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 Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 2:32 pm
LunaInverse Skizzors Sila-chan Why can't you pull your damn pants up? No one wants to see your boxers everytime you walk, no one wants to see the waist of your pants at your knees. gonk HELLO THANK YOU. gonk Also I would like to add: -Stop strolling along the hallways like you're going for a country walk. Goddamn MOVE. -Stop talking so loudly. -Stop hanging out in front of my locker. -Stop sitting in the hall with your legs stretched out, directly across from someone else with their legs stretched out. -Stop making out in the halls. When people in my high school were making out, they were chased off by the nuns. Scary how those ladies always seemed to know when their students were being naughty... rofl The teachers here don't give a care anymore~ sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 11:18 am
I despise you. I loathe you. I'm angry at you. I want to tell you, but i know what the result will be. I blame you for the situation i'm in. It's unfair of me, but if you had just listened to me as a child we wouldn't be here. The years of fighting what happened before it did were fruitless, wasted, painful years for me, full of abuse that you just turned a blind eye to. and it's your fault. your inability to be alone traps me here. your irresponsibility reflects on me, my life. and i've been told that i shouldn't let your problems get to me - but when i'm living in the streets again because you cant ******** stand up for yourself, i see that as my problem, and i can't find it in myself to turn a blind eye to that. I love you, but I can't say it to your face and i really don't remember ever saying it to you, because inside i hate you too. you make me wish that daily i had never accepted your offer to come home. i feel that i would have been better living homeless than under the roof of a house with you.
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and to someone else...
there have been so few people in my life that could even wish to read through my personality and break me down to every individual aspect of who i am. just by the words i say, how quickly i respond and don't you seem to know exactly whats going on in my head - but at the same time you're so clueless as to what i've been through. words don't relay the damage that has been done. i can't make you see that i'm simply a dog that's been kicked until it's legs and ribs were broken, and that when you read into me and confront me i feel like you're backing me into a corner and all i want to do is strike out at you, when you don't deserve it. and it doesn't happen, i cant lash out at you - i love you. and if i ever said anything to hurt you i'd be outside myself. i can't make you feel how i feel, so i'm asking your forgiveness. i need you to forgive my imperfections. i asked, and you didn't forgive me. you walked around the response. it crushed me.
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Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 3:54 pm
i wish i could show you how selfish you're being.. there's no such thing as its just me, not you. because no matter what two people are involved, and your choices effect not only yourself but the other person. you told me to keep my mouth shut about how i feel.. i hope you realize that respecting that wish is killing me. i'm going crazy, little by little. i miss you, i love you so much. and its killing me to not be able to tell you. or even talk to you. god.. you ******** a*****e.
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Posted: Tue May 08, 2007 2:05 pm
Look, I know your car is ******** up, I know you're not happy, I know you spent a gazillion dollars on the damned thing, and I know it sucks. But know what? Just because you crashed it into that light pole/other car/median/brick wall/bus/dump truck/crowd of small children doesn't mean you're ENTITLED TO A MOTHER ******** HANDOUT! Get over yourself. You are not the only person to do this, it is not our fault, it's yours. I know you say you're not going to buy another goddamn chrysler/dodge/jeep vehicle, but that's what you said the last time, which was about 6 months ago, so shut your hole and take responsibility for the fact that you ******** up.
And thank you for calling Daimler Chrysler.
You stupid cockbite.
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 4:18 am
Good ******** lord. If you want food and you're going to be picky about it, get off your lazy a** and help me! scream
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 2:23 pm
falling for you and losing you was like getting shot in the chest.
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Posted: Thu May 17, 2007 3:18 pm
I have to repeat myself.
STOP HANGING OUT IN FRONT OF MY LOCKER.
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Posted: Mon May 21, 2007 5:32 pm
to pick a flower falling for you and losing you was like getting shot in the chest.
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Posted: Wed May 23, 2007 1:03 pm
wewt, just what i need.
