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The only thing I really hate about hanging out with my friends is that I'm always wicked tired the next day.
I was seriously just passed the ******** out and somebody decided to be loud as ******** and wake me up. And it takes a lot to wake me out of a dead sleep. So whoever the hell it was needs to go and drown in a pool of their own blood.

The universe doesn't play fair. I won my bet with it because I realized it was cheating. Don't give up because it seems that your lifes antagonist is the universe it's self. Call it out on it's cheat and taunt it back on how it can't even decide to play fair.

This isn't serious in the slightest, but I'm so sick of bad SS/EB, SEB crews! DX Two hours and we've had restart three times, and never even got to EB! One person refuses to change their rings, and another just flat out did almost nothing but b***h and still the leader didn't kick them. Why is it so hard to find a good crew anymore? I mean really, how hard is it to actually follow the rules and stay with the group?
-___- Two f-ing hours of this bullshit and all I have to show for it is like 8k.

Hating today.
My husband is triggered. The neighbors are blasting rap and foot ball and have been periodically chanting "greenandyellow" for hours but for some reason it's illegal to kill them. My head is ploding- both in and out so it fuses into a burning puddle of stagnant throbbing pain and with every ******** throb I want to rip their throats ******** still have to make dinner and my stitches keep tearing, I am so tempted to rip them out. I hate the feel of plastic embedded in my flesh. Metal I can handle metal is nice.
It's just been a bad day.proll end up cutting before the day is out. Or piercing, Might try that instead.

Okay, I guess I may have a spending problem, as money burns a hole in my pocket. But the way my mom basically yelled at me about it when I said I was gonna buy something, and already have 100$ down on it.. it really hit me. Sure I guess I could hold back on spending money on food, as it'd never a sitation of life or death. But if there's one thing I hate more than anything, it's being bored. And I've been suffering from boredom for the past few weeks, after the few games I got for Christmas, there are no games that I want to buy. And because of that i'm saving my money for a 3DS and a few games even though that means waiting.
Yes, I know I really need to start saving up for University, and most of all I need to get a job.
I really need to get a job. But the problem is I'm too picky and don't know where to work. All I hear are people at school complaining about their jobs, how they hate them. I fear becoming one of those people. I want to at least have a job i'll like.

Every once in awhile something happens that makes me feel like I'm still an outsider here. Whether it's an old member returning and everyone getting excited to see him (which, incidentally, nobody got excited to see me after my like 6 month long hiatus) or people talking about how awesome some event in the past was.

I know I have friends here. I know it doesn't make sense for me to feel like an outsider. But I can't really help it. .___.

Hey, it's way better than the alternative (which is, of course, having to think up new answers for new questions). Just copy and paste stuff from your previous document into your new one, and poof, homework done. For the entire week. Man, I wish I had that kind of class... sad