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 Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:40 pm
Like I'm one to talk. I'm just posting so I can become the best Nudger, for my own little ego. Some guy I am.
PN-177 AAN-551
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:41 pm
To anyone who'll ever come here, this is basically my thoughts, since I suck at keeping a journal. You can ignore all of it if you wish.
PN-178 AAN-552
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:42 pm
Well, I am a guy. I don't know any males who keep journals anyway. I'm sure some do, but I don't know any.
PN-179 AAN-553
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:43 pm
She says she never keeps opinions of her own. Is she just lying to me? I will never know the answer to that question.
PN-180 AAN-554
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:44 pm
One day, we're all nice and having fun on Halo 3, the next day I find out she just shows her picture to some guy who she says she doesn't like, and doesn't tell me. Suspicious much?
PN-181 AAN-555
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:45 pm
It's funny really. I can see myself doing the exact same thing. Some couple we are huh?
PN-182 AAN-556
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:45 pm
To think, I think I know it all, when I know I don't at the same time. What a mess I've made of myself.
PN-183 AAN-557
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:46 pm
It's also funny how venting to myself is getting rid of my headache. I also just realized I can't feel my feet. That's what I get for not wearing socks in my basement.
PN-184 AAN-558
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:47 pm
Reading over all of this, makes me feel depressed, and makes me laugh at the exact same time. I wonder if everyone else will feel very confused?
PN-185 AAN-559
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:48 pm
I wonder if anyone would panic, and think that their VC is breaking down inside his own mind? Well, it isn't that serious, yet. It could be, or not. I don't know really.
PN-186 AAN-560
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:49 pm
Those feelings of insanity, the moments when I wonder if I could just snap and bring a weapon to school or something. Heh, maybe I am breaking down.
PN-187 AAN-561
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:50 pm
Or maybe I'm normal and everyone feels like this, and just doesn't tell anyone? Could be, but I guess I'll never know, and that's ok.
PN-188 AAN-562
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:51 pm
As long as I stay in control, and don't let that b*****d come out and hurt anyone, life will be just as it always has been, great.
PN-189 AAN-563
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:52 pm
I'm in control, not him. No matter how much he tries to influence me with all his non-sensical crap. Wow, am I going insane? Maybe, but I'll never know that either.
PN-190 AAN-564
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:53 pm
Someone will eventually find this. It could be days, or seconds, and I don't care. This is me, and there is nothing that anyone can do about it, not even me.
PN-191 AAN-565
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