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 Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 11:01 am
Im sorry.. but what is a c***d? sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 2:39 pm
Mai Eskeyp Vash262 For me i dunno really sweatdrop I mean there were thoughts about other boys when i was younger and stuff, but i always kindof just neatly filed them away and didnt pay any attention to them, until one day about 1.5-2 years ago it just kinda reared its head and bit me on my a** and i realized i was gay xp Same here. I'd see girls and think "she's hot!" but then I'd just brush it off with a "but I'm just being stupid I don't REALLY like girls". I'm a lesbian and I always just thought I was a very weird straight girl rofl ! I thought maybe I was bi but when I said to myself "I'm bi" it just felt wrong xp . So one day i was just like "FINE! I'M A LESBIAN!" and everything made sense 3nodding ! heh.... i remember when i did that. I was sitting in my cousins house (at the time when i still thought i was bi) watching 100 hottiest celebs yet again and thinking about the odd fact that i loved that show when there was a female to male ratio of like 10:1 when i suddenly just thought, "Jeesh i'm such a lesbian" and smiled. It really felt right. ^^ Which might be an odd thing to say but i just came ot this final conclusion a few weeks ago and i'm still giddy about finally working it out. I've never felt so comfortable with myself.
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Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 3:28 pm
Omg.. I'm not the only one who uses that word! A c***e is a d**k which is wider than it is long
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Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 3:36 pm
BakaTulip Omg.. I'm not the only one who uses that word! A c***e is a d**k which is wider than it is long ................ thats possible? What a horrid image. And now suddenly i'm thinking of harry potter. I have such a squewed mind.
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 9:47 am
Seralunarin BakaTulip Omg.. I'm not the only one who uses that word! A c***e is a d**k which is wider than it is long ................ thats possible? What a horrid image. And now suddenly i'm thinking of harry potter. I have such a squewed mind. lol, i got quite a discussion going. and yes, it is physically possible, unfortunately... why harry potter? the janitor was a squib, though i doubt he had a c***d. he was just a dickless b*****d. to BT: i'm also surprised someone else uses the word! to akurei: FOLLOW YOUR PART
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 1:01 pm
Vaan Mortier Seralunarin BakaTulip Omg.. I'm not the only one who uses that word! A c***e is a d**k which is wider than it is long ................ thats possible? What a horrid image. And now suddenly i'm thinking of harry potter. I have such a squewed mind. lol, i got quite a discussion going. and yes, it is physically possible, unfortunately... why harry potter? the janitor was a squib, though i doubt he had a c***d. he was just a dickless b*****d. to BT: i'm also surprised someone else uses the word! to akurei: FOLLOW YOUR PART I was thinking of dudley. It was a freaishly horrid image.
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 9:39 am
Seralunarin Vaan Mortier Seralunarin BakaTulip Omg.. I'm not the only one who uses that word! A c***e is a d**k which is wider than it is long ................ thats possible? What a horrid image. And now suddenly i'm thinking of harry potter. I have such a squewed mind. lol, i got quite a discussion going. and yes, it is physically possible, unfortunately... why harry potter? the janitor was a squib, though i doubt he had a c***d. he was just a dickless b*****d. to BT: i'm also surprised someone else uses the word! to akurei: FOLLOW YOUR PART I was thinking of dudley. It was a freaishly horrid image. EWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEW! dudley's p***s, NOT GOOD NOT GOOD! EWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEW
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 10:17 am
Dudley's p***s? That is a very nast thought.. especially as a c***d Dx
BAD IMAGE!! gonk
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Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2006 1:06 pm
Basically, I one day started having dreams about being with girls.... And I had never been with anyone, and I was straight, as I thought, so it confused me. I also then began to think about girls more often then guys. It puzzled me completely and I was worried a bit, confused. And right in the middle of all the crazy hormones, lovely. < 3;
And I was beginning to feel extremely depressed. Doubting myself, stupid hormones and school had begun. Uugh, school.
But anyways, I go on the computer normally, my two main sites are Gaia and Neopets. And I've always been in a guild with my good friend that I know online ( But I've talked to her on the phone). And we had gotten a new member. I began to talk to her. And I began to like her.. And then the like turned into love. And I was completely freaking out because I didn't know I could love a girl, no less one I've never met... I had only really begun to talk to her over the summer.. And by October, or even earlier, I was certain I loved her.. I don't know how it happened. But we found out we loved eachother... And yeah. Sorta like Tulip's story, I believe she's my soulmate. Hee. < 3 And now we rant freely now about how we find Sarah Brightman hot. < 3;
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Posted: Mon Apr 24, 2006 7:20 am
My story is nothing dramatic- I have almost no memories of my childhood, most have been wiped out due to things that are hard hitting my head very hard. Rocks, Wood, concrete after I fall off a large snow-hill, etc.
