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 Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 3:05 pm
NewGenious don't know them personally, but clearly they got pets. Neighbors are shady. I really need a hug though. A childhood friend of mine hung himself. Leaving behind his four beautiful children. I was also pallbearer to his funeral. Terrifying enough, plus my anxiety I thought I was going to faint. *hug*
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Posted: Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:35 pm
You know what killed me about this. At the Funeral the person with the most to say was his oldest son. He's 5. I don't even know what's going to become of these kids.
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Posted: Fri Aug 28, 2009 11:51 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 29, 2009 12:50 am
Taken away. I believe all four of her kids are now with their grandparents. From what I've learned at least.
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 1:11 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 1:37 am
I could use another hug, basically I heard my entire family talking s**t about me. They really made me sound like a monster. Damn, I didn't think that someone could lose respect for me because of something so meaningless.
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 8:49 am
*hugs*
what are they saying now
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 1:58 pm
I'm not sure I want to go into that. What I do wonder if something I did afterward counted as a suicide attempt or if I wanted to sleep really bad?
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 2:00 pm
still with the sleepy pills? how many
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 2:01 pm
I just poured some in my mouth. I don't care to remember how many. I just slept for 18 hours. Kinda hoping to not wake up.
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 2:06 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 3:02 pm
Well it's not like I don't have any real reason to live. Or that anyone actually wants me here or anything.
SO I took them pills, Played How To Disappear Completely by Radiohead, and passed out.
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 3:09 pm
In many ways I consider you to be the one person I can relate to and one of my very few friends but im not gunna sit here and tell you what lifes worth because im still trying to figure that out for myself
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 3:22 pm
Everything I've tried to make me a little happier has failed miserably. Everything I'm trying now doesn't seem to work either. Meditation, church, weight loss...being around my niece. It all seems so pointless.
and the whole joke, embarrassment or burden thing seems to hold water still.
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Posted: Mon Nov 16, 2009 3:30 pm
I dont know what to say, im slowly on my road to being happy but not quite there yet im telling you If and when i start this band i want you to be a song writing force
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