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 Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 11:19 am
Ward purred his tail wrapping around Kuri waist. "I think we should go in the woods for our picnic so we can be totally and utterly alone." He whispered smiling at Kuri totaly game for anything the rabbit wanted to try.
Noah sipped the orange juice listening to Ly. His fingers grasped for the locket under standing and paused..Ly had took it off. "Ly can I have the locket back please." He asked softly all thoughts of food and drink forgotten.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 11:27 am
((i cant reply for something i never did. I picked up Noah with the locket STILL around his wrist so i will just do it as it came off when i picked him up.))
Ly looked at Noah "i never removed it from wrist, i picked you up and..." he trailed off searching the bed clothes and found it and handed it back to him "here sweetheart, it must hav come off from around your wrist without me realising it when I picked you up to take you to the bath before, im sorry baby." he said softly yet sincerly as he moved the food onto the dresser beside him and cuddled into Noah.
Kuri kissed his mates forehead and handed him the basket "let me just go up and get my dagger" he said grinning as he started towards the stairs, silently hoping his mate would follow so they can have some fun before they left.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 11:31 am
(I though you did when you had Ly take of Noah clothes. xd Me bad.)
Noah ran his fingers over the locket smiling slipping it back around his wrist. "Thank you." He whispered holding it tight. "It's not your fault." He said resting next to Ly.
Ward watched Kuri go up the stairs. He glanced around setting the basket down and hurried up after him purring. "I'll help you."
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 11:44 am
((lol if thats the case then i would of washed the thing because i forgot it being around his wrist after he spoke that Mari gave it to him XD;; ))
Kuri ran up to the third floor stairs and down the hall towards their bedroom "thought you might" he said as he pulled Ward in and shut the door behind them. He started taking off his clothes "screw the picnic right now, we have bigger things to worry about" he said grinning to his mate and stripping completely by now and walking over to the bed naked and sitting down on it, playing a little with himself as he waited for his mate.
Ly put his arms around Noah and cuddled into him. Noah sat there silently thinking about last night, Mari, Noah, the locket...everything and he felt like he was back trying to win Noah's love again in trying to have Noahs love. Ly knew how much Mari meant to him and how much they loved each other and he was still glad to name one of their children after him but after seeing Noah with the letter and locket just made ly feel that Noah has gone back to wishing that he was still with him or whatever. He shook his head trying to clear it and kissed Noahs head, trying to push the stupid thoughts to the back of his mind yet couldnt. So he sat there silently with Noah thinking and trying to convince himself that it wasnt this way but that didnt help much.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 11:58 am
Noah slipped his hand in Ly squeezing him gently looking up at Ly. "Mari really is gone now..he's gone to rest. I think that what he wanted." He said softly. "Salad please?"
Ward stripped down and pounced on the bed pushing Kuri down and kissed him hard and deep. "This is going to be a fun day love." He purred tugging on his mates lip.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 12:24 pm
((fast forwrd))
Ly held Noah's hand, loving the feel of his hand in his. He reached over and grabed the salad and with the other hand and handed it to Noah "here you go sweetie" he said softly and sighed "Noah im confused. I know you will always love Mari and everything and your right, he has gone onto rest so I dont need to worry about him anymore or whatever but another part of me feels sorry for you. I mean, I love you and i am estatic that im your mate and everything but a part of me feels horrible for you when you, sorta, said goodbye to Mari for the last time."
Ly shook his head, trying to clear and sighed "I cant imagine how you feel right now Noah bu I sort of wished Mari was alive just so you could be with him. I know its insane saying this but I just know how much you love him and everything that last night would of been so hard on you and as much as i promise to be the man you want me to be I just still feel a little guilty being with you when I know you would be happier with Mari...or at least even the thought of Mari as he wasnt a rested spirit. "
Ly shook his head, he voiced what probably would of been the most stupidest thought in history. Mari is dead, Noah had to move on yet this part still wished he never did. sure he wasnt happy with Mari still being here but he had comfort sort of knowing that he was still around and even if that thought made him a little happy then Ly was happy for him. Ly kissed Noah forehead "forgive me, it was a stupid thing to say" he said trailing off and drying a couple of tears.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 12:32 pm
Noah picked at his salad. "I...Ly..why?" He was confused now so confused. He looked up at Ly eyes soft. "I don't know why you are saying this but..Mari he disturbe to rest now. I think those letter where a way to say good bye like Adrial did to Muraki." He transfered a strawberry to his mouth.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 12:44 pm
Ly looked at him, a lone tear falling down his cheek and he wiped it away. "I know he deserves to rest darling, I also know you deserve to move on and believe me after all this time I couldnt be happier with you choosing me to be my mate dispite what inane things i have said or done. But i know you love Mari and always will..." he sighed as he rested his head agienst Noahs "I guessthis part of me wants to make you as happy as you were with Mari and I just feel like I wont be able to. I never want to take his place Noah but I just want to try to live up to Mari as best as I can and after the things I have pulled I just feel like Mari would hate you being with me, like im just not the type of guy he would want you to be with since i dont stand up to his expectations or whatever, hes passed on i know but still he wouldnt want you to be with someone whos going to treat you badly or whatever.
