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 Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 12:39 pm
Crimson did his best to hold in a laugh. He put his hands in front of his mouth as the giggle came bursting free.
"Shedy boy, that outfit looks smashing on you." he said in a sarcastic, but friendly tone. "Let's eat!"
Crimson then picked up the menu and looked it over. He had a bit of trouble selecting what he wanted from the selection of all the great tasting food offered. Finally he settled on the moo goo gai pan with sweet and sour pork.
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 12:44 pm
Shedoe narrowed his eyes at him at the sarcasm. "And what's your problem? Is it jsut because I look like a girl? Huh? Is it??" He scowled, somewhat protectively. He was somewhat defensive about matters like this, because he demanded to know exactly what people thought about him, and if something was funny, he'd rather know exactly what it was if someone was going to mock him about it.
He ordered some rice dish before returning to give Crimson an interrorgating glare.
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 12:58 pm
Crimson gulped realizing he had made a slight err in judgement and quickly moved to recover.
"There's nothing wrong with it. It's just not usual seeing you dressed in that manner." he said appologeticly.
He then looked to his feet to show his respect.
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 1:02 pm
Shedoe looked uncertain at this 'save', before nodding, looking down at the table himself. "It's alright. I'm just jumpy, i havn't worn this before either... I just.." He trailed off. "Never mind.. it dosn't matter."
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 10:28 am
Crimson let out a sigh. He wasn't sure if he should tell him now or wait until they finished eating. Not knowing how Shedoe would respond, he thought it best to wait just a little while longer but knew that he would have to share his deepest feelings sooner or later.
"It looks great on you," Crimson said this time more serious than before.
He then dropped into an abyss of quietness not wanting to reveal what he was trying his best not to allow to burst out at the most inoppurutne moment.
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 12:18 pm
"Really..? You mean that...?" He looked uncertain still, before looking at his rice as it was placed infront ofhim, and picked the chopsticks up to eat the dish, sipping at his Sake, before downing it. He smiled slightly, his face already turning red, the alchohol quickly melting quite a bit of that icy shell. "Soo... Uhh... What's it like, being A black belt. Must be pretty good eh?"
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 12:37 pm
Crimson looked Shedoe in his eyes with a caring glance and nodded to show that he did indeed mean every word.
"It's like you said, it really doesn't feel any different than without it. I guess I just had to prove to myself that I could do it. Thanks to your help. I have succeeded."
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 1:14 pm
"That's kinda cool. I'm glad to have helped. Most people don't want me helping, cause i'm a malicious b*****d." He said with a small sigh, finishing his bowl before asking for more sake.
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 1:43 pm
Crimson looked down to his partially eaten food, and quietly said, "You don't seem so malicious to me."
He then picked up his chopsticks once more and began slowly to fidget with his sweet and sour pork. He wondered if he had not revealed the way he felt in his tone. He truely didn't want to frighten Shedoe by having him discover that he had feelings for him before the time was right.
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 1:50 pm
Shedoe once again downed his sake, and looked at him, wobbling slightly. it seemed Shedoe had a weakness... alchohol. "Yeeah well... I havn't tried to kill you yet..." He said, before hiccuping slightly, and eating his rice again. "I still havn't figured out why. I mean, what makes you so different from everyone else? That first day, I met you... I wanted to rip your throat out, but... I guess you inability to fight was too funny.. I dunno.. I just couldn't do it..."
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 2:05 pm
Crimson could see that Shedoe was really drinking a bit too much, and his chance was slowly passing him by. He had to do it now or Shedoe would not remember it the next day.
"Shedoe, when I first met you, I hated the fact that you would stand up to me and dare to tell me I couldn't do something I wanted to do. I hate being told no, and hardly anyone has been allowed to do so and get away with it.
You, however, are different. You alone have I let get away with telling me no. I didn't know why then, but I know why now. I like you a lot. Even more than just a friend."
Crimson then stopped and allowed Shedoe time to let it begin to sink in, if it would.
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 2:14 pm
Shedoe hit his fist on the table, shattering the small china flask of sake in his hands, causing the china to cut into his hand. "And that's exactly why i'm getting drunk." He said, going to take another sip, though notcied his hand was bleeding, but just ignored it with a shrug.
"I mean... I'm a b*****d. I don't deserve love, and shouldn't get any... so.. maybe if I made a total idiot of myself, i'll scare you off, eh..?" He said, ignoring the fact that now his plan was sure to fail now that he said it. He was too honest when he was drunk...
"Maybe then you wont get killed, doing something stupid... I have a horrid temper..." He trailed off, turning away from Crimson and leaning on the table, staring up blankly at the sky. "Been aloooone to looong..." He wailed softly, in an almost tune.
"Thet say i'm cursed, y'know? Any one that tries to get close just ends up dead... I can't even remember if it was me who did it.. but I blame myself anyway. I prefer being feared and left alone... it saves me getting my hopes up."
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 8:12 am
Crimson continued to look deep into Shedoe's eyes.
"You may have been alone for a long time, and you may have a nasty temper, but that's what makes you, well, you. So what if I get killed. I'm ready for death if death seeks me. You shouldn't be too hard on yourself. Maybe you just needed someone who actually cared enough to stay by your side no matter what. No one is cursed. We just have our moments. Luck is what you make of it, and life is the same. You can change all of that. Just work on what you can change and what you can't leave it be."
Crimson wanted to reach out and hug Shedoe just to try and calm him down, but he knew better than to mess with an angry drunk.
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 2:32 pm
Shedoe shot a glare at him, baring his fangs threateningly. It was more intimidating when one realised that rabbits weren't MEANT to have fangs like those. "Shut up!! Who are you to say if i'm cursed or not??" He hissed, eyes glowing in rage. "You have no idea what i've been through. Everyone, and I mean everyone who's grown close to me winds up dead, either by my hands or by them." He spat, standing up.
His blood seemed to smoke from his hands,and as it dripped onto the table, seemed to burn through. It appeared he truely was something else, cursed or not.
"You may not give a damn about death. But what about me..? Have you ever thought abou twhat it does to me to watch loved ones die repeatedly. They don't die once. They die a thousand times in my dreams, my nightmares. I'm suffering perminantly because of Bastards like you who don't take me seriously... People who... who.. who love me..." He started to break down, the fire in his eyes being doused by tears, which seemed to be represented by blood, as that was the only liquid that trickled from his eyes.
He collapsed back down on his cushion, looking defeated.
"People like me shouldn't be loved. We wasn't created to be love and be loved back.."
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Posted: Sun Jan 21, 2007 8:30 am
"it's people like you who need the love most of all. I'm not intimidated at all, and yes I am taking you seriously. I still would be deeply honored to be with you. I want to show you the love you need so much. I alone know what is right for me, and I feel you are right.. You just need someone who can help you control your temper, and hold you tightly, and maybe even take the pain you dish out without running away all the time."
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