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 Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 10:01 pm
"NO!"
She yelled, grabbing his arm and pulling towards her.
"I can't do it anymore Neko! I physically can't do it. It is killing me first off, and second I don't think I could do it anymore. I also don't know what I'd do at the thought of losing you for me being so weak, for me not being able to stand for myself. I care too much about you to risk that, I rather be like you , the training, lifespan, and.... other things......."
She said, not planning to give up on this subject at all.
"Don't ignore me sensei, I've listened to you and the training every single day, don't turn your back on me now......"
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 10:05 pm
-=Neko whipped around and wrapped his arms around Ally's neck after she spoke. He tightened his grip to cut off even the bloodflow, and lifted her a good foot off of the ground, keeping her there as he stared straight through her ans spoke in a stern, unwavering voice=-
I'll do what I damn well please, and you'll do what I tell you or you can leave, and I'll have Motoko's squad hunt you down.
-=He dropped her and turned around again, walking off without another word=-
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 10:13 pm
She coughed when he tightened his grip on her neck. She gripped her hands at his arms, and tried to get him to let go. She looked at him weakly and listened to him. She closed her eyes and felt her body fall back to the floor and she landed on one of her knees and she had her hand on her throat to catch her breath, as tears slid down her face. He had seriously just threatened to kill her if she didn't listen now, and it hurt her right now. She took his haori and put it over her shoulder and walked over to the books, beginning to put them on the shelves. She was crying as she did the entire time, upset that he not only wouldn't think of it, consider it, talk to her about it, just the fact that he treated her almost like she was nothing right now, it was how it made her feel.
~what am I, dirt, can't even give me a straight answer just tells me to ******** obey like a pet. The only person I really cares about can't even discuss things with me, what the hell is that about? Why can't he just see it, open his dam ******** eyes to another horizon this time. Does he know how much that hurt me just now, not the fact that he only threatened me, but disregard everything I said and asked for when I completely stood my ground for the first time. Am I not good enough?~
All of these things were going through her mind, she cared about him so much but she was so upset and angry right now, and ended up sitting downstairs against a bookshelf crying, burrying her head against her knees. She was down there for hours just crying silently to herself, Neko hearing her thoughts repeating over and over of her feeling like absolute crap was the only answer that told him she was still down there by herself.
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 10:30 pm
-=Neko walked back down to his office quickly after noticing the foreign thoughts in his head. He walked down to where Ally was, approached her hastily, and kicked her square in the jaw with enough force to send her reeling into the bookcase=-
I'm looking out for you. You will not get what you're asking. You agreed to obey me, or suffer the consequences, and this is something I will not budge on. You don't even know what the hell you're asking for. Keep your thoughts to yourself, and if I hear one more word about this, I'll expel you, and you'll be declared a Missing Nin.
-=He turned before she could get a word in and headed back upstairs to his room, visibly pissed now=-
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Ishira Tsubasa Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 10:33 pm
Ishira woke up due to some ruckus else where... She sighed, at least she had gotten some form of sleep. As she got up she looked around, not seeing Neko or Ally anywhere, she wondered what had woken her... She stretched her arms out and then walked out of the med room, towards the one place she knew all to well, the room... Ishiras head dropped, there was no way he would be in there, but at least she could change clothes, have a bath, or something.. She walked up to where the door would be, touched the wall and waited for the wall to melt away before she entered the room.
It was dark, the lights didnt turn one like the were supose to when she entered the room. She fought back the tears as she went to a candle on the nearest table. It was one of the many that were in the room that still sat in the places they did on her wedding night... She put both hands around the wick and it lit. As the flame grew she looked over her shoulder, watching as her shadowed grew within the room. Everything seemed to come to life as the light touched them. The colors, smells, and old taste returned the moment she looked at any item that occupied the room. She couldnt help it now, tears streamed down her face.
"Tutsumi..."
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 11:06 pm
Ishira wiped the tears from her face violently, angry that she was showing that kind of emotion again. Then again earlier she had the nerve to blush at Nekos comment.... She growled at herself, snapping her fingers quickly, causing all the candles to light as she started walking to the closet. She untied her obi, leaving it on the ground as she walked and took off both layers of her kimono. The cold made her skin prickle, causing a shiver to run down her spine. Stupid emotions, she needed to keep them in check. So far she was failing, while anger was her main problem so far, it didnt get in the way much when her body urged to fight. Still she needed to keep it under some sort of control...
She reached the closet completely undress, and restless with the current thoughts she was going through. It was all idiotic, Tutsumi wouldnt be back, obviously, so she shouldnt let it get to her. He had been fickle before their marriage so she should have never expected him to wait. She was single again, no way of knowing if he was alive, but it suited her. She didnt need these feelings, they only got in the way of better judgement. A sigh escaped her and she quickly dug into the load of clothes, throwing them this way and that, until she found her old training tunic. When she became a Dojo leader she had restrained from wearing it, figuring it wouldnt represent the Dojo in any good fashion... As it was, it had been hard enough to get others respect then...
