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Meh, I don't write poetry. Just stories. They're more interesting to me.

Yeah, sure. I don't remember it, so I'll take your word on it.

Okay.... Still don't really remember it.... Oh, well.

You're ranting is nowhere near as bad as mine can get. I believe one time in my journal I started ranting about this girl in my chemistry class, and then I somehow got on the topic of vegetarians.... It was really, really weird. There's now a "Quit guild" button. It makes me happy, now I can quit the other guild I was in. I don't much like it. It bores me, and the people there aren't very nice. They're all from the GD or similar places, and most of the people in the GD are snotty, "I'm-so-smart-and-you're-a-n00b" type of people. I speak from experience. I used to go there a lot. Then this place got more interesting. So I live here now! whee Now look who's ranting....

God, the multiplayer fishing is sooooooooooo cool! Fishing used to be kinda boring, but with new fishes and people to talk to, I enjoy it much more than poll whoring. Okay, I'm off to fish.

I can't fish. My mom doesn't have the newer Macromedia Flash, and at my dad's I cna't see the red lines at all. I don't like the houses. They're boring.

Today was boring. But after school was so funny. I was waiting at the bus stop for the bus to come, and across the street there were these two kids, who were probably friends, play-fighting. Suddenly, this cop on a motorcycle turned onto the street and started to talk to the two kids. And then three police cars came over and the cops came out. I laughed. It was great. They're so paranoid.

The whole school's crawling with cops. There was this riot-type thing (which I didn't even see, what kind of all-school riot can be unseen that easily?) a few weeks ago, so now the police are all over the place. Doing nothing, might I add. I'm very annoyed with my friend right now. And everyone else I know. My friend was supposed to come over today, and I asked her if she could at the beginning of the week. She still hasn't told me if she is or isn't. I sent her a PM about it night before last, and I know she read it, because it's not in my outbox anymore. But did she respond? No. So now I have no idea if she's coming or not. So now I'm very convinced that she doesn't respect me at all. And that got me thinking. No one else respects me, either. When I talk, I either get interrupted, people don't listen to me, or they just disregard what I'm saying. Sometimes more than one of those at once. And then people seem to feel the need to ignore my requests as well. I've had people flake out on me at the last minute, take my stuff without asking, and any number of other things. It's just all building up, and it's just pissing me off. My friends do this too many times. The last straw was when my partner in English class didn't show up until fifteen minutes before I had to leave. That's really when I started to realize that no one bothers to consider how I feel. I'm like a rag, I suppose. Good for a while, but thrown out as soon as I'm no longer useful. I sound depressed, huh? That tends to happen when I get annoyed. I then get depressed. So, so annoying. I prefer being angry. It's easier, even if I sometimes get so mad that I have a momentary inability to think. I'm gonig to stop now. Just ignore me.

Well, that makes me feel somewhat better. Now if only I could get through to the idiots at my school.... Though why should I bother? With most of them, I won't be seeing them after I graduate. There's only like 3 people that I'm really going to see after high school, if I see anyone. I should just forget the other people. They don't really matter. But still. I'm nice to them, why can't they be nice to me? I don't get it.