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 Posted: Mon Aug 11, 2008 2:53 pm
Around there. Or that's what my mom says. @ - @ She's i like the queen of hair coloring so I'm pretty sure she knows. > >
xDD I suppose I wish I was taller though. ; - ; I'm pretty short compared to my mom I get my height from my dad's side unfortuantley. It should be but I have an unusually low crouch so it does make it a little hard. @ - @
Yeah she's not a bully. Not to her peers any way. If she doesn't like a teacher she's a bully to the max. Told her to put away her Cd player. xp I'm just lazy. I don't think I'm a real perfectionist. I know I can be one at times. D: Glarg! It's going to be hard getting A's and B's. I haven't had A's and B's since 7th grade. ; - ;
I sure do hope so. I know. D: Why can't it work like middle school and grade school? >c He turns 3 May 2o1o.
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Posted: Mon Aug 11, 2008 7:55 pm
@ Sui: Thank you Sui! xD *huggles the art* ish so cuuute! ^__^ I'm hoping to finish your chibi soon C:
@ Deni: My best guy friend is super tall compared to me---I have to look up at him and he looks down at me lol. But at least you and I aren't super short o___o I knew a friend who wasn't even 5 foot during her sophomore year, but she moved away to another state so I haven't seen her again.
Eh, I'm only a spontaneous perfectionist xD Usually having to do with things I have to turn in to someone and such. However, I'm a slob when it comes to things that nobody gets to see, such as my room xP
Ooof, well it is hard to get straight A & B's sometimes. I always at least get one C on my report card. The year I did really bad in my classes was my junior year. I was suffering from clinical depression because I was under so much stress though I didn't know what was happening. Near the end of the school year, I told my family what was wrong because the fights were just making things worse. During the summer I got better and then I did well in my senior year C: which makes me proud.
Though depression is a hard thing to identify. Everyone thinks that it means you're always sad, but it's more complex. It makes it near impossible to focus or concentrate on anything, like your mind coats itself in a protective covering. Overall I remember that I felt such despair and hopelessness :C even anger. Always tired and irritable. When I finally realized what was wrong, I was too ashamed to tell anyone because I thought I was just weak. Depression is so much worse than what everyone thinks it is like. Eeeep >___< sorry, got carried away.
Awww, I luff babies. I'm so afraid to hold them though o___o I'm afraid they'll jump out of my arms and fall. They're so fragile and all. Who does Gabe look more like, you or his dad?
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Posted: Mon Aug 11, 2008 8:19 pm
My parents friend Dugun is super tall too. @ - @ BUt I never get close enough to him to have to look up becasue well I'm to embarrsed I suppose. xp I had a friend that was like 4'9 when she was in 8th grade. D: Everybody thought she was still in grade school.
Same here. I'm sort of like that but I go nuts if my room is a mess. D: It just feels so un-comfortable. But I'm not with my artowkr unfroutunatley .D:
Yeah I think that was the only year I got good grades. @ - @ All of my pther schools years I struggled real bad and almost failed. My parents were always telling me I was going to have to repeat a grade. Well that's good. I would hate to get depression. D: My mom was bugging me all the time after I gave birth. I was always sleeping so she thought I had post partum depression. The thought of depression scares. me.
That sounds like me when I was pregnant. But I think it was more about hormones. That's okay. I don't mind at all. <3 When my son was about 4 months old I got to feeling that way but I really don't think it was to that extent. It was around my sons dads birthday was what got me. He wasn't sad that I didn't tell him happy birthday and I guess that made me feel unwanted. I didn't tell anyone cause I didn't want anyone to you know take Gabe away from me. D: But I got over it so I don't think it could have been real depression.
I do too. <3 I know. o - o I was so scared when I was pregnant to hold a baby. D: I thought I wasn't going to beable to hold my own son because how scared I was but it turned out all right. They are. I was so scared that my son was going to hurt himself. When I first brought him home and laid him down in his crib I put all my pillows at the opposite side of my bed so I could sleep closer to him. He looks alot like my dad actually. But he tans like his dad and has curly hair like him. :3
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Posted: Tue Aug 12, 2008 7:03 am
۞ ۞
I'm pleased you like it Rue <333
۞ [ S U I C I D A L _ R A G E ] ۞
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Posted: Tue Aug 12, 2008 2:24 pm
SuicidaL_RaGe ۞ ۞ I'm pleased you like it Rue <333
۞ [ S U I C I D A L _ R A G E ] ۞Thank you! ^___^
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Posted: Tue Aug 12, 2008 3:01 pm
@Deni: Eeep o___o well that makes me glad to be semi-tall.
When I first clean my room, I guard it like a hawk and try to keep it tidy. When my brother messes it up later though, I'm like "why bother?" and I let it get progressively messier xD It's not as messy right now since I rearranged my room and put in new furniture. Mostly I've placed all the messiness in a pile of boxes near the bookcase, but I haven't taken the time to go through them yet, so there they remain. And I suppose my closet floor needs cleaning as well. If my room reaches a certain point of messiness, I shall go on a cleaning spree C: but for now, I'm good.
