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 Posted: Tue Apr 24, 2007 6:50 pm
"Lets...go for a walk." she said, smiling, somthing forming. "we can talk, wander...mabye i could see where you live, since you aleady have seen my home...and while we talk...and explore, and walk...we can think about it...about how badly we wish to jump in...and how much we are willing to risk upon the waters depths...If we wanna just wait a little while before being entirely lifemated...or if we are ready now...at least i want to think about these things...and try and makes come sense, i'm just...nervous i guess, and happy and confused and...so many diffrent things at once!" she laughed softly, "but its nice..."
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 10:51 am
He chuckled but was glad at the idea of a walk. All the standing had made his legs stiff and he needed something to make his heart stop from being so frantic. "That sounds like a wonderful idea. And you are right that I should show you where I live since I have seen your home. I do not know who all will be around since it is such a nice day but I am sure they will all like you." he said with a smile and headed towards the forest.
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 3:08 pm
Glow smiled. "Oh i hope so..." she was careful to keep up with him. THe movement of her feet brought some peace to her mind, tho she still thought, it wasn't as frantic, it wasn't as unexpected. It was simple, pleasent, and calming, walking beside the large stallion. Even if his presence brought butterflies and caused her heart to pound, she was most at peace around him then she was around another stallion, or some stranger. And she liked that peace...that calm, bliss...
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Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 5:00 am
He smiled at her as she walked along side him. "Oh I know so!" he said knowing that his family would deffinately accept her. Though he couldn't say for sure about the two who weren't hsi family, Sadie and Taylor. Oh well, they would deal like they have been doing.
He felt calm and relaxed now that they had begun walking and the butterflies had seemed to settle atleast for the moment. He felt content just to walk beside her and was at peace, atleast until they arrive at his home.
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Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 5:21 pm
She smiled"Well if you seem so sure, then i must belive you." her eyes traveled away from Jazz for simply a moment as she looked around before looking back at him, laughing slightly. "You know somthing, its rather funny, really. Well mabye only a little. But still. After you walked be home, i was really happy for the first few days and Lita kept poking fun at me. Then i started to get sad and i layed around alot, not doing anything, and she started to attempt to get me out and about. She said i was a poor love sick mare and i needed to go find my prince charming before i sprouted roots and couldn't." her smile softened. "And I'm glad i listened to her..." She softly reached up and nuzzled his cheek. "Really glad."
Inside her mind was still questioning, analizing, thinking! She was sure, if nothing else, that she had to love him. Nothing else fit this. She had met other stallions, all nice, but they all made her shy, or she changed a bit with each, almost mirroring their personalities. Now that she thought about it, it was as if she was tryign to make herself like them...in hopes they would see her as special...and ask her to be with them. Jazz had been the first she had not. Without thinking about it she was calmed by his presence...and she was happy, even in the darkness. And He seemed happy around her, and she liked that. SHe liked to make other happy, yet his happyness, when she was around him, became more importent then hers or anyone elses. His thoughts were more importent....his feelings. That was what she was afried of...his disaproval...his rejection.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 5:12 pm
Jazz smiled and felt his heart give a flutter. She had actually been sad and depressed to be away from him. He was glad and then not so glad by that. He never wanted her to be upset and was kinda sad he had made her so but he was glad that it was him that she was thinking about and not in a negative way. "Well I am really glad that you are glad. That is what is important. I am just a bit disappointed that I caused to you to get depressed for a little bit before seeing you again. I never wanted you to be sad and I never want to see you sad again." he said softly and nuzzled her mane affectionately. He really didn't want her to be sad and would do everything in his being to keep her happy.