Two years ago, around Christmas, when I was first dating my ex (We went out twice... Once then, once this year...) I was talking to her online one night... She said she was looking at hentai. So I asked her if she was bisexual... She said yes. God damn I use too many elipses... Any way, that got me thinking. And this year one of her male friends asked me out over the intarweb... I said yes. Too bad we never met.
... and I still haven't kissed anyone. grumble grumble...
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Posted: Mon Apr 24, 2006 8:34 pm
Wolf Kazumaru My story is nothing dramatic- I have almost no memories of my childhood, most have been wiped out due to things that are hard hitting my head very hard. Rocks, Wood, concrete after I fall off a large snow-hill, etc. Two years ago, around Christmas, when I was first dating my ex (We went out twice... Once then, once this year...) I was talking to her online one night... She said she was looking at hentai. So I asked her if she was bisexual... She said yes. God damn I use too many elipses... Any way, that got me thinking. And this year one of her male friends asked me out over the intarweb... I said yes. Too bad we never met. ... and I still haven't kissed anyone. grumble grumble...Hey, Join the club. xp
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Posted: Wed Apr 26, 2006 11:07 am
A.Dream.Within.A.Dream. Wolf Kazumaru My story is nothing dramatic- I have almost no memories of my childhood, most have been wiped out due to things that are hard hitting my head very hard. Rocks, Wood, concrete after I fall off a large snow-hill, etc. Two years ago, around Christmas, when I was first dating my ex (We went out twice... Once then, once this year...) I was talking to her online one night... She said she was looking at hentai. So I asked her if she was bisexual... She said yes. God damn I use too many elipses... Any way, that got me thinking. And this year one of her male friends asked me out over the intarweb... I said yes. Too bad we never met. ... and I still haven't kissed anyone. grumble grumble...Hey, Join the club. xp *signs up* Sweet. Do we have uniforms? biggrin
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 10:19 am
*le sigh*
Ok...
more than likely this is going to be long, but oh well.
Hm...ever since I was younger (younger, meaning like 6 or 7), I liked chicks.
I KNEW I liked chicks, because, well, hanging out with my one "first best friend", I found me wanting to kiss her a lot.
& we played with Barbie dolls & made them always kiss, & I thought that was normal.
(oh, & I watched Sailor Moon & became infatuated with Ami/Sailor Mercury ^^)
But, kids at school would call us lesbians & make homophobic comments, & I couldn't stand those comments, so I basically started disliking her.
(See, I think it kind of made me question myself as a kid, & also, I was told to "hate" homosexuals because "it's not natural", as my parents told me)
I started hanging out with another girl, & she produced those "I want to kiss you" feelings.
(this was when I was 8/9 to 11)
I started getting scared again, because I didn't know if I actually was partially lesbian or not...not to mention the fact that I still was told that gays & lesbians were unnatural, liking their own gender, so I was scared/in denial about myself.
I really liked boys, also, but the boys aren't really prominent in my mind as much as the girls were.
In seventh grade, well, at the end of seventh grade, I kind of started to question my sexuality.
I wasn't sure what I was at that point, since I really liked guys & girls.
(that was when I was 12/13)
In eighth grade, I really got to figure out what I was.
I moved to a more "understanding" area which had many kids that were gay/lesbian/bi.
I started a new middle school & I figured out my true self there.
I started going to church & started talking to my first girlfriend, who is basically lesbian.
That was my first "lesbianic" relationship, although it didn't last long.
I was really scared about "coming out", so I ended it quickly.
That year, I also "fell in love" with a boy, & I "fell in love" with a girl (who gave me my first real kiss <33 !!)
I kind of am still questioning myself about my orientation.
Like, with boys, I am attracted to them emotionally.
I don't want to do anything really physical with them, like, have sex with them.
I think, mostly, it's because I think that all should wait until marriage, but anywho...
I find myself more attracted to girls in both emotionally & physically.
I guess I'm 3/4 lesbian because of that, but I still state my orientation as "bisexual", because, well, I am.
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Posted: Sun Jun 11, 2006 9:18 pm
^_^ Ah yes! Story time!
Mine is kind of awkward, but I'll try?
O.o Idk. Ever since my preteen years, I have always judged both sexes equally. Though that may have been due to me having two older sisters, and a best friend as a female. XD
Anyways, around 13-15 I developed a sort of.. "Envy" towards males. o.O I figured it envy at the time, so my life kind of spiralled downward from there. Any ways, whenever I hit 16, I realized that my envy was just..
o_o Sexual want? xD I've never really gotten that from a female though.
I've always liked females in the sense that they're similar to me.
But a few months ago, a boy asked me out. =O It really threw me off because I wouldn't expect that from him. But, I'm kind of glad that I accpted him.
^-^ What can I say? Females just want to be motherly. Though that's the role that I try to assume. u.u I'm not quite sure if I could have a functional relationship with a female. heart
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Posted: Mon Jun 12, 2006 2:26 pm
Not all females are motherly. I just thought I'd make a correction there. ^^;;;
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