He wants you to be with someone who will love and cherish you and take care of you and I swear i will, I love you so much its just that I just think that sometimes you would be better off with someone who wasnt me, someone who is a little more like Mari in how they treated you and how they care for you and wasnt a totally insane like me. I mean, i scared you yesterday and i never wanted to do that and I doubt Mari would of sat there and just taken it lightly that I did that to you. I just feel like Im just not mate material, or at least not to someone like you who deserves the world. i just want make happy yet Ifeel like every time I do i just turn around and upset you in some way and makes me wonder why I am even with you when all i do is upset you. "
Ly sighed and squeezed Noahs hand a little, he knew he shouldnt say this but he did promise Noah he would be more open with him and so he had to keep to his promise. He let go of Noah's hands and wraped his arms around him "I admit that im a little confused right now thats all. I just have a few things to sort out still and last night just made me remember the things I need to think about when I was trying to forget them" he said smiling a little sadly.
"Noah, I will be here for you no matter what, I will be your mate as long as you want me to and I will cherish and love you and care for you always and no matter what happens I will never leave you. I swear. You re the one thing I am sure about having in my life even if I am confused right now and I to lose you would kill me, when I love you like i do." he said as he kissed Noahs head and huged him a little tighter "I guess im just needing to think a few more things out thats all, im sorry for saying this when your not up to listening to me ramble on, please... forgive me..." he said softly as he just held Noah, reaching over and grabbing the coffee and just holding Noah in his arms and taking a sip every now and again of the hot drink.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 4:06 pm
Ward mummured by Kuri smiling. "Come one love yet go and take that picnic before Muraki finds it and wonders what we are doing." He sat up getting redressed for the fourth or fifth time?
Noah opened the locket as Ly spoke running his finger over the golden and black hair twined together and the small picture. "Mari loved me Ly but that doesn't me he was always carring. When we where together the whole clan was at war. TIme where not alwasy gentle."
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 4:31 pm
Ly sighed a little "yet he did love you, you know he did or else you wouldnt of hung on to him all this time and not moved on." he said softly "Times might not have been the easiest but look at us, just being in this house, around others. He wouldnt of assulted your friends in front of you, he wouldnt of nearly killed a guy for no reason whatsoever, he wouldnt of sat in his room for six years dwelling on the past and he would have never scared you like i did. I want to be the perfect mate for you Noah but I am just scared that I will screw up majorly one day and lose you."
he said as he started to cry, dispite trying to hold back the tears "I am learning slowly about the ways of the world again but that doesnt mean that I wont need to cross a few hurdles on the way and yet im just scared one of those hurdles will cause me to lose you and that is something I never want to have happen yet I know that if i screw up majorly enough I will...." he sighed and dried his eyes, he promised also to be strong for him yet thinking about losing him was just torture for him.
Kuri got up and got dressed grinning at his mate and went over and grabed his dagger from the drawer "ready baby?" he asked as he sheathed and pocketed the dagger and waited for his mate.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 4:40 pm
"Ly. Please no more tears."Noah wipped away the tears smiling his eyes becoming sleepy again. "Lets just go to the guess house. Please?"
Ward purred standing up and walking after Kuri. Part of him wondering what Kuri was going to do with that dagger.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 4:51 pm
The dagger was just incase Noah didnt want to make the first slice into his mates skin with his claw and he could do it instead, dispite how much pain it caused. Kuri grabed his mates hand "well then its time to go see if the forest can handle us" he said giggling and biting his lip and walked out of the room, passing the linen closet and grabed a blanket out of it on the way. "this is just so we have something comfortable to be on" he said as he handed it to him and pulled out the first aid kit Kuri kept in there since it was really the only other place he could think of putting it "and this is to clean ourselves up" he said as he shut the door and carried on downstairs.
Ly sighed and smiled at him "im sorry baby i did promise I would be stronger for you, I guess that is something i still need to learn also" he said as he kissed his forehead "i "yes, lets go now if your finished" he said as he climbed out of bed, putting everything on the dressing table and walked around to Noahs side of the bed and picked him up. "would you like me to put you into the jacuzzi when we get out there or would you like to have another nap?" he asked as he walked up to the bedroom door and opened it and started down the stairs.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 4:54 pm
Ward purred. "Ahh so we are finding out if your little thery is true." He said looking at his long claws and sheafted them again. "The blood and yes the kit is a good idea."
Noah rested his head on Ly and smiled. "If ou hold me when we get into the jacuzzi I could take a nap in their. I think it will be fun." He said nuzzling him.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 5:05 pm
Ly grined at Naoh "I think you maybe right about that" he said as he walked down the stairs kissing his head "I will be pleased to hold you. However you will be needing a towel wraped around you so the robes going to have to come off" he said softly to Noah as he reached the bottom of the stairs and made his way across to the dinning room.
Kuri smiled at his mate "yes, we are. Though we dont have splite personalities like Akash and his mate does, so we might just feel different then those two" he said as he started down the stairs to the second floor. "i just hope i can handle pain that has been brought on by myself" he said biting his lip, knowing that he hated pain BUT knew that if this theory was true then it would put a close to this chapter for two people at least. "Though now that I think of it, it might be the pain that causes the hormones to rise as you are inflicting pain upon yourself so something in your bod would have to hate that and who says your hormones arnt effected a bit?" he said hypothetically "but we shall see to that soon enough i guess" he said grinning at his mate as he started down the second story stars.
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Posted: Mon Nov 07, 2005 5:22 pm
"Really?" He mummered. "I though I be Flaim and just be nude." He smiled weakly at Ly.
Ward nuzzled Kuri. "But Muroku bites Akash they don't hurt themselves to share blood." He said running his claws gently down his mates arm teasing. "The other bites to bring the other pleasure."
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