A Tall large man, that is on the verge of having a super ego. Very intellectually gifted but abused as a small fat child mentally from society. I HAVE THE ******** RIGHT TO BLAME SOCIETY SO ******** OFF YOU HATERS! I figured at a young age that if i wanted to isolate myself i needed to invent psychosis, because you don't mess with a psycho... Low self-esteem unless my ego kicks in and i think i'm all high and mighty. Lazy because i don't see how it benefits me anymore and learned that no one cares or should care about me so i'll make my own happiness. Usually has so many facades that there isn't a definate "Me" anymore. Dark, Cynical, humorous, clever, depressed, and short tempered. Most of the time people only see my depressed, fun, or crazy side, but i also have a very loving, caring side that i don't really like because I burn and destroy everything I touch. Relationships, friendships, food, personal belongs, if it's tangible and i can touch it i'll most likely break it or harm it in some way eventually. Doesn't like to be vulnerable but has his moments where he doesn't give a flying ******** anymore. Feels that there are so many hidden complex underlying things about him that it's impossible to list them all nor could anyone find them all in a life time. OH and i'm a chronic liar in real life, so why i tell the truth on here is beyond me. i can ponder about it and spout something off but i'm done...
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