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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:44 am
I peeked out during most of the event. It was neat. Not a cloud in sight, a perfect crisp winter sky. I could clearly see wan Saturn on the left-bottom and the smaller Regulus to the top.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:47 am
there was partial overcast for the entire time, bu tinside of thirty minutes it was complete overcast. I couldn't see either Saturn or Regulas, so I couldn;t say, what it looked like, bet it was nice and pretty.
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Posted: Thu Feb 21, 2008 9:46 am
It was partially cloudy and I didn't watch all of it but it was pretty cool.

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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:29 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 2:01 pm
I'm ok, not all that great, I mean I had a break but my best friend, had to be else where for a class. SO we couldn't hang out, like I wanted to.
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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 7:09 pm
That sucks, I'm trying to get over a break up and it's not working so well and I've been drinking way more then I usually do lately. I actually usually rarely drink because it's not the best idea with the meds I'm on and I've been drinking every night.

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Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 7:34 pm
I think I'd rather be heartbroken because I screwed up, then because I'm a damn coward, and won't say anything. And I ain't going to give you some lecture, on don't drink while your on meds.
I've done the same thing, I ain't dead. but here's to drinking alone on a saturday. Not actually sure if your alone but, I sure as hell am.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 5:12 pm
Well my grandma was upstairs but I don't count that much.

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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2008 8:16 pm
I'm not going to be able to be here, for a bit, so, when ever I return, it'll be good. probably sometime after, heavy drinking, self inflicted pain, crying, passing out, a school shrink, and a suspencion.
so, ya, I'll see some of you whenever I do, so ya.
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Posted: Tue Feb 26, 2008 10:07 am
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Posted: Tue Feb 26, 2008 5:14 pm
I might not be on much in the next 10 days or so. Personal life priorities. Sorry, I'll let you know when I get more time.
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 5:36 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 2:50 pm
well I'm back and no better, except I'm able to speak/type coherently even though aside from tom I've been sient the entire day.
so, sorry about what seemed like a random thing, but, I hate life now more then ever because of things that happen. And my feeling guilty, becasue I can only think about me.
So sorry, if I seem, either not here or angry with you. I can guarentee for the next few weeks it isn't you.
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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 3:09 pm
Ok Visara *hugs* I hope things get better for you

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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 6:33 pm
I don't doubt that they wil eventually get better, it's just a matter of making it there safely. I hate to bring major personal issues into yet another guild. But, I'm the kind of self destructive person that will blame my self reguardless ofmy actions or the outcome of my (in)action. damned if ya do damned if ya don't situation.
combine that with the fact that this has caused me to dredge up old self harming destructive habits, and the thing that caused them to stay away, is leaving, which leaving is bringing them up , nd the lack of her being here, only lets them stay up.
Big fun, right? I just hope to god, my friend Tom, is able to stop me from beating people on monday, and jamie is able to take care of me tomorrow, while Mr. Daniels will keep me to tied to my couch to get to the kitchen sunday. While tonight, and a good portion of the early morning tomorrow will be dealt with by talking hopefully to you internet people.
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