Well it's good that instead of repeating, you're a half-year ahead! xD
It scares me to think that some day I might get depressed again, but since it happened, I've been trying to get away from unnecessarily stressful activities and such. My psychology teacher and some others had suggested I take some anti-depressants but I was to afraid of taking pills, though it probably would have been for the best. What do you remember feeling? And for how long? It's possible that you may have had a minor depression. If so, I'm glad that you are okay now C:
Awww ^___^ well Gabe is very lucky to have you. Really? Was your dad happy that he looked somewhat like him? ^__^
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Posted: Tue Aug 12, 2008 3:47 pm
I know. She hasn't grown one bit. No boobs or nothing. Her face. She didn't have any curves it was real strange. @ - @
That's what I'm going now. Every time gabe makes a mess I clean it right back up. > > After I clean my room it stays that way for awhile but it eveuntually gets dirty. I was just tired of all of the ants. D:
Yeah. <3
I have a fear of pills aswell. D: I didn't take pills when I was in the hospital with Gabe. o - o They gave me childrens tylenol. xDD Really alone I guess. I felt fine in the day time when I had people to distract me but when it was time for bed or I was in my room with Gabe taking a nap I would feel really useless. I just really longed for someone to have a realtionship with. Just like me and my sons dad. It only lasted about 4 months. 5 tops. But yes I did get over whatever it was. I'm quite glad too. <3 Now I'm almost always happy.
Thank you. <333 My dad doesn't really care that much. I mean he would have loved him even if Gabe ended up looking like Cruz((Gabe's father)). We do get laughs out of it though. x3 Gabe has a ton of cameo clothes and my dad's in the military so we always say they're twins. > >
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Posted: Wed Aug 13, 2008 8:45 pm
Wows, my friend is short but then she has like crazy gigantic boobs lol. In high school I saw some students who looked like they belonged in the 6th grade o___o even today, when I visited my college campus, I saw these girls and I was like... there is no way that they are college students!
I dunno why exactly. I guess I just didn't want to take something that was supposed to mess with my brain chemicals or whatever. Anyway, I'd be suspicious of medicine that has been on commercials xD like Prozac. Hehe, did the children's Tylenol work? Wowz I imagine it must have been super painful to have a baby o___o
Mmm :C I'm sure that didn't feel too good, but I'm glad you're happy now ^__^ Awwwwww xD that is too cute.
Ooof, I'm so tired D: Went to work with mom in the morning and then to college to do some paperwork and the assessment test. Barely got home at 5pm. One of my financial aid things didn't work out because it turned out I didn't have A-G, apparently because I didn't finish Algebra 2 :C if it hadn't been for that, I'd have exceeded the A-G... So goodbye to $750 which I could have used... But the other financial aid stuff seems to be going well. At least my enrollment fee should be covered.
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 5:06 am
I know a girl who is maybe like an inch or two shorter then me and she has big boobs. too. @ - @ I guess there will always be gals like that no matter where you go.
Yeah. My sister took some mild pills because her brain chemicals were actually out of whack because of all her surgeries and junk. It helped her alot though. I just take whatever is in liquiud form. xD It was for after birth they gave me something through my IV that was like tylenol but stronger. And it worked for all of like a half hour. ; - ; I ended up having to get the IUD becuase even after being induced I was only like 5 CM. D: I finished dilating like 20 minutes after that. I was so freaked out. ; - ; I don't know if it hurts pushing the baby out but it is quite an emotional experince. @ - @ I went from being scared out of my wits to being the happist gal in the world. <3 BUt after I found out Gab'e weight and height I friggin crashed. I slept for so long. It really does take it out of you.
Yeah I'm real glad too. <3 I know. x333 He's also got my dads feet so it makes me giggle. He's got real short and fat toes with teeny tiny toe nails. It looks real cute on babies.
I'm sorry. D: That sounds like it sucks. At my school if I don't finish algebra 2 then I can't graduate or I have to take algebrica math models. Well at least you got the other money. I'm hoping to get a scholarship from UNM. If I don't it's going to be a bit harder for college. @ - @
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Posted: Thu Aug 14, 2008 8:09 pm
Liquid seems less scary than pills xD Wowz, yeah, I would think I'd sleep for like a day or two after that.
Aw C: you should take a picture of his feet to show him when he gets older. I think that their little fingers and toes are one of the cutest things ever.
Ooof, I am so happy, I don't have to pay for enrolling in my classes! It'll be like 4-6 weeks before I get any financial aid stuff and I don't exactly know what else it's going to cover either. I might just have to pay for stuff now and then they'll give me the money back later. I'm trying to pick 4 -5 classes to enroll in, but I don't know where to start! o___o And then so many classes are full now. There are lots of scholarships to apply for if you have a good GPA C: and your state should offer financial aid for people who can't afford college.
Ooooh, and I'm going to go on my first camping trip ever on Saturday ^___^ It will be cool to hang out with friends before starting school. Because I've never been camping, I'm afraid I'll forget something and then we'll all be miserable until Sunday lol. I'm excited xD
So have you started school then? I start on Monday.
