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 Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 5:43 pm
Kestin Sha df,mdkles,llekklsadl;kdaksa]kqpdf I am such an idiot. Gaaah. Not as bad as I.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 5:43 pm
I've been dying to say something in here for days, but I've been too shy to bump of the thread, because it feels like every one would see it. Now that it's here I can't remember what it was I wanted to say. Probably bitching about how annoying it is to lust after my straight best friend.
Wait, no, that wasn't it. Something about my sexuality, and how i love telling people, but hate it simultaneously.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 5:49 pm
I am the WORST person to go clothes shopping with. I'm prom shopping now, it sucks.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 5:50 pm
Shiori Miko I am the WORST person to go clothes shopping with. I'm prom shopping now, it sucks.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 6:07 pm
Kestin Sha df,mdkles,llekklsadl;kdaksa]kqpdf I am such an idiot. Gaaah. ...and right after posting this, I screenied the best captcha ever and then copied something else without thinking before I even got a chance to save it. crying crying
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 6:14 pm
CH0Z0 Shiori Miko I am the WORST person to go clothes shopping with. I'm prom shopping now, it sucks.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 8:50 pm
Sassy remarks do not make the situation better. Didn't we already talk about this? .....Grow up.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 8:55 pm
I BS a lot of my schoolwork...I rarely put in 100% effort. And sometimes I sleep in Art History.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:18 pm
-Even though none of this is probably interesting, I’m nervous about posting to the point that I’m shaking. Actually, I’m hoping most people find this post too long and just skip over it. I didn’t read all of the posts yet (it’s like 400 pages, give me a break!) so I’m not sure how serious these things get.
-I fear insanity in myself (since my birth parents are schizophrenic), yet I’m obsessed with it. I have a habit of reading everything about different mental disorders, usually at least once a week. I also like taking all of those “are you _____ disorder?” quizzes. I know, it’s not a replacement for an actual analysis or anything, but it’s easier…
-I try to cover up my emotions and just pretend to be happy. I find it easier to do that then try to explain to others how I’m feeling.
-I hate the question “How are you?” People say it in passing all the time, but they usually don’t really care how you’re feeling. I usually avoid answering the question straight on.
-I’m a huge perfectionist. I fear failure to the point where I don’t even like trying if I can avoid it. I’m super competitive, and whenever teachers post all of the class’s grades, I check to see how many people are doing better than me. I get very upset when I’m not the best. It’s not really jealousy, like I don’t hate that person, I just hate myself for not trying harder. I’m just never satisfied.
-I think I’m a total loser most of the time, especially on weekends. My mom (adopted mom) used to tell me “you just need to find better friends…or more friends…” That sounds too hard, so it didn’t happen and probably won’t happen.
-I’d write more except for the fact that it’s too hard to find the words that I want to say…I don’t know if this is tldr enough for most of you not to read it. I don’t take judgment/criticism/empathy/sympathy very well.
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:24 pm
Goddammit, Kevin. You're still the only person I've yet to get over. Every time I don't see you in the hallway for a few days and think I've finally forgotten about you, I have another tease of a dream where you love me back at last, only to wake up to heartbreak and disappointment every single time. Why do you have to be in the middle? Just love me or leave me alone.
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:36 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:45 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:47 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:48 pm
Fianaly I make a couple friends at school. ;~; I'm not lonely at school anymore, and what does it do? Suddenly my grades drop because I'm talking abit in class. Now they talk to me when I'm trying to work. I get in s**t for it. Now I want to tell them to stop but I also dont want to because I tend to have a tone in my voice that usualy just screams "******** OFF" when I talk. I dont know why or anything but it does, thus I would probaly hurt their feelings. And now I have so much homework its like I dont want to do it because its so much ;~; I'm so confused. Oh and to make matters worse my moms cancer is getting worse. :/ And I think my best male-friend has a crush on me D: So its getting realy complicated. I started skipping school sometimes because of my skills with a fake cough to get away from it. UGGHHHH Its like I'm just so confused and mixed up I wouldn't be surprised if I screamed in the middle of math class while learning about Pi (which would make everyone laugh and make me feel ebarassed and the teacher pissed). And now I have a nasty habit of staying up till 5 am reading. Which wouldn't be bad if I wasn't going through 700 page novels like a picture book, I've been spending so much money on more o3o
(sorry, its more of a rant than a secret xd )
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 22, 2010 9:48 pm
...ha. Thanks you two. That got a laugh. xD
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