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 Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 3:36 am
Ai gently smiled back at him weakly, he then closed his eys and rested his head agaist the other and fell into darkness as he passed iut again.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:03 pm
Kurogain shook his head, the others trust in him made him sigh.
"What am I supost to do with you now?" He asked, inside, he was kicking himself.
Why did he do that?
This whole thing was a mess, and to him, it just didn't ad up.
He had no motivation to save Ai.
to him, Ai was just what he was to every other man that chose him.
Right?
He ment the same to Ai, just one more person to satisfy.
But somehow, the way Ai rested his pretty head on Kurogains chest.
Made him feel that Ai thought of him as more then just another customer.
He found a pair of siscors and started to eaven out the others hair.
His sleeping face was so peacefull.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:06 pm
AI gently whimpered as the other began to cut his beautiful long hair, he could feel his back scaring eventhough he had just got those cut's, he knew they would haunt him forever. He sobbed into the others chest as he still cut his white hair. "......now what i'm I going to do...? no one will want me anymore, not with these...."
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:17 pm
Kurogain stopped, putting the knife down and pulling his hands through the others now shoulder length hair.
He kissed Ai's neck and cheeks, nussling him, just as if her were on that bed with Marko.
"Funny." Kurogain said as he kissed Ai.
"I didn't think you were so shallow and pesimistic."
"Ai, I'm not giving you back to them."
"Your never going back, I don't care what you say." He let his head rest on Ai's shoulder softly.
Still running his hands through Ai's soft hair.
"Your scars won't limit you Ai, your still good at what you do."
"Those won't matter."
"Because no one will ever see your naked body again."
"No one but me."
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:20 pm
Ai looked at the other with shakky eyes. he blushed deeply, gripping onto the others stirt. "wh----what are you talking about?" he looked away. "I belong to Aric... he baught me...." he said with tears ion his eyes. ".... i din't want to---- to be yours....." he looked away again. his eyes pressed tightly shut.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:29 pm
"Aric did this to you!" Kurogain said, running a soft hand over the others wounds.
"And your still defending him!?" He said, his body started to tremble with anger and fusrtration.
"Did you ENJOY working there Ai?"
"Did you LIKE the fact that everyone that you met only wanted to screw you and leave?"
"Dose that make you Happy?" Kurogain asked, letting his hands fall away from Ai.
He got up and off of the bed, shaking his head.
"You said you missed me." He said, closing his hands into hsi hair and yanking on it.
how could he be so stupid?
Of course Ai felt that way, he was a whore.
No matter how what Kurogain did, Ai didn't know how to love.
Not properly.
'you said, you missed me.' He whispered to himself.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:35 pm
"I DID i miss you, your the only one that talks to me, tells me what your going to do to me, unlike everyone else, they just push in and out, then leave me bleeding there." he sighed and looked away remembering how much he loved his father and mother.... Shota..... "....when i was little... before i came here, i was really happy with mt family," he genlty sobbed, I always would ask my mother if i could have a baby just like he didn, even though i was a boy i wanted to have one, I though maybe i could because he was a boy and had one.... two, almost three.[ he sobbed harder into the pillow. "I was happy there..... but now, I don't even have anything.... anyone."
Kurogain don't no he can have babys whee whee ))
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:40 pm
"You have nothing!?" Kurogain screamed, he shook his head,
"What about me?" He asked, his eyes pained, he felt Ai's emotions, he knew the other could love.
But, damn why not him?
"You have no one!? Not anyone in the world?" He asked, not even blinking at the wierd baby thing.
The only thing that rang through his head was Ai's last sentance.
"If i was the only one who mattered to you, why do I count for nothing?"
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:43 pm
"because...." he trembled at the ohters angry voice. ".... you may have been nice to me.... but you were still like the other one's, you bought me... and used me for your own SICK PLEASURE!!!!" he snapped re-barring his face in the pillows. his little 9 year old body trembling.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:53 pm
"And what would of happened to you if I hadn't done just what I did!?"
"Where would you be now?" He asked, shouting, his face turning red with anger.
"I took you in, saved you, and now, your acusing me of being a pervert?"
"Well, I don't care, because it's true!"
"But at least I have a heart."
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 5:57 pm
Ai began to sob harshly into his pillow pulling his body into a tight ball, tears rolling down his chubby cheek. ".....just..... take me back.... I don't like it here.... it frightens me to be here wiht you... i- i don't know why, but i don't want to belong to you." he said trying to make his words clean through his sobbing.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:03 pm
"No." Kurogain said, taking out a smoke and taking a drag after he lit it.
"If I take you back, they will kill both of us." He said, blowing smoke out of his nose.
"Fine, Whore."
"I didn't want you to be mine anway you little b***h." He flicked the cigarett onto the ground and stomped it out.
He sat down.
"Your no good in bed."
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:07 pm
Ai glared at Kurogain, "thats not what you said the other time you bought me....." he looked away again. "... who cares anyway, You where no good eather. You don't have a clue about ********....." he said coldly. "... Besides, they won't kill me. Aric doesn't want to loose me, he payed alot for me and makes good money off me."
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:12 pm
"Hey, I'm a very good partner in bed." Kurogain stated, glaring at the other.
"Your just too zoned out of your head because you have been screwed so many times, to even notice."
"Now don't talk to me you dirty whore." He said, looking away from the other.
"YOU don't know Aric, you may think you do, but I do."
"So shut up."
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:14 pm
Ai glared at the other. ".... don't you TALK to me then!!!!!!!!!" he snapped. "and no i don't know Aric, but i know him enought to know he doesn't like to loose money." he said still sobbing,
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