these drunken idiots yelling threats and insults at my husband and kids. Oddly none directed at me.
the whole thing was ridiculous.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 11:12 am
I give up, you're all completely ******** ignoring me. ******** this s**t. I'll be gone by April anyway, so you all can have your ******** squick-and-trigger parties without anyone asking you over and over to turn it the ******** invisible. I've completely given up being nice about it; I'm on my last ******** nerve, and it's obvious nobody gives a s**t either way.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 11:41 am
I do not want to go to school tomorrow feeling this shitty. xAx
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 12:46 pm
LabTech Kestin I give up, you're all completely ******** ignoring me. ******** this s**t. I'll be gone by April anyway, so you all can have your ******** squick-and-trigger parties without anyone asking you over and over to turn it the ******** invisible. I've completely given up being nice about it; I'm on my last ******** nerve, and it's obvious nobody gives a s**t either way.
I know the feeling. People ignore me way too much. D;
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:15 pm
i feel so stupid Dx that or the other schools treated academic challenge more seriously and memorized the questions more clearly.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:27 pm
@Kitty-*Hugs*, I know what you mean/how it feels heh, I remember this one time my bandages were healing into my skin and it was soo owwwy yet I really wanted to just ripp them off heh. but All I can say is try distract yourself and resist the urge heh.
As for the drunk peoples, o.O ohsnap thats rather heh, I ve never been sodomized and those people sound stupid o.O why were they in your house?
And pffffffft Gangs my buttocks. Good call, calling the police =]
@Nim- *hugs*Take the day off maybe? =[
@Kestin- I haven't ignored you =/, I've kept my bad pieces in white text, I've only asked questions in plain text,"why and hugs and such" are not harmful or disturbing to read, sorry you feel that way but as for nobody giving a s**t, alot of us do, Alot of us have kept our secrets in white just for you?But I think you need to calm down and actually try and notice that a few of us maybe not all are trying. =/
Secret:
OOooo God Im really growing tired of sadists -__-, my dad started crying and contemplating suicide just so he could gain some form of compassion, I don't think I ve ever been so furious, I feel absolutely horrid with this flu, it s fine when Im relaxing but once I go beyond Blood spews out of my frickin mouth -__-
I don't like blood taste, it taste weird o.O
Im not allowed to lay a finger on my dad for the next two weeks
as the police are writing me up a form and report for my interview
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 1:35 pm
LabTech Kestin I give up, you're all completely ******** ignoring me. ******** this s**t. I'll be gone by April anyway, so you all can have your ******** squick-and-trigger parties without anyone asking you over and over to turn it the ******** invisible. I've completely given up being nice about it; I'm on my last ******** nerve, and it's obvious nobody gives a s**t either way.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 2:15 pm
Kamastr0 @Kitty-*Hugs* , I know what you mean/how it feels heh, I remember this one time my bandages were healing into my skin and it was soo owwwy yet I really wanted to just ripp them off heh. but All I can say is try distract yourself and resist the urge heh.
As for the drunk peoples, o.O ohsnap thats rather heh, I ve never been sodomized and those people sound stupid o.O why were they in your house?
And pffffffft Gangs my buttocks. Good call, calling the police =]@Nim- *hugs*T ake the day off maybe? =[@Kestin- I haven't ignored you =/, I've kept my bad pieces in white text, I've only asked questions in plain text,"why and hugs and such" are not harmful or disturbing to read, sorry you feel that way but as for nobody giving a s**t, alot of us do, Alot of us have kept our secrets in white just for you?But I think you need to calm down and actually try and notice that a few of us maybe not all are trying. =/Secret: OOooo God Im really growing tired of sadists -__-, my dad started crying and contemplating suicide just so he could gain some form of compassion, I don't think I ve ever been so furious, I feel absolutely horrid with this flu, it s fine when Im relaxing but once I go beyond Blood spews out of my frickin mouth -__-
I don't like blood taste, it taste weird o.O
Im not allowed to lay a finger on my dad for the next two weeks
as the police are writing me up a form and report for my interview
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 3:32 pm
My two best friends spazzing about anyone of the male gender getting near me was bad enough. Now I find out that the boys are secretly waiting to threaten the next guy I go on a date with. I almost did date someone...someone that the boys are telling me I shouldn't even be friends with. I wonder how well that would've went over. Yeah I get you wanna protect me considering you saw how bad the break up affected me but I don't need it anymore. If it was still fall, yeah I would've needed it but now I'm okay. I really am. I just prefer to stand on my own, knowing you're there if I do need you.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 4:09 pm
(Post contains borderline diet talk/body shaming)
Why does my mom have to be such a judgmental b***h?
