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 Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 7:58 pm
Jer0nim0 Not really a secret... but Shiori's post made me think about it...
I don't actually have a best friend anymore. My best friend decided that because I wouldn't talk to him on Gaia, he wouldn't talk to me in real life (plus other issues, of course of my bitchiness, but this is why I stopped wanting to be friends with him), and.. I don't really want any more friends who refuse to talk to me face to face... which is most people, since I'm not the nicest person.
I've noticed recently....I actually don't really care whether I have a best friend or not, or friends period, outside of online. Especially since, it feels like, half the people my age avoid me and I sometimes want to avoid them because I feel ignored half the time anyway. It's actually useless to try because they all avoid me because I'm quiet and apparently "have an ominous presence." Honestly, most people just think I'm weird, so it's not surprising, but I think they're...I'unno, offensive(? can't find a word) half the time, so I end up spacing myself more. I didn't notice how little I cared until...well, recently. /redundant.
I'm kinda worried what this says about my mental health....EDIT: Damn. I wanted 1st post on page 400. ;A; /betting she will be bottom-paged. Can I be your best friend? surprised /un bottom pages you via quote
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:02 pm
CH0Z0 Jer0nim0 Not really a secret... but Shiori's post made me think about it...
I don't actually have a best friend anymore. My best friend decided that because I wouldn't talk to him on Gaia, he wouldn't talk to me in real life (plus other issues, of course of my bitchiness, but this is why I stopped wanting to be friends with him), and.. I don't really want any more friends who refuse to talk to me face to face... which is most people, since I'm not the nicest person.
I've noticed recently....I actually don't really care whether I have a best friend or not, or friends period, outside of online. Especially since, it feels like, half the people my age avoid me and I sometimes want to avoid them because I feel ignored half the time anyway. It's actually useless to try because they all avoid me because I'm quiet and apparently "have an ominous presence." Honestly, most people just think I'm weird, so it's not surprising, but I think they're...I'unno, offensive(? can't find a word) half the time, so I end up spacing myself more. I didn't notice how little I cared until...well, recently. /redundant.
I'm kinda worried what this says about my mental health....EDIT: Damn. I wanted 1st post on page 400. ;A; /betting she will be bottom-paged. Can I be your best friend? surprised /un bottom pages you via quote Awwwh. <3 Oki-- ....Actually, I don't even have you on my friends list. ;A; Must fix. And lulz, actually, I only felt like getting first post because I was first post 100 pages back exactly. >0>; /OCD dork.EDIT: Haz ben fixd. >u< /hugs.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:04 pm
My "best friend" just stopped talking to me because she met a girl who lived right next to her. Now she only talks to me when they're fighting. Those two are like a really bad couple.
Then I told her I was moving to her town and "Oh my god! We can take walks with our dogs everyday and they can be each other's boyfriends!" Yeah, fun plan. Too bad you forgot how much I HATE dogs.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:08 pm
Jer0nim0 CH0Z0 Jer0nim0 Not really a secret... but Shiori's post made me think about it...
I don't actually have a best friend anymore. My best friend decided that because I wouldn't talk to him on Gaia, he wouldn't talk to me in real life (plus other issues, of course of my bitchiness, but this is why I stopped wanting to be friends with him), and.. I don't really want any more friends who refuse to talk to me face to face... which is most people, since I'm not the nicest person.
I've noticed recently....I actually don't really care whether I have a best friend or not, or friends period, outside of online. Especially since, it feels like, half the people my age avoid me and I sometimes want to avoid them because I feel ignored half the time anyway. It's actually useless to try because they all avoid me because I'm quiet and apparently "have an ominous presence." Honestly, most people just think I'm weird, so it's not surprising, but I think they're...I'unno, offensive(? can't find a word) half the time, so I end up spacing myself more. I didn't notice how little I cared until...well, recently. /redundant.
