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*giant yawn* Blah. I feel super tired and out of it this morning. Workin' 2:15-7:15 then have the week off for my mini vacation. :3 Sadly Austin is already starting classes again... so don't know if I'm really going to do anything big. The main thing is I get to relax and not be so stressed out.

I got my first paid commission and I #1 want to get that done this week. I also want to start writing for that challenge hopefully, and do some roleplaying. I've been trying to get to hang out with friends but... feels like I am putting forward all the effort and getting none back so I don't know if I'll really be hanging out with anyone. Finally want to play some Windwaker. Dunno what else really...

Did Magic events this weekened and last and I'm like, so sick of cards right now. n_n

Blaaaaaah.... hope you guys are doing good and the ferrets are getting better and I love you. heart

^_^ I am so happy you guys got those ferrets and oh my god I want to cuddle dumbledore so badly. <333333333 I hate when people get pets and they don't like.. can't take care of them properly. Wtf, ******** cat food. Anyone could look online and just.. ugh.

Though that food is pretty expensive, you might look and see if you can buy it online from the supplier or something in a bigger sort of.. container.. so it costs less overall and you just get more and pay more in the one purchase.

I am envious of your cute doggies and ferrets, you guys. D: So freakin' envious. Not of your colds and periods though. MUAHAHAHAHAAAAAA.

CONGRATS ON YOUR COMMISSION NNY!!!! MAKE LOTS OF MONEY AND BUY VIBECO VIBRATORS WITH THEM. :3

I did NOTHING yesterday. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Except play ASSASSIN'S CREED for like 14 hours straight until I beat the game. :3 No laundry, didn't pick anything up... and I bought a papa murphy's take and bake stuffed pepperoni pizza saturday night and HOLY CRAP IS THAT THING HUGE WHEN ITS COOKED!!!!!!!!!!!! I ate half of it that night and the other half yesterday and I don't feel like eating for like.. a week. it was only $9 but it is DEFINITELY worth the normal $14 price.

And in spanish class a little bit ago the teacher was telling us about how people greet each other in spanish countries and this girl to my far left she did the double kiss on the cheek thing with because she's been to spain, and to the guy next to me she did the huge hug embrace thing, and all the while I'm sitting there stiff as a board hoping she's not going to do anything like that with me because I know I wouldn't be able to stop myself from flinching back.

And then she had us stand up and do it to our neighbors, and so I went with the huge handshake and the girl to my left (well the guy's left, I am sort of class friends with them) was like 'Wait, aren't you going to kiss me?' and the guy to my left was expecting the same thing and just the thought of it left me panicked even though it's just an air smooch and a cheek bump and I made a loud joke about filling for assault if she tried it but I didn't want people to think I was like.. incredibly homophobic or something but during the entire rest of the class I just wished I was in a tiny bubble all by myself and I felt like crying and still do feel like it.

I don't know. I just wasn't really raised in or have been in an environemnt with casual hugs and touching and where you pretend kiss two people you don't know very well on the cheeks in front of a bunch of other people and everyone was looking and I just feel like crawling under a desk somewhere where it's small and tight. And I don't think they even understand that though I want to do it because it's no big deal I panic and everything goes dark and I still want to just curl up somewhere and cry about it, god.

I seriously need to get more therapy. Should make the appointment.

When we see each other we just have to sit in a hug circle for a few hours and watch a movie or something just to break the ice, I call for this to happen.

maaaaaaaaaaaaan next time my cousin calls I am bugging her about that phone again because I think 2 more weeks w/o news is the limit and then I'm going to get internet from AT&T because I can't stand it anymore. I just know I could manage my time better if I could talk to you guys and had internet for school things and whatnot.

WHAT DID YOU NAME THE OTHER FERRET? You can't name him Leroy because that is MY FERRET NAME. D:<

Also Goodwill has a lot of manga. I found the first 3 naruto shonen jump things there for $2.50 each. :O they also had full sets of some other stuff and a whole bunch of One-Piece but that's the only one I recognized.

*slappy hands* Stop doing that, you make me happy with like two words. :3

But don't stop doing that, really. ^_^ <3333333333 Imma buy icecream today, for sure.

I ALSO WISH FOR TIME TO REARRANGE MY POKEMON CARDS, YES. Imma put them in their.. fossil, rocket, whatever categories, instead of just putting them all in numerical order, because it's a PAIN IN THE a** to keep having to move so many cards to fit a pikachu or something in by the other pikachu.

EDIT: *Pulls Nny's tail* Hahaha it's connected to your butt. :3

I haven't even started on my writing stuff yet. gonk

Been busy with the ferrets and family crap this weekend, and I have a cold like Naz and cramps are starting. I gotta clean the house and get Dumbledore cleaned up.

He's really not doing well and I don't know what to do. :/ He keeps jerking up and losing his balance and having these half assed seizures and messing himself. I don't think he's gonna pull through this week and I dunno what to do with him. He's still eating and drinking, so I dunno.

It might be the fleas, maybe because he can't move around so well any more the need to itch isn't able to be satisfied so he just loses it and gets disoriented.

I'm so pissed off at the previous owners I could spit.

Naz has been up since 3am and I've been up since 6. We took my brother up to his truck this morning and then decided to go to the grocery store and got twenty big bottles of apple juice because they're on sale for two more days for $1. S'funny.

But, yeah, no I gotta go get this stuff done so I can get Dumbles settled and maybe write for a lil bit before my nephew shows up after school to hang out.

He's excited to play with the ferrets.

Just can't wait for Naz to get home so we can lay down and chill. I'm ready for some Nyquil and verbal roleplaying, damn it.

Austin's doggy is making an excellent foot warmer right now. :3

Yeah, Milo ALWAYS knows when I come in the room, poking his little head out of wherever he is sleeping like "u know you wanna take me out". And he does it worst when I am leaving for work man, he so knows. So knows I'd rather stay home and play with him all day. I've taken to playing with them both in my parents room, because that's the safest place. They have a big bed and like nothing else in the room... the bed has like these pull out drawers under it and Miya always gets into them. o_o Somehow she figured out how to get her little nose in there and get into the drawer and she like, ventures from drawer to drawer while Milo is stuck outside with his fat self like "where did she go? O:"

Ferrets are always constantly itchy. They have naturally dry skin so if you find them having crazy itchfits all the time that's actually normal. Especially with you giving them baths to get rid of their fleas and filth; their skin loses it's natural oils when you do that, so they'll be more itchy for awhile after a bath.

If he is just blind, that's better than a lot of things that could be wrong with him, too.

Hmmmmmmm I dunno what else I was gunna type now....

D: air conditioner had better not be out, man. Wish you had some of my cool, I haven't even opened the windows in like 3 weeks because it's chilly out.

and yessss the itchy is from the bath with the oils. And lots of people have blind ferrets, its a thing that happens with the bad diets and/or age. Ummm yeah so get him a tiny pair of spectacles and a wizard's hat and DO THIS RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD.

sad So jealous of your ferrets. My cats don't dook and they like when I come home but when I'm not home they vomit because they're angry at me for leaving.