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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 12:53 am
I am very sorry your friend is sick. I hope she gets better soon.
On another note I'm gonna smack you for hating on yourself again for Thistle since she isn't here to do it. Like we've said it isn't what you look like on the outside that matters... it is the inside that is you and if you are anything in RL like you are here in that you are kind, sweet, caring, funny, smart, and a great, loyal friend, and more... then you are more handsome than you can even imagine. heart
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 12:53 am
Goodnight my friends! I'm sleepy gonk
HUGS heart
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 12:54 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:03 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:05 am
craftymama I am very sorry your friend is sick. I hope she gets better soon. She won't. The cancer has spread through her body like wildfire. And to add insult to injury, she wants me to come out to California to be with her, but her father banished me from ever seeing them again because he says I am a demon who steals away his children. Which I guess is true after a fashion, all my friends die and leave me alone. craftymama On another note I'm gonna smack you for hating on yourself again for Thistle since she isn't here to do it. Like we've said it isn't what you look like on the outside that matters... it is the inside that is you and if you are anything in RL like you are here in that you are kind, sweet, caring, funny, smart, and a great, loyal friend, and more... then you are more handsome than you can even imagine. heart Ow! Do those gloves have metal hardware? I am what I am, I don't lie or cover it up, though I try to hold as much back as I can at times. So if that is what you think of me, I am glad. I just tend to fall into old patterns when the world starts getting too much for me. I have so much on my mind, and things just keep being added, so I crack. It sometimes feels like the world needs me broken and bruised to maintain the natural order or something.
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:16 am
My mother-in-law is dieing of cancer also. So while I don't understand nearly what you are going through I am here for you. *hug*
Karma will kick in eventually and you will live euphoricly, or at least thats what I tell myself to stay smiling.
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:22 am
craftymama My mother-in-law is dieing of cancer also. So while I don't understand nearly what you are going through I am here for you. *hug* Karma will kick in eventually and you will live euphoricly, or at least thats what I tell myself to stay smiling. Well karma best get off its a** and get to work because I will probably be dead by 40 myself. sad Though I have found it easier to smile in the last few months, so I have to be making progress.
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:24 am
You should get your butt to Florida and start being happy! ^_^ Go, now!!! I'd start packing tonight and leave in the morning. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:38 am
craftymama You should get your butt to Florida and start being happy! ^_^ Go, now!!! I'd start packing tonight and leave in the morning. 3nodding You're right. Better to live life.
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:45 am
I got a uncle who lives in Clearwater, FL! I can visit anytime I want and stay aslong as I like blaugh
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:52 am
My mommy-in-law and her hubby are living down there in an RV at the moment and love it down there. I've visited down there and wish I could move there! I love the weather.
I was serious though. If you want to, and it sounds like you do I'd call Ro-kun and see how soon they'd be ready for you to move it and then go! Let yourself be as happy as possible! Like I've said before being indecisive is no good, act! Then you can take time to breathe and react. Never regret anything that has made you smile, try to figure out why and how it made you smile and do it again!
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:53 am
My best friend and sister live in Port Charlotte, so that is where I would end up I guess.
It is nearly 2AM, in about an hour and a half mom will be waking up to go on her morning tirade... She'll be pissed off that I am awake. More pissed off that I hid her favorite dowel. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:55 am
Im very tempted to take a trip down and visit him for atleast 2 weeks! I love how at night I can hear the sound of the water and the wind.. its so peaceful.
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 1:58 am
I'm gonna be in trouble for staying up all night/morning too. *looks around guiltily* Lol, oh well.
I'd call them tomorrow asap and talk to 'em about it. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Jan 18, 2008 2:02 am
I saw stars while I was out there. It was the second time in my life I ever saw stars, but they were so much more vivid than the first time.
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