"I am just glad though that Lita was there to encourage you to come find me and that you didn't give up on ever seeing me again."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 5:21 pm
She smiled. "I think as long as i know your around...i can't ever be sad again." She went silent for a few moments. "Jazz...Do...I mean would you...wanted to be lifemated with me?" She asked. Shewas curious if the stallion really wanted to. She had pretty much desided nothing would make her happier. After all it would explain the sadness that had filled her when she had been seperated from him, and the joy at seeing him again. She always wanted to be with him, never apart. Tho she knew she couldn't always be right beside him she could at least hold him in her heart and visa versa. She figited again abit nervously.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 5:39 pm
He noticed her nervouseness and seriously thought about her question. It had been a long time since he had loved anyone and he was sure that he had fallin in love again. He too was nervous if not afriad to let himself fall in so deeply again but when he looked at her, all of that fear went away. He was sure that she couldn't possibly ever hurt him and was sure that she wanted to be with him more than anything.
"Yes...I would like that very much. And what about you? Would you want to be lifemated to me?" he asked her wanting to make sure of her feelings.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 5:46 pm
She looked down at the ground before looking back up and smiling, nodding. "yes, i would like that vary much...I..." She paused, searching for the right word. She shruged. "I'm concerned about you tho...Well, a bit afried if i must. Concerning your past experiences...I mean i hope you knw you can trust me to never repeat that. And if, for some reason, tho i do doubt it ever happening, I desided to leave, i would never take any children we had away from you...I want you to nkow that. But for now, and forever i hope, I love you...vary much...and nothing would make me happier then to be lifemated to you..." She said softly, not turning away, looking him in the eye the whole time. She was dead serious.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 5:56 pm
The red stallion couldn't help but to show his suprise at her words. He had never really indepthly discussed his past but he had told her enough. His expression softened and he was almost sure for a moment that he would cry but the tears never came, something for which he was most deffinately glad. He felt a sense of peace and calm, like he had never felt before, creep into his soul and his heart. "I trust you..." was all the proud stallion could get out at barely a whisper before he burried his face in her mane and breathed deeply.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 6:06 pm
Glow blinked in surprise. She haddn't been expecting that reaction. She wasn't sure what she had been expecting but...not that. However she was glad, he trusted her. It was one of her biggest worries. She lightly nuzzled his neck. "thank you, Jazz..." She said softly. It made her happy. Vary happy. And more then anything she could think of at the moment, she wanted to never cause the stallion any pain. He didn't deserve another heartbreak...No matter what.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 6:24 pm
After a moment, he stepped back and had to give a chuckle to lighten the mood. He was very glad that he had met her and had this talk with her. He was sure that from now on things would be good in life for him. "You are most welcomed, My Dear. But it looks like we have stopped walking and if we are to make it in time to meet my family we should continue our walk." he said in a much better mood than he had been before, even though he hadn't been in a bad mood before. "And I am more than sure my mother would be delighted to meet you."
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 6:52 pm
"Your right, I got a bit sidetracked." She giggled lightly and smiled, nudging his cheek softly. "Shall we continue? I really would love to meet your family." She hoped they would like her. After all taht would be a bit bad...and what if Jazz got introuble with his family because they didn't like her? Oh that would be horrible! she really realyl hoped they liked her at least a little bit.
"Are you sure they will like me, Jazz dear?" she asked, not even noticing the dear she placed after his name. "I mean...I really hope they do like me..."
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Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 6:54 am
"I am sure that they will like you. The only one who might be a bit defensive is most likely Rhapsody but he is grown and knows his manners." he said trying to be reasurring. He wasn't at all sure how his son would react to his father finding a mate but he hoped that Rhapsody wouldn't be rude or mean.
"My mother will be thrilled to meet you. She has been waiting so long for me to find someone. Then as far as Sadie and Taylor go, I haven't the faintest idea how they will react. You never can tell with those two." he said and nipped at her mane playfully.
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Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 9:39 am
Glow nodded. Tho It only reassured her a little. She had been worring a bit about how his son would react to her. Even as an adult one could be vary upset about their parent finding somone...She hoped he would understand. "I'm accually more worried about him then your mother. You've said such great things about your son...I'd hate for him to not like me...or become upset with you because of me." She didn't liek the idea of that one bit...
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