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 Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 4:12 pm
Jak cringed at the angry words, his eyes tormented.
"It wasnt like that....I never meant to....."
"It is my fault angel...I acted selfishly...its all my fault.
Be angry with me if you want dear heart....I deserve it. But please dont be angry with her..."
Tears streamed down as he buried his face in his hands.
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:00 pm
He let out an aggravated cry, burying his face in his hands and fighting tears as hard as he could. Face twisted with pain of the betrayal he felt they;d comitted against him.
"Why is it I always end up the bad guy?! WHY? I''m angry over this, you two cry. I got involved before and hurt you both, but when I tried to leave you cried. I'M the one who got shut out! I should be the one crying!"
At his own words, his voice cracked and something let loose inside him, and he did cry, tear slipping down his cheeks, his fists never stirring to wipe them away, nor did he even acknowledge them.
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:05 pm
Jak angrily pushed his tears away, reaching a hand out to Suru.
"I cry because I hurt you darling...I never meant to....I was stupid and selfish and I'd rathr die than to see you hurt."
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:47 pm
He laughed, hard and cold, pulling away.finally acknowledgin his tears and wiping them away, furiously.
"Rather die?! I'd hardly say you died, darling. Far from it. You two seemed to be having the time of of your lives, and all without me!"
He turned his back on them, crossing his armstightly over his chest, as if he was trying to wrad something off, a defensive pose.
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 6:04 pm
Wincing at his beloveds anger, Jak moved behind Suru, wrapping his arms around his waist.
"I deserve your anger, deart heart, but Laci doesnt.
Remember that you and I came close to consummating our relationship without her. It wasnt wanting her with us at that time that prevented it..."
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 6:12 pm
He shook him off and turned back to glare at him.
"Bullshit it wasn't! If I hadn't mentioned wondering where she was, wondering how she was doing and if she was okay, we would have. I wanted her to be with us."
He looked past Jak, his voice cracking again, sharply.
"I wanted it to be all of us or none of us."
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 6:19 pm
Jak spoke quietly, his voice shaking.
"I want my first time with you to be just us....I dont want to fumble through it with Laci there."
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 6:23 pm
(( ::forces herself to hit pause to wait for Kesshy:: ))
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 9:11 pm
((Silver wants to RP...where'd Canti go to?))
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 9:26 pm
((Duno. I'm feeling too bummed o actually do anything, but too awake yet to go.))
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 9:35 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 9:42 pm
((here, i''ll give you both something to do... heart ))
A note appeared in the back on a table, attached to it was a small brown owl.
Dear Mitsuru, Canti, and Ophelia.
My name is Lawrence, I''m in love with Akkhina but I fudged things up badly. In order to make it up to her I am having a dinner party, that should have happened Sunday. The details will be listed below. Please, do not tell Akki. I would very much like this to be a surprise for her. Thank you.
Date: This Friday
Time: Dinner is at 7 PM but please be early.
Where: There is a uniquely round-ish light blue house two or so blocks from the Star. We''ll be having dinner there.
- Larry
((how it got there... who knows.))
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Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2005 9:22 pm
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::inserts some long, witty, well-written post about all three of her Lolis being at home, safe, not having sex or with other boys/girls in their beds here::
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 5:57 pm
The nxt day . . .
Suru holed up in his room. He hadn't been workign on his chapters,a nd his editors were starting to breath pretty heavily down his neck.
Canti had decided to set up in the back yard and work. She hadn't been drawing or painting mch lately and, now that she could freely, decided to take advantage of the daylight.
Ophelia, however, was sick. She'd been unable to get ou of bed that mornign, feeling naseaus, and head pounding. Canti and Suru had done what she would let them do for her, bringing her up hot tea and a couple of sandwiches, and Suru left his door open in case she needed him, but she'd been asleep the majority of the morning, hadn't touched her food, adn slept still.
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 7:16 pm
Rohan had heard Saber finally come home the night before which meant Opheliah was now free to visit. After making sure Saber wouldn't see him, Rohan slipped out and made his way toward her home. It'd be nice to have someone to talk with again seeing as Tammy had disappeared completely. When arriving, he knocked lightly, hoping he wouldn't be disturbing anyone.
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