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 Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 3:40 pm
Finally! I'm sure there are some errors in Carly's bio, but at least, it's there. And as for why Carly's agoraphobic, she was almost attacked by a (mostly) drunken mob. Where she only crouched and hid, like a small child, from the violence. D=
Poor Carly, all she knows is violence. I like to make both Carly and Bella suffer, for some reason. But it's funner to make Carly cry, Bella's all about defense mechanisms; to protect her ego. Like the Vlad scam scheme: she refused to accept it was her fault, though it was her fault that it failed. Defense mechanism. =P
Hi, Sango! ='D
I wouldn't know, I've never tasted a four year old. O_o
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 4:51 pm
I probably won't be posting for awhile ya guys. Maybe later tonight or tomorrow. >.> Sorryz.
I'm looking through some old stuff in my old dead guilds (there's three) for y'know, a walk down memory lane~ D: Then moving stuff in my best ranked one to try to use it for something or whatever, and there's a lot of stuff. /hoards old threads. >.>; So uh, yeah that might take awhile.
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High-functioning Marshmallow
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 4:53 pm
*****> D<
;- ; Cupcake~ How do you know that?
:'o Okay, Osaka! :'D Makes sense. :3 Yay for defenses~ 8D ..Kinda. xD
Neither have I, Osaka. D:
Okay, Peri. :3 It's Monday and.. so on, so probably gonna be slow anyway. xD
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:04 pm
I have something to show everyone. It is very painful though.
Do you want to read it?
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:13 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:13 pm
Yeah, show us, please. =P
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High-functioning Marshmallow
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:16 pm
I WANNA SEE. :'O SHOW ME SHOW ME SHOW ME!! >w<
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:23 pm
You can't say I never warned you guys though.
Zombie RPing guild. It had a journal section. Hoji would subscribe to journals of people with the shittest most emo journal entrees. She posted a few as Mandy's journal. Yes, that Mandy. The one she made a character of in this RP. They are below;
(first)
This is a poem about my dad and how much he HATES ME. And I'm all deep and profound so I wrote it. u_u
I cry myself to sleep,
silently I weep.
You yell at me for small things.
You make my life,
a living hell.
I rather be trapped in a well.
At least then I'd be away from you,
and what you do.
Years ago when I was born
I didn't know that I would be torn,
by my own father.
I'm never good enough
so I stuff it inside and move on.
You never noticed,
how depressed I was,
how I wanted death so much more than air.
How I knew you never really cared.
It hurt more than anything.
Back then, my ankles were clear.
I barely shed a tear,
But knew you weren't there.
Now I cut them up hard,
I cry myself to sleep,
and wish for death to take me.
You don't abuse me with your hands,
don't slap me.
You speak words, hurtful words.
The wrap around my head and make me feel inferior.
I used to be confident, happy, joyful, and nothing close to shy.
Now I am a depressed, quiet, shy girl.
I try to not hate you,
but I fail because it's true,
that the reason I cut was you.
Not just my past, or depression.
But the fact your own daughter
isn't good enough.
I could walk on the moon,
but as long as there is something bigger or better,
I will never be god enough.
You are just too tough.
I don't want you as a father anymore,
I want to close the door,
on our relationship.
(second)
gnore me as you must, my shadow soon will turn to dust.
In the wind I blow away, leaving you here to lay.
Wrest and trust that I am gone,
no need to worry you finally won.
I fight no more I wrest in peace,
you never cared about me.
I leave to you my broken heart,
that split in two, you tore it apart.
I see that now I was wrong,
thought what we had coud become strong.
You think of her more, to you I'm a bore.
I'm nothing but a shadow.
But remember me you soon will see
that I built up your life
helped you through sacrafice,
and NEVER kicked you when you were down.
Now all you do is look at me and frown.
When I need you the most,
you boast
about how she loves you so.
But you don't see the way that she,
uses you, and bruises you
makes you believe,
that she needs you as you need her,
she breaks your heart, that stupid girl.
I watch it all,
I feel so small,
you'll never notice, not even once
that I was there through thick and thin,
and she hurt you happily with a grin.
(third)
Past
If you knew....why
I despised myself.
If you knew...
What I've done.
Would you increase my pain...?
Or would you set me free?
Freedom.
Such a word not often used.
Because it's not felt often.
There is never a non uneasy mind.
Always scars of the past..
Always wounds to be reopened
Always.
Does the mind swim with thoughts.
That may never be expressed.
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:41 pm
Oh wow... it is Painful...
But so painfully hillarious too.
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:43 pm
Lone_Heart Oh wow... it is Painful... But so painfully hillarious too.
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High-functioning Marshmallow
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 5:43 pm
... Oh, Mandy.. XD <3
>:'o Mandy was in the Zombie RP too?! ... :'o ...That suites her very, very well. XD
..I.. have read a little of that Zombie guild. C: ...I feel giddy~ <33
EDIT: SERIOUSLY. D8
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 6:17 pm
Hey guys.
Can someone update me on happenings here?
I'm thinking about making a new character, Grace Kelly Jones.
Also I need to r.p more and don't know where to start.
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 6:31 pm
Uhhmm... What is happening...
Kade totally kidnaped Ellie's daughter do Yoakim and Ellie had to go confront him at the Salon and got pissed at him for liek a week. Him and Yoakim are just restarting talking.
Keith and Conor got trown in Jail for smoking Weed on a playground
Princie made 4 news character now (maybe) working at the Stripclub.
Gino went on a date with a couple of girls...
Peri made his character Zach who's a teenage malewhore and a theif. He slept with Kotone and Lulu. Stole from... a bunch of people
Noelle got kidnapped and molested by Parika who recently turned herself in and is now detained at the clinic for mental health reasons.
Mandy and Zach are stuck in the Mine and we all hope that Many would have died a slow and painful death but NOOO they kept her alive.
Oh, and there's Orientation at the school so you can send Winnie there.
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 6:33 pm
Oh, I forgot. Romane's house burned down and She is now living with her two dogs, a panda and Cid (who mollested her) at the INN.
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Mon Oct 11, 2010 6:40 pm
Mandy's back home, she'll just be basically out of the RP until she recovers. >.> Besides for like, the orientation where she's in a wheelchair.
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