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 Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:00 pm
-=Motoko looked up at Neko, and he nodded. She stood up and walked over to Ally, and pressed a single finger down on her sternum. There was quite a bit of pressure behind it, so it would hurt even to someone perfectly healthy=-
This pain is nothing. This pain is what we feel every day. we hope, for your sake, that your instinct, if nothing else, changes your mind. You don't want what we have. You would rather die than have what we have. I would.
-=Motoko's limiter rang as her headband glowed a golden color. She didn't cringe, or even flinch as the soft golden light kept her chakra in check=-
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:06 pm
She winced as her breathing quickened , and became slightly uneven, her hand clenching slowly into a fist and then sent her arm she had moved before up and grabbed Motoko's arm and sent her nails into it to show her anger, the pain searing through her body even more from both combined but Ally refused to loosen her grip.
"don....t....tou...ch ......me......"
She growled, even though it was still very weak from her condition right now. She was really too stubborn to even let her body heal because she was so angered and annoyed .
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:11 pm
-=Motoko grabbed Ally's arm with her free hand and peeled her fingers off, breaking two of them in the process. She turned and walked back to the crate, closing her eyes as the limiters stopped ringing=-
I honestly don't see why you want to keep her alive.
She has what we lack. The key to having a strong squad is to have a little of everything. Besides, it's not easy to get a Hyuuga to give up a child.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:16 pm
She cried in pain as she broke her fingers, she didn't like Motoko for the most part still. She heard Neko, and didn't say anything when he did.
"Is.... th...at all? Just be...cause of my clan,.... t.....hat is why?.... They did...n't give me up..., my fa...mil...y was mur...dered....and I... had to ...murder one of... my own,..... my own brot...her to end it....."
She winced, now upset she could basically move nothing without pain, and knew that Motoko had enjoyed breaking her fingers, she knew it all to well.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:18 pm
-=Neko sighed and shook his head=-
No, Ally. Because you have strong emotions.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:24 pm
"then why....do you......make me c.....con....trol it.....forc....force...me to not.....use em......emotio....ns....... in battle?"
She asked, becoming slightly adjusted to the pain talking, her senteces became a bit more complete, and easy to understand. She couldn't open her eyes and risked something else, something which was probably very stupid and Motoko would realize it when she did it. She forcibly activated her byakugan, adn the veins for once when her eyes were closed were visable near her eyes. She couldn't open them, so she used her Byakugan to see around her even though her heart rate was changing constantly when she did because her body couldn't sustain chakra, but shehad to let it go very quickly and calmed down after she saw her surroundings once , just knowing where things were and who was there, making sure there weren't any more made her feel a bit better.
".....I...I'm not going.....to change......my mind....."
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:29 pm
So you wan wisely choose when to listen to them and when to ignore them. Youkai can't have any strong emotions, or we end up killing people. You're not prepared, and I'm not budging.
-=Neko stood as he spoke, and began to walk off, waving goodbye to Motoko=-
Keep an eye on her, and don't kill her. I'd really like to keep that as a last resort.
-=Motoko nodded and sat back down as Neko disappeared into the upper levels of the office. She laid back and stared upwards into the darkness=-
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:37 pm
She winced when she heard his footsteps . She tried to force her body up, to let anything, and everything make her body move. She wasn't going to let him leave like this, not now, when he was actually talking about it. She let him leave, as if she had given up, but she knew , and he knew, she was far from budging either. Knowing Motoko was the only one there, still bothered her, especially when she was took weak to even move.
"I heard what you said...."
Ally said quietly, her voice wavering, as if a bit fearful to bring it up.
"Is that why you hate me so much? You think he cares about me? I'd beg to differ, even if I was thinking to myself on something, if it angered him he just smashed me in the jaw and into another object. He was going to kick me out of here, you would have liked that, hunting me down and watching the last breath leave me if it was finally permitted?"
