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 Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 3:49 pm
I do.
Can you recall the ones you've already experienced?
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 3:51 pm
...Vaguely. Sensations, confusion, and a sense of... something else. Something I couldn't describe.
When Synra was ailing, I felt something in my chest constrict. I felt like... I had to go down there. I felt like I needed to keep her from harm, if I could.
Is there a name for such a feeling?
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 3:52 pm
Hmmmm, sounds like something along the lines of concern or caring...
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 3:53 pm
...Ah. I did not know there was such a term. It is relieving to know that I can now shorten the symptoms to those two words- it is ever so arduous to write it all out repeatedly, otherwise.
And... with speaking with you. An odd, fuzzy feeling. I know not how to describe it, other than that. It distresses me that I cannot put a name to it.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 3:55 pm
This is a little trickier... I wouldn't want to get you confused or mislead you...
When you are not speaking to me, what do your thoughts turn to?
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 3:58 pm
Things that need to be done, when the next time I'll speak to you is... matters that have importance to them, whether it's for informational or dutiful reasons.
Other than that... I do not know. I do not put too much time into pondering, to be honest. More reading and perusing through notes, but not pondering.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:00 pm
That doesn't give me the best of ideas... What you feel wen you speak to me could be friendship or maybe even love. But I cannot be certain. It is up for you to decide.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:02 pm
Hm... may I add something?
It is not... the same way I think of Renault, Janaff or Tibarn, for instance. A different feeling, perhaps.
Does that help at all?
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:03 pm
Yes. That definitely suggests... love.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:05 pm
((D'awwww. xD))
...This is most discouraging.
Did you not tell me once before that many relationships scorn love in favor of benefits...?
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:07 pm
I don't really see why you'd think that.
I thought we already established that remaining together would earn us the hate of people on both sides. We chose love over benefits.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:08 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:09 pm
...That is true.
Thank you for alleviating my fears, Stefan.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:10 pm
(You're weird, Valter.)
It is nothing.
I can't have you being upset if I can help it.
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 4:13 pm
Upset...?
Oh. Unhappy, correct? Is... is the absence of happiness unhappiness, or is it something else altogether?
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