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 Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 1:56 pm
Tatsu sighed, the red leaving his face as his worry for Pippa replaced it. Hope she's ok... He was about to sit up and get out of bed when he fell off, landing on his tail bone. Son of a.... Tatsu stood up and stretched before reaching down to pick up pants he wore beneath his greaves, leaving the armor on the ground for now. He started to put them back on, but lost his balance and fell over... several times. Tatsu isn't a morning person. After finally managing to get his pants on, Tatsu slipped his undershirt over his head and sat down. He sighed and looked down at the tag in front of him. He'd put his shirt on backwards. ... I hate mornings. After fixing his shirt, Tatsu leaned back on the bed and sighed. Hope Pippa's ok... Knowing her she is probably on the verge of tears she's so embarassed...
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 2:06 pm
Pippa heard him hit the ground servral times as he tried to put his pants on which only made her feel worse. She felt as if she'd done everything in the world wrong and that he was going to leave. The tears began to flow from her eyes like water works, bringing her knees up to her chest she held them tightly with one hand while looking down at the ground and picking up a stuffed rabbit with the other. She managed to whisper softly..."What have I done Ananta...why am I so stupid?" It wasn't like she expected to recieve an answer from the Rabbit so she just held him closely and layed her head on her knees while softly whimpering.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 2:19 pm
Tatsu sat up on the bed as he heard soft whimpers coming from the bathroom. He stood up and walked slowly to the bathroom door so Pippa wouldn't hear, opening inch by inch until he could look inside. He walked inside the bathroom, looking down at Pippa as she cried. Still as silent as a shadow, Tatsu sat down next to Pippa, only giving away his position by leaning against her. It's ok Pippa... The only person who even knows that happened is me... And I don't really care about it one way or another... All I see it as is another moment of being with you...
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 2:27 pm
Pippa lightly leaned back against him and sighed softly while trying to stop the tears. "But it shouldn't have happened...Vain was right...." She turned her head away from him and sighed softly while holding tighter to Ananta. "I'm sorry Tatsu...." She didn't know what else to do, she wanted to run but something wouldn't let her. The jet black ears twitched as she watched the ground, she wished that moment had never of happened and that she would still of been asleep. Her tail laid flat against the floor beside her instead of swishing back and forth like usual.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 2:35 pm
Tatsu kissed the top of Pippa's head as he thought, What makes you think Vain is right? What is he even right about? He is a person who has lost all he held dear, and I sympathize for that, but his goal in life seems to be to meddle in the affairs of others... He is nothing more than the incarnation of doubt... Tatsu held Pippa closer to him as he continued. Pippa, I don't want to lose you again, but if you don't think we are meant to be... Then I won't stop you... If something like this can bring you to tears, then something is wrong, and to admit that such a crzed man as Vain is right... That means that there is something seriously wrong...
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 2:46 pm
"Vain was right about telling me I had beautiful skin because I was forced to, and the fact that I wasn't a slave maid...I was someone's toy...." Pippa turned and hugged Tatsu tightly and whispered. "Please don't ever let me go..." She shivered all over as she whispered that, she was so ashamed when she said that. Pippa didn't want to tell him because she knew it would only make him feel worse and that was something that she didn't want to do."I'm so sorry Tatsu...." Hardly managing to get it to the sound of a whisper as she said it.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 2:59 pm
Tatsu held on to Pippa, not liking what he heard. To him, Pippa wasn't that kind fo girl... She couldn't have been. He knew that it must have been true, though. She was beautiful, and a slave. Such aslave would not do only house chores... Such a slave was used in more intemate matters.Tatsu tried not to think about it, but he knew that it was partially his fault. Were it not for his weakness as a child, Pippa might still be pure and untainted... Pippa... There's no need to apologize... You didn't tell me for the same reasons I didn't actually tell you of how I lost my voice... Tatsu moved a hand up to the scar on his neck as he continued. It is a memory you do not wish to keep... But we have no choice in the matter... We all have our unwanted memories, like how my father changed my surname after he cut my throat... He hated me so much that he said I wasn't his son, I was an imposted, that a son wouldn't kill his own mother. He gave me the surname Sousei... or in common tounge, Whisper...