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Posted: Fri Aug 15, 2008 5:27 pm
Omg I'm so stressed out right now T__T Will be back in a few days when I have things fixed, though I don't know how. Will explain later.
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Posted: Fri Aug 15, 2008 7:17 pm
I know. But when your like little you whine about taking it a bunch. xp Oh's yes. I hadn't sleapt very well before going into labor either so I was like half asleep even when trying to push.
I should! I think I shall do it when he wakes. I know. It's insane how tiny babies hands can be.
Yeah's! You only enroll for 4 or 5 classes. o 0 o I thought you had to take like 12. xp My GPA has never been good but if I try hard I hope I can bring it up. I sure hope they do.
That sounds fun. o w o I've never been camping either. I'm sort of afraid of nature. > > I don't like it at night at least. I would freak.
Yep. I'm already waiting for the end of school. xD I'm mostly doing review though.
Oh no. D: I'm sorry your stressed Rue. Well I will see you in a few days.
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Posted: Sat Aug 16, 2008 1:37 am
Haha yes C: I remember I used to make faces when I had to take medicine lol. Wowz, no wonder you crashed o___o
Yays ^__^ it's so adorable how miniature they're toes & fingers are.
One of my friends bailed on the camping trip :C so I shall have to share my tent with a stranger... Although this person is a friend of my friends and it is a very large tent so I guess it won't be so weird. Leaving tomorrow morning and coming back Sunday around noon I think. My first time camping so I'm nervous. I can't help but think we'll forget something.
I can enroll for more actually, but it'd be way crazy to take more than 5. It's 2 terms, and each one I take about 5 classes, so in all I am taking 10 classes in one year. Maybe some extra in the summer too.
Oh dear :C I was so upset earlier. I tried to register for my classes online and it wouldn't let me because I had no "registration appointment" even though I'd followed all the procedures. Seeing as the office is closed I was freaking out because I thought I wouldn't be able to take classes. As far as I know the last day to register is Sunday. I sent an email to the office at like 3pm asking why I couldn't register and it seems that now I have a registration appointment on Wednesday at like 10pm! I'm going to see if I can register online now though, especially as almost all classes are full now and I need to snag some. I'm still pretty scared and upset but I feel a bit calmer now that the problem is slightly fixed.
Thank you Deni C: see you Sunday!
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Posted: Sat Aug 16, 2008 9:12 am
Psh. I still make faces. xD I knowz. It was quite insane it was. I just kept falling in and out of sleep the whole day.
It really is. <3 Gabriel is qtaching Braint Babies. > >
Aww's I'm sorry. D: Well you should be okay. I would be nervous too. :3
Are they spaced out in the week? Casue I always talk about college with my parents and they said that you usually have a class Thursday and don't have another class intill Monday or something and you might have to classes that day. My parents have never been to college though. @ - @
Well that sucks. I'm awful sorry. That dose sound a bit tough I do hope you can squeeze your self into some classes though. . <3
Your welcome dearest. <3 See you Sunday.
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Posted: Mon Aug 18, 2008 7:13 pm
Hehe XP I would make faces if I took liquid medicine that was yucky too, but I haven't take much medicine in a while.
Oooof >__< was so tired when we got back yesterday... I'll talk about the bad first so I can end on a good note xP lol. I had been afraid of mountain lions but I should have been afraid of hiking---walking so long and so fast destroyed my leg muscles. I warned them that it probably would be cold at night but they forgot my blankets, pillow, and didn't bother putting up the tent cover. I slept in the cold with a sleeping bag that wouldn't zip and my duffel bag as a pillow. And the portable restrooms were smelly. Alright, got that off my chest so now I can talk about the good stuff ^___^
For my first time, camping wasn't so bad. I had imagined worse if you don't include the hiking lol. We made a fire and I cooked my veggie dogs there. Also roasted marshmallows and made smores. We joked around and told funny stories. There was a beautiful full moon that night. And we didn't come across any mountain lions! xD Oh, and we also fed dozens of squirrels in the morning. One came like a foot away from us to eat and it was awesome. I had fun and I'd love to do it again, but with more planning and organization.
Argh, I start classes tomorrow. So far my classes are Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. It really is hard to make a schedule, especially as late as I was. Most of the classes were full by the time I could register for them :C I've only signed up for three classes but I'm hoping to get a teacher to add me to his class tomorrow, though I have little chance because I'm competing with other students. Right now I have like 9 units but I need at least 12 units to at least be a full time student. I actually should have taken 15 units, because I need 60 units for 4 semesters. It's hard though because classes can vary from 2-5 units, usually with 3 being the average.
Yes, classes are spaced out. Depending on the subject (or maybe how many hours the teacher wants to teach a day), you may have a certain class 1 to 3 times a week. The hours can vary; some classes are 1, 2, 3. The lab science classes I think are like 5 or something. It may depend on how many times you have the classes each week or how much there is to learn. It's confusing to me >__<
So how has school been? What are you taking and do you like your teachers? ^__^
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