I told her that I had tried the cinnamelt from McDonald's, and she said "Your body is going to hate you someday." At least, for once, instead of letting her get away with trying to body shame me, I said "It seems to me like you're the only one hating me for it."
When I work 5 hours, they let me take home food. And since I have trouble getting enough to eat for breakfast, I'm usually totally ******** starving by the time I get out of work. I don't want to have to come home and then cook something, especially since my feet are usually killing me by then anyway. So yes, I take advantage of the opportunity to bring home free McDonald's. It means I can eat right away without having to cook, and I really feel like I deserve to eat whatever the ******** makes me happy at the end of an exhausting day of work. I don't even ******** like most of the stuff at McDonald's, but I've been trying different things almost every week, and some of it isn't so bad.
I'm 22 ******** years old. I think I can make my own decisions, and that b***h needs to back the ******** off. I don't give her s**t when she eats junk food, but maybe I should start giving her a taste of her own medicine. She is, after all, fatter than I am. She's a goddamn hypocrite, and I'm sick of her s**t. It's not like her comments make me think "Oh no, I better eat healthier food to please my mother!!!" If anything, it makes me want to eat worse stuff right in front of her face in an act of rebellion--but that would mean I was still modifying my behavior based on something she said, and I don't want to do that at all. I just want her to keep her nasty comments to herself.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 4:13 pm
kittycross Kamastr0 @Kitty-*Hugs* , I know what you mean/how it feels heh, I remember this one time my bandages were healing into my skin and it was soo owwwy yet I really wanted to just ripp them off heh. but All I can say is try distract yourself and resist the urge heh.
As for the drunk peoples, o.O ohsnap thats rather heh, I ve never been sodomized and those people sound stupid o.O why were they in your house?
And pffffffft Gangs my buttocks. Good call, calling the police =]@Nim- *hugs*T ake the day off maybe? =[@Kestin- I haven't ignored you =/, I've kept my bad pieces in white text, I've only asked questions in plain text,"why and hugs and such" are not harmful or disturbing to read, sorry you feel that way but as for nobody giving a s**t, alot of us do, Alot of us have kept our secrets in white just for you?But I think you need to calm down and actually try and notice that a few of us maybe not all are trying. =/Secret: OOooo God Im really growing tired of sadists -__-, my dad started crying and contemplating suicide just so he could gain some form of compassion, I don't think I ve ever been so furious, I feel absolutely horrid with this flu, it s fine when Im relaxing but once I go beyond Blood spews out of my frickin mouth -__-
I don't like blood taste, it taste weird o.O
Im not allowed to lay a finger on my dad for the next two weeks
as the police are writing me up a form and report for my interview
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:05 pm
Urgh. I know some of you do, but...I guess it's that somehow the very worst posts are always in black. I don't know. I'm just so pissed off at everything lately. My head's not on straight and being a decent person just fails me half the time. sweatdrop
Unrelated: I usually stay home when my family goes to the movies. Once in a blue moon or so, they practically get on their knees and beg me to come along "just this once", and I usually do. Of course, it figures that the one movie they chose to beg me to accompany them to was the one that could and did set my tic disorder into overdrive. It hasn't died back down yet and it's driving me crazy.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:14 pm
I always find myself posting happy stuff here, instead of sad or icky stuff, so I leave most of it in black.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 5:41 pm
Most of my posts are me talking about random things. Like stuff in manga and video games and how it seems that my LP's aren't getting many views except for a couple random parts. Oh well I just need to work harder.
Edit: Unless I did post something that might have been disturbing and I didn't white out but I really have no memory of posting anything like that.
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