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Eh, it's already done with, and it'll be okay.

Get a refund in the mail and the puppy got adopted the same day I brought her in. S'all okay.


Been kinda bleh/tired around here, I think. Sorry we haven't been on much. Try to change that this week.

How's everything with you, Cassafrass? Classes fun? When are you gonna get that Blackberry so you can has internets at home again? I miss you. :/

Also, I sawred it on Facebook, so happy birfday to Austin.

*Glomps Lor*

Ugh I feel so miserable today. One of those nights where I woke up nearly every hour and stared at the clock. Sick of these all day closing shifts, sucks the most because it's like everyone else has the day off at home today, and they're doing fun stuff.... ffffffff. And tomorrow I don't get to see Austin at all because he has class and I'm working 8:45-5:00 which is when he leaves and just... I feel ick. ICK.

No one is here... they are all out doing stuff and I'm here, waiting for when to go to work and feeling like s**t. n_n BLAH.

Love you, Nazzypants. heart

Love you too. <33

I know, I'm feeling the EXACT same way about it. It's been so unendingly busy at my store; yesterday we ran out of carts (including outside) we had people standing around waiting for ten minutes. You work retail, I'm sure the environment is similar -- that's a massive no-no in a grocery establishment. I ended up going in the back and dumping merchandise we store in carts in a bin because our manager was flipping his s**t. I helped grocery pick it up and resort it after, at least. sweatdrop

We made a couple mil in the last few days. It's been ******** INSANE, wave after wave of people. It is without doubt the worst first-week-of-the-month in our store's history. The muscles in my calves are twitching occasionally because my legs are tired from running around getting carts, and just standing for so long sacking. s**t, man, I was an hour late going to lunch because we didn't have enough people.

It's GOT to end soon, or more of our new kids will quit. We've lost three kids this week that I didn't even meet; I heard one just panicked at the number of shoppers and just left. Sometimes I feel that way, myself. sweatdrop

I just keep breathing and thinking about having Friday and Saturday off. We're having my friend Eric over for video gaming on Saturday, which is cool, cos he's one of those friends that I really like but have no desire to have sex with. XD

Haha pugs are so fun. x3 I'm sure you'll think of a good name for him. heart

Ugh I just can't wait to get out of work today and have my two days off. Tomorrow is gunna be busy, going to the dentist then the bank, then to Magic all night. Then Saturday we're going to King Richard's Renaissance Fair! Omg so exciiiiited.

I MISS YOU GUYS UGH.

Labor Day Weekend at our store was actually pretty dead, how odd... yeah, it wasn't busy for us hardly at all this weekend.

They have me doing some food court now, I don't really like it... mostly because I don't know what I'm doing yet so it's like, nerve-racking kind of thing. Hot ovens and... stuffff.... but anyways I'm only covering breaks for people, 15 minutes to half hour, it's not bad. Once I start opening/closing there I'll have to learn how to cook/clean everything but... I don't know, Idefinitely need someone there with me to train me to do that stuff. o_o I think they just expect you to learn it on your own and it's scary for me. n_n

BLAH. Just want this work day to be over fast as possible.

YAY DOGGY AND YAY FOR OTHER DOGGY GETTING ADOPTED! You can call him Marky. And pugs are fat and grunty and cute and yay! <33333333 MILO AND OTIS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE MOVIES!

So my classes are good, I really like them, and I am SUPER busy, unlike last year where I had so much free time and the clases were easy and I was bored out of my mind and unmotivated.

Spanish- I have a short little teacher who hails from Peru, I love getting the authentic accent. I remember more than I thought and have tons of work to do but I'm getting it done as I'm online here. I'm excited because I know people who were there from last year and they're my favourite people in the class and we sat by each other which is something that hardly ever happens to me, lulz.

Art History- Teacher is awesome, has been everywhere. Writes the notes up for us and only asks that we come to class and pay attention. He's really funny and just quirky and is awesome to listen to. The tests and things are easily laid out as well. Just memorize the names/age of the art he gives us, we'll have some short quizzes, really straight forward, no specific dates to memorize. Tests have technical terms but it's more like writing a short essay than just defining something. You have to include lots of info but it's not really hard as long as you do the work.

History- Rather boring, easier than I thought. Took lots of notes for the first chapter, didn't even need them for the short quiz he gave. Just gonna read the chapters twice next time and see how that goes. Should be a rather easy class.

Art 101- 2D design, so not really drawing. Have 2 projects due on tuesday for critique. It's drawing 200 lines, and drawing 100-200 lines with some more rules to it. Kinda cool, nothing I've ever done before, but fun!