I'm kinda worried what this says about my mental health....EDIT: Damn. I wanted 1st post on page 400. ;A; /betting she will be bottom-paged. Can I be your best friend? surprised /un bottom pages you via quote Awwwh. <3 Oki-- ....Actually, I don't even have you on my friends list. ;A; Must fix. And lulz, actually, I only felt like getting first post because I was first post 100 pages back exactly. >0>; /OCD dork.EDIT: Haz ben fixd. >u< /hugs. I had totally sent mine first! o3o /huggle I'm in a good mood myself cuz Finally hacked STO to be useable on Mac, sad thing is, it performs WAY better on a platform it wasn't designed for... I even have it on focking MAX SETTINGS and it looks beautiful. On windows it nearly peaked the cpu and it used over 3 gigabytes of ram with nothing else open on low settings (second lowest setting there is), on Mac, the cpu rarely goes over 60% and it's using 500 megabytes of ram with top settings on everythingThis made me really happy. @Shiori: I can be your best friend too, if there's room in you and Marcus's life
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:11 pm
Thank you Cho for making me smile since I'm getting in one of those sucky moods.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:13 pm
@Shiori: I now have images of two girls, one walking a dog...one walking an anchor bug. And the woman with the dog would really more be "running for the fluffy thing's life."
"BUT HE JUST WANTS TO PLAY HEAD-SHOT!"
>.>''
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:14 pm
Shiori Miko Thank you Cho for making me smile since I'm getting in one of those sucky moods. When your mood is down in the dumps, just remember... somewhere in this world, someone just tripped on a banana peel.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:15 pm
Ch0ja! D:
.....You're very much reminding me of that time when you tried to explain your lazar system to me.
And you really did make my day too. >0>
@Shiori--NU SUCKY MOODS. scream /HUGGLETACKLLLLEEE...
....Yeah, Ch0z0's better at this than me. /feeds you vanilla ice cream? ouo
EDIT: OhmyGawd, Nes. XDXDXDXD
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:18 pm
Jer0nim0 Ch0ja! D: .....You're very much reminding me of that time when you tried to explain your lazar system to me. And you really did make my day too. >0> @Shiori--NU SUCKY MOODS. scream /HUGGLETACKLLLLEEE... ....Yeah, Ch0z0's better at this than me. /feeds you vanilla ice cream? ouoSweetness, I made somebody's day AND I pet a tribble in HIGH FREAKING DEFINITION.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:21 pm
CH0Z0 Jer0nim0 Ch0ja! D: .....You're very much reminding me of that time when you tried to explain your lazar system to me. And you really did make my day too. >0> @Shiori--NU SUCKY MOODS. scream /HUGGLETACKLLLLEEE... ....Yeah, Ch0z0's better at this than me. /feeds you vanilla ice cream? ouoSweetness, I made somebody's day AND I pet a tribble in HIGH FREAKING DEFINITION. 0^0 I just looked that up. That reminds me uncomfortably of bonsai kitten. ;A; I have nooo idea why. Oh, and one of the first results for that... 
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:22 pm
Jer0nim0 CH0Z0 Jer0nim0 Ch0ja! D: .....You're very much reminding me of that time when you tried to explain your lazar system to me. And you really did make my day too. >0> @Shiori--NU SUCKY MOODS. scream /HUGGLETACKLLLLEEE... ....Yeah, Ch0z0's better at this than me. /feeds you vanilla ice cream? ouoSweetness, I made somebody's day AND I pet a tribble in HIGH FREAKING DEFINITION. 0^0 I just looked that up. That reminds me uncomfortably of bonsai kitten. ;A; I have nooo idea why. Oh, and one of the first results for that... I edited, ouo has pic link now, look at how high quality that shading/texturing is =0! and das creepy. now I want to blow up things. IN HIGH FREAKING DEFINITION(pic coming soon)
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:25 pm
On the subject of friends, I have none in rl. ;;
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:25 pm
hazellyn On the subject of friends, I have none in rl. ;; i'll be yo frand in rl we be pen pals <3
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:26 pm
hazellyn On the subject of friends, I have none in rl. ;; Tell me where you live. ninja /machine-gunned.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 8:28 pm
CH0Z0 hazellyn On the subject of friends, I have none in rl. ;; i'll be yo frand in rl we be pen pals <3 o3o... =D /spams @Nim: 1234 You Lost The Game Rd. heart
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