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 Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:21 pm
Vajapocalypse sikh-91 Vajapocalypse XD my dad and I are really similar in personality (which is where I get all my faults from XP) so I've already done that. He's just being difficult because he wants it to be high end so the family doesn't think he's being stingy and not giving me what I want (because early on there was some uncertainty whether or not he was helping stare ) It'll work especially since the place he wants can do jack s**t this early (just got the official email) so I'll see what the other can do and go from there. And I know they do things early because they already have a convention booked that friday after our reception for a week XD XD I'm even worse with balls Haha wow. O_o There seems to be no competition between the two :'D LMAO... D:< NO, YOU HAVE TO TRY crying PLZ crying  XD I know! also the other venue has a smoking area right outside the reception room ;-; I'll try but promise nothing Ew mad Smoking. talk2hand Thank you crying
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:25 pm
I hate that I love him.
I broke up with my boyfriend today because he wasn't willing to fight for our relationship, but let's back this story up so it can be better explained. This morning, I was mad at him because he was making me feel invisible during breakfast. I left him alone and walked to my 1st class without him, trying to guilt him into coming after me [[didn't work.]] After 1st block, I saw him in the hall and ran up and gave him a hug cuz I felt bad about leaving him [[which was probably a mistake.]]
We walked down to 3rd block fine, but during lunch was when he decided he was really gonna try to find out what's wrong with me. "Don't shut me out," he said to me, and I told him it's funny that him of all people should say that because our last argument was about him shutting me out. It just kinda escalated from there, and I asked him why was he giving up on our relationship when I was still fighting for it, only to be met with "I don't know." He also told me that he thinks I could do much better than him, that all he's bringing me is pain and trouble.
I was livid during the rest of 3rd block, and my whole body was shaking. I wanted to hit him, to hurt him and try to get him to see that if he really does love me, he'd fight alongside me. After 3rd was over, I went to him and told him he did not get us arrested. We were arrested because we did something stupid together. I asked him again why he was giving up and he said that he was tired of the drama and that I could do so much better than him. So I told him that if he's not willing to fight, then neither am I; we're done, and there's no turning back.
I walked into my 4th block class trying so hard not to cry but ready to just start swinging at anything and everything. I ended up leaving that class to bawl my eyes out to a guy friend of mine for a good 45 minutes...
I still want to hurt him. I want to see him hurting because he hurt me and just watched. I want him to stand up to his mother [[the source of all the drama]] and be a ******** man! I swallowed my ******** pride and apologized to his mother for getting her son arrested, but he can't get the balls enough to be patient and work through the drama?!
... I hate that I love him so much. I want to hate him for taking my heart and breaking it into pieces, but I can't... Maybe my friend is right... Maybe it's time to start praying for help...
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:28 pm
When I woke up this morning, my sister appears to have gone crazy in the night. I have four sisters, Brittney and I get along the least. Brittney found out about the Scleroderma walk in a city an hour away. She told my whole family about it and is trying to get everyone to sign up. She also made a web pageYes, my last name is a chess piece. for donations. My sisters are hurrying to sign up before the 23rd so they all get free t-shirts, including for my neice and nephews who are all under the age of 4. They're all advertising the walk on their facebooks and Britt created one of those event pages on facebook which says "HELP SUPPORT MY SISTER STACIE!!!" and they're all adding their friends who I've never heard of. I'm used to being the sister who hides in her room. This is...unexpected. O.o
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:29 pm
Angel of Windz I hate that I love him.
I broke up with my boyfriend today because he wasn't willing to fight for our relationship, but let's back this story up so it can be better explained. This morning, I was mad at him because he was making me feel invisible during breakfast. I left him alone and walked to my 1st class without him, trying to guilt him into coming after me [[didn't work.]] After 1st block, I saw him in the hall and ran up and gave him a hug cuz I felt bad about leaving him [[which was probably a mistake.]]
We walked down to 3rd block fine, but during lunch was when he decided he was really gonna try to find out what's wrong with me. "Don't shut me out," he said to me, and I told him it's funny that him of all people should say that because our last argument was about him shutting me out. It just kinda escalated from there, and I asked him why was he giving up on our relationship when I was still fighting for it, only to be met with "I don't know." He also told me that he thinks I could do much better than him, that all he's bringing me is pain and trouble.
I was livid during the rest of 3rd block, and my whole body was shaking. I wanted to hit him, to hurt him and try to get him to see that if he really does love me, he'd fight alongside me. After 3rd was over, I went to him and told him he did not get us arrested. We were arrested because we did something stupid together. I asked him again why he was giving up and he said that he was tired of the drama and that I could do so much better than him. So I told him that if he's not willing to fight, then neither am I; we're done, and there's no turning back.
I walked into my 4th block class trying so hard not to cry but ready to just start swinging at anything and everything. I ended up leaving that class to bawl my eyes out to a guy friend of mine for a good 45 minutes...
I still want to hurt him. I want to see him hurting because he hurt me and just watched. I want him to stand up to his mother [[the source of all the drama]] and be a ******** man! I swallowed my ******** pride and apologized to his mother for getting her son arrested, but he can't get the balls enough to be patient and work through the drama?!
