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I'm now afraid if I let go I'll get hurt.

I wouldn't hurt you guys. I'd only bring great pain upon my shitty parents.

Wait until ten to bring me something that I needed from Walmart for school tomorrow, even though he knew about it since Friday. Oh, then he gives me my mail. I open it, and one is a past due hospital bill that I told me about MONTHS ago when I got the first bill and he said he would take care of it. THe other letter was from a collection agency warning me that if it wasn't paid by a certain date that they would have to take different measures to get the money.

THe date the money had to be in? June 16th.

Dates that the letters were marked? May 18 and June 5. Explain to me how the ******** he couldn't give me two important letters like that when he GOT THEM IN THE ******** MAIL? He told me months ago that he was going to take care of it, now it looks like I'm going to have to ******** take money out of the bank to pay for it since apparently I don't matter anymore to him.

He doesn't even ******** call me. I never talk to him unless I call him, which I can never get hold of him half the time. He really doesn't give a damn that I'm not at home, and that I'm not at home because of him. He knows that we have problems as it is and I've tried to fix things and be the bigger person. He's hurting me so ******** bad emtionally that I really can't handle it anymore. He doesn't show in the slightest that he gives a damn about me or my sisters. Hell, my sisters are down at my mom's and I don't think he's called them even once to check in on them. They have to call HIM and try to get hold of him to talk.

I hate him so much. So ******** much. I really don't care about having anything to do with him anymore. He doesn't care or try to fix things when I put up the opportunity, so why should I care?

[/rant] stressed

sad heart *hugs*

gonk heart While I don't have those particular problems, I do know how it is to have a bad relationship with your father. Just hang in there, you'll be okay.

I start my first day of work in about 12 hours. crying

-nervous-

12 oz. mouse = WTF!? gonk

I dusted off my AS account just to post in their feedback thread.

I told em that 12 oz Mouse made me feel better about Tom Goes to the Mayor. And I asked them to make both just go away.