We all have unwanted memories, Pippa, but not sharing them doesn't make them go away. I am reminded of all my memories every time my full name is stated... An effect I know was intended by my father... And you will be reminded everytime you see your skin... But we can't let it get to us. We cannot live in the past. Someday, I will have a child who proudly bears the name Sousei... Someday, you'll have a daughter whois envied by her heavenly skin... We can't live in the past, because the luxuries of the future are not offered to those who do.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 3:08 pm
"You're right Tatsu..." She hugged him tightly and softly kissed his cheek. "Thank you..." She stood up and as she did some of the scars on her back from the dragon shown through the shirt but she turned extended her hand out for him to take if he wanted to and acted like it wasn't even there. Now she wanted to go sit or lay on her bed instead of in the bathroom while in her silky pajamas and hoped that he would join her because she liked laying with him. The blue eyes danced around the room then finally landed back on Tatsu, her eyes and down her cheeks were stained with tear lines but her face wasn't near as red as it had been.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 3:28 pm
Tatsu took Pippa's hand with a smile and stood up, not wanting to think about her dragon tatoo. After he stood up, he hugged Pippa and thought, Pippa, let's go back to bed. He kissed he softly before licking the tears stains from her face with a smile. He led her back to the bed afterwards and layed down, putting his hands behind his head as he waited for Pippa to join him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 3:33 pm
Pippa slightly giggles as he licked her tear stained cheeks. After she followed him back to the bed she watched him crawl in then she followed, curling up against him she layed her head on his chest and purred lightly while laying there. "Thank you for understanding..." Looking around the room some she smiled then leaned up and kissed him softly on the lips before laying her head back upon his chest. Her hand lighlty ran up and down his stomach as she remained for the most part still. The blue eyes that hand bounced around the room were now hardly open as his heart beat sounded nice to her and soothing along with the rain that had started to come down outside.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 3:47 pm
Tatsu put his arm around Pippa and thought, How could I even live with myself if I couldn't understand? He returned her kiss and shut his eyes, allowing his mind to slip off, his thoughts no longer backed up by sense, which can explain the reason for his next thought. What do you think we should name our kids?
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 3:51 pm
Pippa quickly looked up to him when she heard kids. She was extreemly surprised by what he thought, but then again maybe he was dreaming?. Laying back down on his chest she thought a moment. "kids?" Her voice sounded a bit shakie and her body gave a slight shiver. At that moment she wished she could know what was inside of his head but she guess she was glad that she couldn't know what was in there.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 4:21 pm
Tatsu's mind was still gone as he continued. Yeah, kids. What do you want to name them? At that moment, Tatsu stopped to rethink what he said, and it suddenly occurred to him what he was saying. His mind came back as he thought, You know, like you're kids? You do intend to have kids one day right?... Tatsu could've smash his head against a wall for being so stupid as to say something like that. He knew, of course, that he wanted to be with Pippa forever and have children with her, but thinking of stuff like that now couldn't be good.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 4:43 pm
Pippa looked at him strange again. "I don't know what I'd want to name them if I do have kids..." She stretched out some and yawned feeling tired. Rubbing his stomach softly she sighed and let her tail pat against the bed. Oddly she wanted to do something but she didn't know what to do. "Would you like to do something Tatsu?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2005 5:31 pm
Tatsu thought for a moment, trying to think up something to do. He smiled and thought, Well, the courtyard is always a good place... Or we could go find Taqune and see what he's up to... I could use a good spar anyways. Beating Taqune could help me releive some stress. He smiled and sat up, look at Pippa warmly. He wasn't quite sure what came over him, but he thought, I would probably name my son Ta, or maybe Shu.... Yeah, Sousei Shu...
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