-- venting --
look, i understand your mother is stressing you out. believe me. however, i'd like to know why i pissed you off. i'd like to know why you think i deliberatly pissed you off when you're the one who's pissing me off by being pissed off at me and not telling me what i did wrong. if you're such a direct person, just ******** tell me. yeah i cry, yeah i whine. but i think even you know i get over it and i'll give you your space. just like i'm doing now.
not everyone hates you, my dear. maybe you might've had shitty friends in the past, but not me. i won't treat you like s**t, but then this was proven so many times. i really have no idea why you're so angry at me. i mean, we were just laughing the day before!
i don't know. i just wish you'd talk to me or trust me more. i also wish you wouldn't lump me with people who deliberatly pissed you off. cause that wasn't my intention at all.
-- /venting --
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2007 1:37 am
No, I will not make myself familiar with all your trivial knowledge about the college, course descriptions and the like. If you had honestly expected me to do so in the first place, you would have treated me and my fellow teachers much better. If I do get asked questions about how many square feet the college grounds are, you know what my answer is going to be? "What the hell kind of question is that?"
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Posted: Sat May 26, 2007 6:04 pm
-- wahmbulance venting about family osnap wahmbulance -- look, it's dumb that you even got mad at me because -gasp- i said your name second. that's why i was irritated myself. you got touchy and got insulted for some reason. and gee, maybe it's because i'm closer to him then i am with you. it's not my fault you and i haven't been as buddy-buddy ever since you got a new boyfriend.
you're the one who never talks to me anymore except to ******** yell at me for something that i didn't even do.
but you and i both know that it's not even remotely fair for you to turn off my ******** phone for good just because i didn't say "i love you too". i am almost 20 ******** years old. sure you may still be my mother, but you shouldn't be treating me like this anymore. whether you want to realize it or not, i'm not a little girl of 10 where you can raise me however you want and do whatever you want with me like you used to.
but i'm almost 20. you can't tell me what to do anymore. you can only suggest. yeah, i'm still under your roof and your rules and blah blah blah. however, i've done more then my share of work around the ******** house. allow me to have fun. allow me to be with my friends. yeah, i'll get a job, yes, i'll go to school. yes i'll obsess about the family like you say you do.
point is, the fact you turned off my phone permanetly simply because i didn't say "i love you too"? what are you, 4? -- wahmbulance / venting about family osnap wahmbulance --
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Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 8:56 am
My eyes are dry from this weekend. I don't think I could possibly have cried more.
And I guess I feel better now, now that we've reached a midpoint in all of this, but I still feel like you're in the wrong. You tell me I'm immature, but you act the same way you're accusing me of doing. You insist that I be strong and responsible. Why not take your own advice? But I forgot; you're smarter. You know more, but more than that, you're the man so that makes you completely infallible. And I thought you were different from the rest of them. My bad.
I hope this is just a phase. I really hope it is.
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Posted: Sun May 27, 2007 9:47 am
hilaroma My eyes are dry from this weekend. I don't think I could possibly have cried more. And I guess I feel better now, now that we've reached a midpoint in all of this, but I still feel like you're in the wrong. You tell me I'm immature, but you act the same way you're accusing me of doing. You insist that I be strong and responsible. Why not take your own advice? But I forgot; you're smarter. You know more, but more than that, you're the man so that makes you completely infallible. And I thought you were different from the rest of them. My bad. I hope this is just a phase. I really hope it is. Hila... *huggles* Sometimes people get so caught up in how they see things... I hope things get better for you soon. I'm here if you need me. heart
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Posted: Mon May 28, 2007 10:38 am
hilaroma My eyes are dry from this weekend. I don't think I could possibly have cried more. And I guess I feel better now, now that we've reached a midpoint in all of this, but I still feel like you're in the wrong. You tell me I'm immature, but you act the same way you're accusing me of doing. You insist that I be strong and responsible. Why not take your own advice? But I forgot; you're smarter. You know more, but more than that, you're the man so that makes you completely infallible. And I thought you were different from the rest of them. My bad. I hope this is just a phase. I really hope it is.
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Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2007 12:30 am
You've been a friend, a mentor, a collaborator, and a rock to me.
You've seen me at my best and my worst.
You've been there for me through it all.
You stuck up for me even when I had no idea about it until a year later.
You've never stopped believing in me.
You've excepted every crazy bit of me as if it were nothing.
You're sexy in pretty much every way I could care to think of.
I know you were just trying to boost my confidence when you said that you'd probably have fallen for me if you hadn't met your boyfriend, but my heart skipped a beat. I'm scared to death of falling in love with you.
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