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 Posted: Thu Apr 01, 2010 9:48 pm
I am in a really ******** terrible mood right now. My favorite manager just said she found a new job and is only staying two more weeks. I checked to make sure it wasn't an April Fool's joke and she was totally serious. ******** this s**t. She's the only reason every single ******** day isn't awful. I hate this goddamned place and now the one thing I have to look forward to, days where she's the closing manager, is gone. I am so ******** sick of this place.
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 7:28 am
I'm very very happy today XD
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 8:53 pm
Decided to take the quiz Cleo made... had too many flashbacks I almost cried at the time X_X; It's like it all happened just yesterday...
1) playing zOMG for the first time in Closed Beta...
2) Gaining CL 10 and chatting w/ all others in the zOMG Forum
3) Creation of zCB
4) meeting everyone, stalking/knowing their personality and lifestyle
5) gained good IRL advice for me to keep moving forwards
6) Ashno... well in hopes he's doing all right.
7) Blushing at the hawt guys in the "Post yoru pic thraeD"
*sighs*
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 9:07 pm
keito melfina Decided to take the quiz Cleo made... had too many flashbacks I almost cried at the time X_X; It's like it all happened just yesterday...
1) playing zOMG for the first time in Closed Beta...
2) Gaining CL 10 and chatting w/ all others in the zOMG Forum
3) Creation of zCB
4) meeting everyone, stalking/knowing their personality and lifestyle
5) gained good IRL advice for me to keep moving forwards
6) Ashno... well in hopes he's doing all right.
7) Blushing at the hawt guys in the "Post yoru pic thraeD"
*sighs*
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 9:31 pm
gonk I am so goddamned clingy today. And earlier this morning/afternoon, I hadn't gotten an ounce of sunlight but I was SO ******** HAPPY OMG WTF
This manic depression is soooo weird .__.
I feel really bad about not talking more to people - I always have this fear that I'm bothering them, or that they'd rather be left alone. >.< Or that they don't remember me/know me well enough to enjoy being bothered. ;.;
^ usually why my map is closed in zOMG, so I'm not tempted :c
It pisses me off that the only time my a*****e brother ever calls is when he wants money or the phone got shut off. =/ He doesn't care that mom's dying, or that our brother's health is also failing. I sincerely hope someone beats the ******** out of him someday. >=/
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 9:47 pm
Quiz? [pretend this is a double line break] I've had some time to think it over and I'm still pretty sure that my reaction to the skintone rerelease was the happiest moment I've had in years. I don't know why I've been questioning it all day...I just have this feeling like there's something really wrong about that. sweatdrop My paranoia again I guess. xp
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 10:00 pm
So pissed, so pissed, so pissed.
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 10:20 pm
I was wandering GB, and a few people were talking in shout about the egg hunt, when someone said, "I really don't get it D:"
So I started typing out what all was going on with it when two other people did the same. xD
One of them stuck around, and she said she'd had the misfortune of never getting one of the chicks. I had gotten one mere moments before (my first) so I gifted it to her for being a good person. xD She freaked out.
FEELS GOOD, MAN
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 11:16 pm
@Marris: *hugs* IRL, I don't talk much because I still have that "omg I might be an interference" mindset in me aka "Fear". Idk if the people I "hang out" with only in school should be considered as friends since I talk little if any.
@Creas: I remember *daydreams* Kamdage is HOT, Ashno is just steamy mmMmmm... the crush thread made had me take pics from the guy's profiles sweatdrop Idk what to think after someone said that "I have good taste in men".
Secret: pertaining to the above, I told my classmates Jordan and Johanna that I like guys > girls. Their reactions were spazzy and shocked. But they tolerated it which was kinda nice of 'em. I had a crush on 2 classmates and they kinda agreed w/ my decisions lol. Very happy day~
Other than that I'm in mental turmoil during the FCA (Future Christian Athletes = a club of christians at school who help the community etc) Assembly. I was pissed/confused at some points:
a) During the "revealing your life troubles on one side of a Cardboard and telling how God fixed your life on the other", one girl said that her trouble in life was "Bisexuality/Drug Abuse". This kinda shocked the entire school who was at the assembly w/ a sea murmurs (idk if it was her proclaiming being bisexual is a problem that must be fixed). Then on the other side she said "I gained freedom on new years eve". It kind of questioned me of what my CCD teacher says "Looking down on gays/lesbians/bisexuals as lesser humans does not go well in my book at all. I believe it's a natural process and God creates us the way we are" VS "Liking the opposite gender is wrong and it is stated in the Bible. Change ways now or forever be shunned by society and the gates of heaven because you're going against what God intended to create you as".
b) a student Bekkah placed on an inspirational speech that partially criticized the christians in the audience stating "why are we putting on the "christian act on sunday" and being a completely different person at school? We MUST grab the other person and spread the message of God. Believing in God and not is a permanent choice in life, it's yours to decide, either you're with him all teh way or not PGHS. What is your choice?!"
Her attitude felt so condemning that I feared my non-Christian friends would be a bit offended of this (atheist/agnostic etc). Seriously, I believe that Jesus Christ would not want me to force convert the person right next to me w/o his/her consent. It's up to the person if he/she wants to come and likes the religious environment or not. I just don't want to be disrespecful to others decisions on their religious views (if they have any or not) in this free country our forefathers established where anyone can have religious freedom.
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 11:41 pm
keito melfina @Marris: *hugs* IRL, I don't talk much because I still have that "omg I might be an interference" mindset in me aka "Fear". Idk if the people I "hang out" with only in school should be considered as friends since I talk little if any. -hugs back- I rarely if ever talk IRL gonk We should talk more.. to everyone D: So we can get over that fear.
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 11:50 pm
keito melfina @Creas: I remember *daydreams* Kamdage is HOT, Ashno is just steamy mmMmmm... the crush thread made had me take pics from the guy's profiles sweatdrop Idk what to think after someone said that "I have good taste in men". Heh, yeah. Kamdage is really hot. Remember the time when we were talking about the picture when Ashno just got out of the shower?
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 11:58 pm
Ugh... so I'm in the zCB iScribble room and I had to walk away for a while.. I already have the background finished.. which is just a bunch of colors and then I have the line art and the base colors down for Pikachu...
I come back and realize there is this huge white block on the background and someone else is in the room.. Cho tells me he didn't touch anything and he's been there since I started... This other person has been known to defile other's work and it really pisses me off that they do it AGAIN... and didn't even ask if he could.. neutral
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Posted: Sat Apr 03, 2010 12:14 am
blah. I'm really pathetic. 8D;;
no, really.
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Posted: Sat Apr 03, 2010 12:18 am
Gallows and Guillotines blah. I'm really pathetic. 8D;;
no, really.
either I did something wrong just now, or I'm really bad xd
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Posted: Sat Apr 03, 2010 12:30 am
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Gee guys!
Your not pathetic! Your both pretty awesome... no seriously!
Your fun to hang with and such, seriously your cool *highfives*
---o0o---
Marris and Keito come and VC on skype! That's talking and you know us so it shouldn't be so scary!
---o0o---
Yup in the end Keito I agree you lead by example and be ready to help anyone if they do what to find out more about religion. No need to hide the fact or alternately beat people with it. It's really a fascinating subject!
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