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 Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 8:02 am
 ╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuyler straightened out her dress and looked at him as he sat on the bed with his head hanging. Her heart went out to him and she knew she should have never said anything. Schuyler walked over to him and put her hands on either side of his face, lifting it up so that she could see his eyes.
"Dont feel bad. Sometimes things aren't meant to be." Schuyler whispered, knowing her voice would crack if she didn't.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 8:45 am
 Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler sighed softly as he stared into her eyes when she took his head in her hands. "And if I believed in what you just said, I'd be a bigger fool than I was a minute ago..." He told her looking into her eyes, he could tell when she was lying, even when she whispered her voice cracked slightly.
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Posted: Mon Feb 01, 2010 8:53 am
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuyler didn't want to believe what she said but she wanted to stop causing Tyler pain or make him suffer. She didn't like causing more trouble than she was worth.
"Tyler...the last thing I want to do is be a burden like I am now. I love you and I can never fall for any other like I have you so if I leave...at least you know that I won't love anyone else." Schuyler felt herself get choked up.
She didn't want to leave him but if it made things easier for the man she loved then she would leave in a heartbeat. Schuyler could never live happily without Tyler in her life but she would try, for his sake at least.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 2:14 pm
Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler stared into her eyes as he wrapped his arms around her body. His eyes looked liked they might tear up but he didn't, but he was close. "Don't. Ever. Say that again. I can't.... lose you Sky." He whispered and kissed her lips softly and tenderly as he held her to his body.
"I'm the one... that's causing the problems, I'm the one who wants to have his cake and eat it too... I'll be the one to find a solution to this issue... I will not. I can not. Lose the two most important women in my life. Period." He told her as he stared up into her eyes, his fingers stroking her cheek softly. His guilt growing twice as badly now for both of them, how much pain he caused Beck and Sky because of how he was.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 3:43 pm
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuylet didn't want him to hold her and kiss het like he was. She wanted him to just agree with her so that she could go on and leave and let them get back to their lives before she had plagued them. Schuyler was responsible for all of their heartache and problems and if she removed herself from the picture then things would be okay again. Like they used to be. Schuyler shook her head at Tyler but didn't move out of his arms, she wasn't strong enough to do so.
"Tyler....had I never come along, you guys would still be the same. Since I've gotten here there has been nothing but bad luck. I can't stay here knowing I'm causing all this trouble....I can't stay here and continue to hurt you." Schuyler whispered to him softly, her icy blue eyes brimming with fresh tears.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 9:10 pm
Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler smiled softly and shook his head as he held her tightly to his body. "If you leave me... I'll die.... maybe not physically... but I will suffer, I will never be happy again... I'll be alone." He told her with a droop of his head as he couldn't let her go. "Don't leave me... please don't..."
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 9:17 pm
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuyler allowed the tears to flow down her cheeks. She hated causing the man who loved her and who she loved as well any pain but she had to to make him let go. Schuyler braced herself for a tearing of her heart and looked at him, lifting his face to hers.
"I'm in love with someone else." Schuyler whispered, her heart slammed painfully against her chest and she winced from the physical pain. She knew it would tear at him but it hurt her so much more than she could have imagined. Schuyler inhaled a breath and held it.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 10:11 pm
Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler looked into her eyes for suh a long time until he heard those words come from her mouth. "You are lying to me.... I think the act is more... painful than the lie. You were prepared to make love to me, so quickly, saying you would have tonight if I had asked. Now you are in love with someone else." He told her with a challenge as he pulled her back close to his body and held her to his warm bare chest.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 10:16 pm
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuyler shook her head at him and looked him in the eyes. She had to keep going if she wanted him to leave her emotionally...physically as well.
"I was just caught up in the mood. I feel bad for leading you on." Schuyler spoke to him in a calm and calculated voice though her heart wanted to burst. Her mind screamed at her to stop...that she couldn't live without him sanely.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 10:19 pm
Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler looked into her eyes and shook his head even more than before. "Fine if you want to keep the lie going.... I want you to kiss me. Kiss me like the man you like one last time, and tell me... when you look me in the eyes that you don't love me anymore." He stated his challenge, he knew that she couldn't say no after that there couldn't be a way for her to say no after that.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 10:26 pm
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuyler looked at him with a puzzled expression. What was he up to? She felt defeated anyway...her heart hurt her and her chest felt like it was being crushed by a weight. Schuyler leaned in ad kissed her Tyler with as much feeling as she could. She kissed him passionately, knowing it was the last time their lips would touch. She poured her feelings into him through their lips and them she broke apart.
"I don't love you Tyler. That was just something to prove it. Find a nice girl and be with her but not me. I can't turn my back on the other guy...the one I really have fallen for." Schuyler spoke to him and she felt as if with every word she was getting weaker and falling to pieces.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 10:35 pm
Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler felt her passionate true kiss as he stared at her face and listened to her words. Oh how they pained him to hear them as he shook his head more at her words. "Well, if that's the case.... let me see... if I feel the same way." He whispered softly and stared into her eyes.
His heart was killing him with the weight she used to crush him with. Tyler moved in and kissed her passionately, lovingly, tenderly, and giving all he had in a kiss, as his arms stayed around her body, keeping her tight to his body. The kiss lasted a full minute before he pulled away. "Nope... I still love you Schuyler Barron... my whole being longs to be with you, the entire romantic heart in my chest pounds for you...." He whispered softly but then slowly let her go. "There... if after that... you can still leave me.... okay then.... but you kill me if you leave..." He whispered softly as his tears started to flow from his eyes as he glanced away ever so slightly.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 10:43 pm
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuylet felt his love through the touch of their lips. She knew he loved her and she loved him as well with everything she ever was and would be. Schuyler pulled away from him when his arms slipped away from her and she backed up, a hand to her heart.
"You'll get over me soon...I did care about you, I just didn't love
you like I had wanted to. I'm sorry Tyler." Schuyler whispered, trying to not look at the tears falling down his cheeks.
Schuyler backed away until her hand felt the cool doorknob. She closed the door behind her and leaned against it, covering her mouth with her hand as she let herself express her sorrow. Tears streamed down her cheeks and her body was wracked with sobs, her other arm around her body as if she was trying to keep herself together physically.
...what you don't know
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 6:02 am
Tyler Del Mauro
Tyler looked into her eyes with pain and sadness as she spoke to him. "Stop.... lying.... I know you do...." He spoke as he heard her leave the room. By now Beck should have woken from their screaming and ran to the crying girl's aid. "Dammit... just focus... I mean... god this is too much... I'm so weak."
"SKY!" He yelled out as ran to his door and opened it, inward towards him as he ran through it. Tyler tripped over her and stumbled forward, over her body landing on the carpeted ground but his body now drapped over her. His a** would be the first thing she saw besides his legs, given his tripping. His face was bright red with embarassment on so many levels, by now he knew his friend downstairs had to have awoken to this sight...
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 6:08 am
╪ ║ §chuyler ßarron ║ ╪ Don't judge....Schuyler had started to leave when she felt something run into her. She gasped and saw that it was Tyler's body over her. She saw a rather private part of him and blushed instantly. Schuyler had heard him scream her name and she felt so bad for being the cause of his anguish. She wriggled out from under him and straightened out her hair and wiped tears from her eyes.
"Sorry...I was just..." Schuyler looked around. "Checking the time. Bye Tyler." Schuyler whispered hoping their loud noises didn't wake anyone. She got up and walked down the stairs, her hand trailing down the handrail. She had made it to the door and had started crying again. It hurt to know she had to leave...
...what you don't know
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