She asked, tryingto bring the subject up lightly and a bit humurously to her , being she added in the fact of her being in pain and would have had the chance to chase her down and kill her maybe...type thing.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:43 pm
-=Motoko laughed and sat back up, looking at Ally in mild disbelief=-
I don't hate you. I can't hate you, didn't you hear a word he said? I just don't like you. I don't like the fact that he lets you get away with so much when he's killed men of mine for less. So yes, I think him nearly breaking your jaw is a sign that he cared. Heh, when you're an apprentice of his, he's ruthless. He won't let this dojo's security be compromised for anything, even if it means killing his own. That's why he made you sign that contract, girlie.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:48 pm
"sometimes that contract signing has it's downsides."
She said attempting to laugh, but couldn't. She frowned, her jaw still did hurt, but now the rest of her body in so much pain, it didn't really seem to matter.
"Why dislike me for something I can't control? I'd give my life for him, and in the end I'd only be looked at as stupid, what is so great about emotions when they turn out to mean nothing?"
She asked, talking about a subject that Motoko probably didn't know about from ally, her having feelings for Neko...
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:54 pm
I wouldn't look at you as stupid, but he probably would. He doesn't see himself as important, and believes you should only sacrifice yourself for something that -is- important. Emotions give a different viewpoint on situations. Viewpoints that he and I can't see right off... Besides...
-=She looked down for a moment, seeming nostalgic=-
Be glad that you had the option to sign a contract.
-=She yelped softly as her limiter kicked in and rang loudly. After a moment, it subsided, and she looked up to Ally=-
You don't want to become a Youkai, trust me. If for nothing else, than the fact that you have to wear one of these damn things.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 10:59 pm
"Would you laugh at me if I told you something even he doesn't know?"
She asked frowning a bit, and slowly opened her eyes, forcing herself to keep them open, slowly regaining the ability to blink, and see a bit more. She understood her point, but she wanted to see if Motoko could understand hers at all.
"Also, what if I could possibly obtain something that didn't hurt you that could limit an extreme ammoutn of chakra when it was needed or wanted, and also store it and allow more to come in soyou have a back up if things went very badly?"
She asked, thinking about a few items her clan had created, one that Neko had taken from her and she learned more about after her brothers death.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 11:04 pm
Youkai chakra is a little different. Trust me. Thousands of scientists, and Neko have tried to find something other than this metal that constricts a Youkai's energy, but nothing else works. We can't store it, we can't deplete it. All we can do it block it with limiters or learn to control it. Something even Neko-Sama hasn't managed to master yet.
-=She laid back and stared up and the ceiling again=-
Sure. I'd love to hear something that even he doesn't know.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 11:10 pm
"I want to be like him, because I never want to leave his side. I want to understand everything, I want to learn everything, I want to truely be able to withstand his training, to put every part of my body to the ultimate test. I love fighting, I like being human yes, but I .......I love Neko...."
She said the end quickly, in a way hoping Motoko wouldn't catch it, but she couldn't just hold it inside anymore, she just couldn't. She Would sit up if she could to talk with her, but that was obviously impossible right now.
"Let me see the metal one day, my clan, we specialized in controlling chakra, and if we wanted, the main branch could just lift a finger and kill anyone outside the head family without a second thought. Scientists may have the tools and knowledge, but let me understand more, and I truely may be able to help you. I am actually quite sure I may be able to, seeing as Neko was puzzled by my necklace's capabilities which he still hasn't given back, but I created a new one, I can trap my entire being inside of this small necklace if my body is killed, I can live in that necklace until my body canbe healed enoug to function again , or a new one is found. "
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 11:16 pm
-=Motoko frowned, completely ignoring the second half of her spiel. She closed her eyes, and very calmly stood up, and walked to Ally's side, looking down at her with nothing but seriousness in her eyes and voice=-
Ally, you need to forget that feeling. You need to forget everything about it, and never let him know anything about it. It's very important. Even if nothing happened, he couldn't return that feeling. You just need to stop. I'm serious. I'm not being jealous, I'm not saying this because I don't like you. I'm saying this to save you, him, myself, and anyone else in his path.
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