... I hate that I love him so much. I want to hate him for taking my heart and breaking it into pieces, but I can't... Maybe my friend is right... Maybe it's time to start praying for help... Awwh Angel. Is there any specific reason he can't stand up to his mother? Like is he scared of her or something? And did you see how he reacted when you broke up?
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:43 pm
sikh-91 Vajapocalypse sikh-91 Vajapocalypse XD my dad and I are really similar in personality (which is where I get all my faults from XP) so I've already done that. He's just being difficult because he wants it to be high end so the family doesn't think he's being stingy and not giving me what I want (because early on there was some uncertainty whether or not he was helping stare ) It'll work especially since the place he wants can do jack s**t this early (just got the official email) so I'll see what the other can do and go from there. And I know they do things early because they already have a convention booked that friday after our reception for a week XD XD I'm even worse with balls Haha wow. O_o There seems to be no competition between the two :'D LMAO... D:< NO, YOU HAVE TO TRY crying PLZ crying XD I know! also the other venue has a smoking area right outside the reception room ;-; I'll try but promise nothing Ew mad Smoking. talk2hand Thank you crying XD I don't smoke but my fiance, his entire family and my mom all do so its kind of nice for them to have an area close by where they can do that if need be, without it being forced to go down 2 flights of stairs to the casino or outside. And I just sent my dad the email that I want the venue that I like scream crying
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:49 pm
Vajapocalypse XD I don't smoke but my fiance, his entire family and my mom all do so its kind of nice for them to have an area close by where they can do that if need be, without it being forced to go down 2 flights of stairs to the casino or outside. And I just sent my dad the email that I want the venue that I like scream crying Well if they want to damage their health, they can work for it mad And yayy ^^, Hope it works out surprised
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 1:54 pm
sikh-91 Vajapocalypse XD I don't smoke but my fiance, his entire family and my mom all do so its kind of nice for them to have an area close by where they can do that if need be, without it being forced to go down 2 flights of stairs to the casino or outside. And I just sent my dad the email that I want the venue that I like scream crying Well if they want to damage their health, they can work for it mad And yayy ^^, Hope it works out surprised It will n.n like i pretty much put down everyone keeps asking me what I want I want this place and the only thing that was ratty can be fixed pretty fricken easily (the chairs were a little outdated but chair covers aren't that bad price wise) lolz I've been trying to get them all to stop for awhile but hey its their choice
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 2:40 pm
Angsty Angsty angsty. I'm having one of those little break down moments where I realise just how rubbish my life truly is.
1. I have just spend 3 and a half hours I should have spent doing roleplay talking because one of our players who SAID they would show up didn't, so no game.
2. This roleplay game which is meant to help me de-stress causes me more stress than pretty much everything else in my life.
3. I owe the bank at least £400, thankfully there is no interest being charged on this or extra charges but still, for someone who only earns £42 a week that's a ******** heap of money
4. I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow, thankfully I actually have cash for that instead of having to use the already overdrawn bank account but it's a little stressful.
5. I have exams in May I should be revising for but I can't bring myself to do it. I just want to mope around and do nothing like the angsty teen I am being.
6. It's my bf's birthday on Sunday and we're going out the Saturday night. I'm not drinking due to my complete lack of money. My bf will be. He is possibly the most annoying drunk ever (he is taller than me and CONSTANTLY falls over when drunk, thus making it near impossible for me to suport him due to height difference)
7. Since I'm staying at his on Saturday night I get the joy of nursing my bf through his hangover on Sunday... YAY ME!
8. I am being an annoying angsty teenager complaining over nothing and the fact I am being like this is annoying ME, let alone the annoyance this will cause to any poor soul who has read all this rubbish.
END RANT
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 2:40 pm
I've never been in a relationship. EVER!
Kinda annoys me when people then ask "then how do you know that you're bi?". Does this not give me the right to say another guy is hot?
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 2:44 pm
I am posting a ton because I don't want to write this lit analysis essay. 90% of my posts, however, are not serious and may make people question my sexual preferences.
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 5:40 pm
Not exactly a secret, but I had to display my stupidity my stupidity somewhere for the laughs.
I just told my sister I was studying for the Literature STD instead of Literature SAT. xd
@Tasn--same. >0>
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 5:41 pm
Secret:There is a splinter in my foot, been there since Sunday. I can't get it out. D:
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 5:43 pm
SolarInvictus Secret: There is a splinter in my foot, been there since Sunday. I can't get it out. D:0^0 Get a pair of tweezers before you forget. D8 /still has a piece of pencil graphite in her leg from 5th grade when she tried to catch a newly sharpened Ticonderoga. 8D
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 5:44 pm
SolarInvictus Secret: There is a splinter in my foot, been there since Sunday. I can't get it out. D:is it deep?
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 5:44 pm
Jer0nim0 SolarInvictus Secret: There is a splinter in my foot, been there since Sunday. I can't get it out. D:0^0 Get a pair of tweezers before you forget. D8 /still has a piece of pencil graphite in her leg from 5th grade when she tried to catch a newly sharpened Ticonderoga. 8D Trust me I've been doing every thing, using every tool, and it won't come out. D: /really callused feet. @Tech: The splinter is a couple decimeters long at best, hasn't gotten all the way through the calluses. =p
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