Ishira shook her head again, getting the thoughts away as she slipped the tunic over her head. As she tied it off her hand hit something that let out a chime. Ishiras eyes went straight down to the two bells, she glared. That had occupied her last months here last year, when Tutsumi hadnt. Still a mystery unsolved... Ishira shrugged, untying her belt and stringing the bells through. Maybe she could find something in Nekos books that would explain something about these weird bells. As she stood, she grabbed some old shoes and slipped them on while she walked to the door. She tied her hair up neatly, turned to the room one more time and grimiced... With a frown, a small gust of wind blew all the candles out, and the door was once again replaced with a wall, hiding the room once more.
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Ishira Tsubasa Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 8:46 am
She hadn't care enough to look at Neko when he approached, but she wasn't expecting a smash to her jaw either . She cried out in pain and her body was already sore to begin with and hurt even more now as she smashed into a bookcase again. Being he was walking away and now she knew he heard it she continued, thoroughly pissed off herself, feeling her jaw in a lot of pain as well as the rest of her body, feeling bruises that would definitally be appearing in the next hour or so.
~Tch, looking out for me, by kicking me in the jaw. Yes I agreed, but you weren't acting this much of a jackass when I did. Go ahead do it, expel me, expel the only person who probably cares more about you than motoko and all your ninja and this dojo combined. If you won't help me I have other means to do it. ~
She growled in thought straight to him, his books were put away but when she walked up she had a flame in one of her hands, debating on really causing a problem for him hurting her, knowing he may expel her anyways. She jumped up, tears streaming down her face and headed for the dojo entrance on her own, the mark on her jaw very visable in the light now from the hit she took and she stopped at the porch and looked at the dojo, more tears sliding down her cheeks. She felt torn, just completely in half. Walking into the pouring rain, she leaned against a tree and slid to the ground hugging her knees, for once unable to pull herself together for anything.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:18 am
As Ishira walked through the dojo, Ally suddenly crossed her path, almost running right into Ishira. Ishira stumbled back a little and the went to grab Ally.
"Hey Ally-." She stopped, noticing the mark on the girls face and her tears. Ally continued to walk as if not noticing Ishira and Ishira stood there, growling and cursing Nekos name under her breath. She didnt try to stop Ally, one because she needed to get her thoughts straight for a moment and two she was sure shed be running to Neko to beat the hell outa him if she didnt take these small moments.
After a while, Ishira followed Allys scent outside. It was raining, and last Ishira had seen Ally had nothing other then the clothes on her, so Ishira hurried. It wasnt long that she found the girl, but didnt approach close enough for Ally to notice, fearing she may just end up running and that would cause more then a problem right now.
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Ishira Tsubasa Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:25 am
-=Motoko made her way to the dojo quietly, walking down the main path with her hands stuffed in her pockets. When she came across Ally, she stopped and looked over at her, chuckling softly=-
Oi... What, was Neko-Sama too rough in training today? Looks like he gave you one hell of a hit.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:28 am
"SHUT UP!"
She screamed at Motoko as Ice shot up from the pond , threatening her right then and there. Ally was infuriated, and stood up now glaring at her.
"Go help the s**t get his chakra back, and keep hold of your own, you are going to need it........."
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:31 am
-=Motoko simply kicked the dangerous spikes and shattered them. She laughed, and began walking back to the dojo again=-
I'll never know what he sees in you.
-=She walks past Ishira and nods in her direction before heading into the dojo and disappearing into Neko's office=-
((See you guys later tonight X.x))
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:32 am
Ishira took her place in the trees as a new person came into view. Ishira was never fond of new people and she seemed to know Ally, maybe this was the person they had all been waiting for... What was the name, Motoko? She shook her head, Ally was more important then this... Ishira hopped from branch to branch, until she was close to the pond.
"Ally... Could you please get away from there." Ishira asked, but she knew it probably wouldnt work. Force would be the only way to solve this...
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Ishira Tsubasa Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:39 am
When she said those words, tears slid down her face again, as she left, and she didn't follow.
"nothing, he's sees nothing. "
She said to herself, referring to more of her own feelings than training, and she looked at Ishira and glared at her. She wanted to use fire, a destructive , angry force she was easily able to use when her emotions ran high...but the rain would leave her in a posistion where it was more than useless.
"go away......."
She cried and began walking into the woods, not planning on returning with her feelings so hurt right now.
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 9:44 am
Ishira shook her head, jumping down and rushing to Allys side, not caring what the girl would do to her anymore. Clearly Ally needed to get some things out and as long as she was by Ishira at least she wouldnt become a Missing Nin... Or at least Neko wouldnt be an a** and claim her one in the first place.
"You care about him... Right?" Ishira asked, though she was sure she knew the answer. This was all brining up memories she had hoped wouldnt surface anytime soon, but for the time being they would be useful. "Not in the student teacher way though.." She looked at Ally, hoping if anything the girl would calm down.
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Ishira Tsubasa Vice Captain
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