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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 10:10 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Last night was freekin amazing. This may or may not turn into a wall of text to be prepaired. I am about to share with you a story of lies, fears, drag and a dance party.
 It all started around 3 in the afternoon yesterday when I told my parents I was going over to my friend Erika's for a sleepover with a bunch of my other close friends. My parents are paranoid people, I'm 17 and they were sketchy about letting me sleep over at a friends house that they know is safe. (who could blame them though... cause if only they knew where I actually was I'd be dead at the moment.) So after tolking them into letting me go under some conditions, my mom drove me over. I was told that I had to call once it started getting dark and tell them the evening plan in detail.
 
 So I got there and Erika and I were like... so hyper we put on our costumes right way. Because later that evening wes would be going to a party called New Queer Bomb. Which is an all ages patye for LGBT (etc...) and one of my ex's was preforming in a drag show and he pretty much told me I was comming. So I figured I'd bring Erika, my lovely little cover story.
 
 So after hanging around Erika's housedressed in our costumes for like 5 hours we had to leave and make up a lie to her parents on the way out too. D: Total improv, I'm glad her parents are not as suspicious as mine are.  So then starts the scary part of our adventure, we live in a decently sized city, and out "downtown" is pretty much very scary. The two of us had to bus, in the rain to the scariest area of the city and make our was into the basement of some club we had never heard of before.
 
 We passed some random people sleepingi n the streets and stuff, it wasn't as bad as I thought it might be.
 
 ANYWAYS, so we get to this party a bit early so we're just chillin with the drag kings and queens. I'm starting to notice I recognize more than half of the people there which was great. So there was a lot of awesomeness going on... and then the party starts so like, everyone's dancing and I'm just having like the greatest time dancing with random people. I'm all decked out in my "player, man vampire" costume, which worked out well. I had alot of people tell me it was hot.
 
 Then the show started which was hillarious, I watched my ex be some flamboyantly gay Jack Skelington (sp?) And I watched this new random person I'm apparently dating rap. And I watched superman strip on stage.. everything was awesome.
 
 Then I called my parents (way later then I should have) and had to act as if I were in a friends basement, quietly watching movies. I was surprised I was able to pull that off.
 
 Then there was more dancing.. where I got angry at my tenserbands and took them off, which made me look like a super girl. (has too big of boobs to be a very good man regardless of effort put into binding) And that effectivly got me more complimnts from other people. :/ It's always nice being told you're pretty... but in my case it's kinda weird, kinda rare. But everyone was happy so it was great.
 
 And then at 1am I had to leave which was sad but I guess it had to end, so me and ERika took a cab back to Erika's place. And just an hour ago I called to get my mom to come pick me up. She didn't suspect a thing, I got away with it and had such a freekin awesome night, omg.. words can not explain it. *pants*
 
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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 12:33 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            YESTERDAY!OHMYGAWD.
 it was one of the most amazing days i've had like.. EVER.
 the boy in my siggy..
 i've ALWAYS denied liking him up until recently.
 i don't know why.. i just did.
 anyway, yesterday, something happened.
 we were bus buddys for our band trip to Cedar Point.
 and i had fallen asleep (it was like 5 in the morning)
 anywho, i woke up and his head was on my shoulder.
 i was like.. freaking out, in a good way, so bad.
 i rest my head on his.
 and then it got to the point where my hand was inching toward his, and his kinda did too.
 then i grab his pinky with mine.
 after a minute or so of that, i said to myself "eff this" and i grabbed his hand.
 my hand barely left his yesterday.. <3
 
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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 4:38 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            Watching 7 hours of Chowder! 
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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 6:53 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            There's a counter in the laundry room in my apartment building, called the "free counter".  Today I found 4 pairs of jeans IN MY SIZE, and a brand new pair of running shoes, also IN MY SIZE!!   mrgreen   Now i have more money for fun stuff, woohoo!!         
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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 6:57 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            <3_<3 thats so cute.PippinTheKawaiiHobbit YESTERDAY!OHMYGAWD.
 it was one of the most amazing days i've had like.. EVER.
 the boy in my siggy..
 i've ALWAYS denied liking him up until recently.
 i don't know why.. i just did.
 anyway, yesterday, something happened.
 we were bus buddys for our band trip to Cedar Point.
 and i had fallen asleep (it was like 5 in the morning)
 anywho, i woke up and his head was on my shoulder.
 i was like.. freaking out, in a good way, so bad.
 i rest my head on his.
 and then it got to the point where my hand was inching toward his, and his kinda did too.
 then i grab his pinky with mine.
 after a minute or so of that, i said to myself "eff this" and i grabbed his hand.
 my hand barely left his yesterday.. <3
 
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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 6:59 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            The Melodic Massacre Watching 7 hours of Chowder!oh ******** i watched that too <3         
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                     Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2008 7:19 pm 
 
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                     Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 2:03 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            A really really really funny kids' show on Cartoon Network.   rofl 
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                     Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 4:14 pm 
 
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                     Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 4:29 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            The weather is amazing today. =] It actually looks like it's fall.         
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                     Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 6:05 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            I got in for an interview for the bank job I applied for!
 
 I've been desperate for a job for a couple months, and t his one would be near perfect.
   
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                     Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 7:10 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            I had a really bad day weather wise, but in the end, I spent the whole day with people I care about.   heart          
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                     Posted: Mon Oct 27, 2008 7:42 pm 
 
 
                        
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			            This made my day. I've been dieting/exercising for about a month and a half now, but I havent been weighing myself to check progress. ******** numbers and ideal weight, im just going to keep going until im happy with myself. so...I came downstairs this morning and:
 
 mum: you've lost weight
 me: have I ... ?
 mum: Yes. I can see it.
 me:  biggrin
 
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