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Shadow took his guitar and played and sang the song Otaki had showed him.

"She wants to die,
show what she feels inside.
Let others see her pain,
she has nothing left to gain.
Nothing left to see in life,
everyone in her finds only strife.
Tries to stop her pain from showing,
nside its only fiercely growing.
She lets it out upon her arm,
all the scars do is harm.
Long sleeves is what is used to hide,
the combustion of her pain inside.
They cover the scars of her past,
the only thing that seems to last.
The memories of all her tears-
the memories of all her fears.
Constant fear of someone knowing,
fear of something showing.
Not a soul will understand,
what she does with a razor in her hand.
Too afraid to go all the way,
though it might take her pain away.
Finally, she’s given a voice,
the one thing left-
her only choice,
She grabs the gun,
the quickest way.
After death
the debts she’ll pay.
She reflects on the pain
She’s endured in defence,
not allowed one word.
Who could have done all of this?
Causing all the stories on her wrist
as she lets out a scream, she makes a fist.
She pulls the trigger,
and blows a good bye kiss.
The cause is never exposed,
the reason her heart was closed.
“Never ask, and you’ll never see
You'll never know what you have done to me.”
A last written poem, sitting on the desk
where her lifeless head is now at rest.
It tells about her pain inside,
and the beginning words; she wants to die.."

Rose over-heard the two talking. She layed her head face down on his bed and continued to cry.

A different nurse went inside the room where Otaki was staying.

"I'm sorry guys, but I'm going to have to ask you to leave. Visiting times are over." the nurse told them.

She looked up at the nurse. Her eyes were red from crying and her face was tear streaked. "I'm not leaving. No matter what you say, I won't leave him. If you want me out your gunna hafta kill me."

She looked at the nurse a bit shocked. "N-no. Just a friend I met a few days ago... We were invited to the beach house mansion.. The one off of Ocean Avenue."

((its hard to see the guy but i think this is what the photo should look like

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Shadow took the nurses hand and shook it. "Thank you very much ma'am you are very kind." Shadow turned to Rose, "What? I can be nice too"

"Well you see, I was invited there once." The nurse slid up a chair and sat down. "And those notes, did you find them too? They all have a part in Mary's big plan. But anyways, it was like any other day when I received the letter. Ah, those letters are still in my mind. So I scurried to pack my things and showed my mom the letter. She was really picky about it, but she finally let me go. When it turned into Summer, she drove me there and I was in awe of the place. To my suprise, there were 7 other people there around my age. I was sort of a nerd back then, and I didn't really get along with the rest. I was usually somewhere by myself. That was when I met Tojii. I think we were probably complete opposites back then. He was more of a loud, popular punk. There was no way I would have found myself in love with him, but it happened. He fell in love with me, but I didn't like him. So he made all these songs, and all these notes just to get me to fall in love with him. I swear they were the most romantic things I've ever read and fell in love with him at once. But Summer soon ended and we both got copies of our photographs. He kept his photograph and his song book at the library, just in case we ever come back but we didn't. Years went by and we haven't seen each other for a while. I went into nursing and I think he started up a band. It was until I got my first emergency. There was a bus that rolled over, and they only found one survivor. Guess who it was? Tojii. It was his tour bus that rolled over and I recognized him at once. We tried and tried to keep him alive, but it was too late. He was already gone. Do you know what it feels like to have someone die in your arms? Especially if they are a loved one.." Tears started rolling down her face. "But, I still have my photograph and I think it's been 14 years since the accident."