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 Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 8:28 pm
She tilted her head, curious at his question. "Of course."
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 8:31 pm
"Have you ever done something that you knew was wrong, but enjoyed it." Reeve put his hand to his sides, one of them seemed to twitch a bit.
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 8:36 pm
"Yes. I do no think anyone has done everything in the "right" way all the time their whole life."she said softly with a mischievous grin.
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 8:37 pm
His smile widened a bit. "And what did you do? If I may ask..."
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 8:50 pm
With a heavy sigh, she reviewed the memory in her mind before describing it to him. "There was a magic skill that I wished to understand. Since my master would not explain it to me and none of the books he provided me with explained the technique, I went out and tried for myself one day instead of meditating like I was supposed to. It cost the lives of many creatures close to me. I felt each of them die." she turned away from him again and pulled her cloak tight around her. "When my master found out, he was most displeased. I paid dearly for it."
(Ooc: Sorry, I edited a little late, I did not realize I left something out.)
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 10:46 pm
Reeve sat up and put a hand on her shoulder. His smile remained as his hair moved beack in front of his eyes. "I am sorry that I asked you. But, that should no longer cause you grief, the past can't harm us more than it already has."
((Sorry about leaving, my power went out. stressed ))
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 11:15 pm
There was still a sadness in her voice when she spoke. "I have not yet forgiven myself for having such impatience with my studies. My concern does not lie in how past actions may harm me but how those I have harmed had no chance of escaping my mistake. They were forever harmed because of me. Despite they only being animals and insects, they all had their own clans, their own families that may still be grieving for the loss I caused them." Turning her head to look upon him once more as she finally recognized the touch on her shoulder, she could not force herself to smile.
(Ooc: Welcome back, that sucks gonk )
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 1:59 pm
Reeve could hear the sadness in her voice. Hhe now truely regretted asking her his question. "I see... you have a very large heart it appears..." He realesed his shoulder and layed down again. Most of his smile was gone now, but it very rarely disappeared all together.
((Grr... it kept happening all night... stare ))
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 2:10 pm
She sighed again, feeling the stress of her past again though she tried to push that feeling away again. "These things happen ... we all make mistakes and we all need to move forward from that point. What path we take from there can vary. With yourself and Yawgmoth ... it seems to be somewhat easier for you to accept what happened and go forward. For myself ... I have continued moving forward with my life but have not moved on completely from that. I know I should, it is not easy for me."
(Ooc: Rawwr~ WB again then x3 I hope everything behaves for you better today.)
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 2:16 pm
"Thats mostly because you became saddened by what you did." Reev tried to get himself into a more comfortable position. "Both my case and Mr.Yawgmoths case are probably different." He sighed slightly, his search for a comfortable spot seemed to be hopeless. "I enjoyed what I did. That fact scared me beyond all measure."
((As do I. xp ))
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 2:30 pm
"I suppose. Though I enjoyed it until I realized something bad happened. What is your story? Even after you did it, were you still happy?" she asked.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 2:44 pm
"My story is rather long..." He chuckled a bit. "My family was treated like monsters because we were... gifted, so to speak. We lived alone in the woods outside of a town, and we were actually happy. One day a man from the town decided he wanted our stuff... he was rich himself, but was very greedy. The man knew that if he killed all of my family that no one would miss us." Reeve gave up trying to find a comfortable place and just laid there. "He broke into my house in the middle of the night and killed my father instantly. Than sewed my motheers mouth shut to stop her power. He bound me and her, then proceeded to take our stuff. My mother managed to get the ties off of me using her hands, but I was too young to figure out how to get hers off... So I grabbed a knife and went for the man. I stabbed him in the leg, he got angry and grabbed me. With the same knife I used to stab his leg, he gouged out my eyes... and it took him a couple of tried to get the eyes out of my head..." He trailed off a bit as he remembered that day. He was silent, seemingly in his own little world.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 3:09 pm
"I cannot imagine." she watched him as he trailed off, wondering what he might be thinking about.
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 3:31 pm
When she spoke he seemed to snap back into reality. "Sorry about that... Let me shorten this up, I must be bothering you." He opened his eyes, not able to keep them closed any longer. They were pure white and had no detail to them whatsoever. "After he took my eyes he set my house aflame. I heard my mother in ym mind teliing me to run... so I did. I spent a couple of nights in the forest, using my shirt to cover the holes in my head where my eyes used to be. Soon enough I found the town, where I was taken captive. Before, the town's people had never bothered us because of their fear for my father... but since he was now gone they decided that they could do whatever they wished. For years I was tortured... taken to the brink of death then pulled back into life. One day I guess I snapped... they had me bound at all times with chains. But the chains got old and rusted, so when I snapped I was able to break the chains. Using the chains I was attached to and my bare hands I killed everyone I could. I was used to pain, so their spears did not hurt and I managed to avoid any fatal blows. At first I only killed the ones who attacked me... but then I went hunting. Every person in the village I could find, I killed. Men, Women, children... and I enjoyed it. Once I was done I was glad I had done it, but did not feel satisfied. I wanted more... and that scared me." He rubbed the bridge of his nose a bit. "I enjoy what I did, even to this day."
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Posted: Thu Dec 14, 2006 5:22 pm
Ziven was absolutely speechless. She could not imagine what it might be like. "Yours was a situation of revenge. I would feel the same way had I been under attack from those whom I harmed." If he had not been lying on the ground, she would have embraced him at that moment. Since the time for that had passed, instead she hugged herself and bent over double in her chair.
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