Art 103- A drawing class. Have to do lots of self portraits. Have a self-portrait due on wednesday and I think I'm going to go crazy with colour pastels and draw my feet. (any medium, any bodypart thing, whatever we want really) But it'll be fun. ^_^

Working a lot but it's not actually so bad. They've got me 25 hours this week and next week, and 21 the week after, but I requested the 24th and the 25th off and they're going to give me it or I'm going to go talk to someone.

Really busy, have a lot to do today, really want to get all my homework done. :3 Blackberry should be soon. Cousin has to talk to the guy and he has to call me for my debit card info.

SPENDING LOTS OF MONEY GOD. $400 for september rent. $500 for back owed stuff (turns out my rent is $405 PLUS $35 for garage, not $405 in total, so an increase of $3 from last year??)

Gonna buy that xbox 360 still next week. :3 Owe my cousin like $200, got a new pair of shoes that feel awesome. Got a pair of swimming shorts for cheap. Still gotta spend more money though for 360/cousin/phone. But I'm working and if I don't have enough in my work account, I'll just take it from my school account and pay myself back.

(I owe myself $500 atm, lol)

Allergies are making me sleepy and tired a lot. I actually am waking up around 9:30 often even when I really want to sleep in. People running cars squealing all morning and I fantasized about going out and punching them in the face. Cat meows and wakes me up, throw him in the bathroom and shut the door. Played some PS2 this morning before my friday class to just relax.

Got my livingroom cleaned, everything put away. Gonna clean more today. I feel more motivated when I have lots to do, I get distracted somewhat from how much I miss you guys. sad

I work 10am-6pm tomorrow, instead of the 5am-2pm shift (which would have totally made this day off useless because I would have had to go to sleep at like 8pm!) ******** schedule. I am NOT GOING TO BE WORKING ALL WEEKEND DURING SCHOOL EVER. And I requested october 3rd off, and the next week I'll request the saturday, then the sunday, etc.

I just need a day w/o school OR work to just.... do stuff man. I haven't been able to go biking for leisure, go to the river, bike through the woods, hang out by a lake, do anything I usually like to do and I'd like to do that at least once a week while balancing everything else.

Got lots of stuff to do but I don't feel overwhelmed by it all because I know I can do it and I don't want to fail. ^_^

THE THING THAT WILL MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER IS HAVING PHONE INTERNET THOUGH! Then I can come on here for a few minutes when I'm free and just do something and YAY! <3333333

I love you guys so muchhhhhhhhh and it's so quiet and sad w/o you and if blackberry thing somehow doesn't work out I'll get wireless internet from AT&T and something but phone thing should be good. ^_^

*flails on top of everyone*

Ugh I'm sorry your work is so busy and crazy, Naz. Your customers don't seem to be the nicest lot either, from what I hear from you. Maybe the heat's just making everyone crazy down there? Depending on if it's still hot or if you've got mid-november temps like we have here now. COLD! SO COLD! It's really crazy!

And just tell them you'd like some hands-on training lor. Haha. JUST CUZ UR A WOMAN DOESNT MEAN YOU KNOW HOW TO COOK! :3 If they think you can just cuz you're a woman, SLAP THEM WITH..... ANTI..... FLIPSIDE... DISCRIMINATION!.... something! x3

Marcus sounds so freaking cute. Like you could fall asleep to his wheezing like it's a lullaby, I imagine.

Does he sit all fat and cute and sideways and sit with his tongue sticking out and his mouth closed and wheeze? OH MY GOD PICTURES.

:/ Poor Dylan. He seems like a really nice kid who just needs like... more people like you two in his life. And his Dad should really know better than to just leave him with his mom for so long, from what I gather this isn't exactly a first-time thing.

And you guys can only do so much as well, since he doesn't live with you. You can't make sure he gets up and is fed and is taken to school when he's at his own house. Kid needs some stability and more safety and direction- kids can take a lot and come out fine but it's always better to give them the best you can. think about that in case you maybe feel like changing your mind? It seems like it'd be a nervewracking thing to do, then again I know when you get your mind set on something you are good at following through.

*flops on* My cats are so sad all the time because I'm gone. They meow at me and crowd me and make me sneeze and want love and headbutts and I do the best but I need some me time too, ya know? x3 Imma play fetch with them later and brush them today and clean their cat pans and take some of my used litter collection to the trash. (Dunno why I have this taking the trash phobia)

Should be a good day today, should get everything done. Working on my spanish still. x3