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 Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:18 pm
InternalHardDrive Ismaru Windsoul I'm starting to get reall worried for everyone now. Those breakdowns, when I heard of them, scared the hell out of me. That sort of thing should never have to happen at all, let alone over a game on a website, even though we love the game and love the site. No one should have to be put through that. Mine was partially the fault of RL stuff...but the guild started it. I was feeling odd the morning when I came back to find what had happened, and I ended up starting to crack in the evening. Things got to be too much, and I've had these episodes three times now over the past few days. My hand keeps twitching every once and a while...and I stammer sometimes...it's really not good...@w@; Dukes: ...WTF? D: I had similar things happen to ME. x_x .+:{ }:+.
heart I got over mine a little faster then you and Siamese. All those panic attacks must have been preparing me for this. Though I do feel sick when I sit at the computer now Dx
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:18 pm
InternalHardDrive Ismaru Windsoul InternalHardDrive Ismaru Windsoul I'm starting to get reall worried for everyone now. Those breakdowns, when I heard of them, scared the hell out of me. That sort of thing should never have to happen at all, let alone over a game on a website, even though we love the game and love the site. No one should have to be put through that. Mine was partially the fault of RL stuff...but the guild started it. I was feeling odd the morning when I came back to find what had happened, and I ended up starting to crack in the evening. Things got to be too much, and I've had these episodes three times now over the past few days. My hand keeps twitching every once and a while...and I stammer sometimes...it's really not good...@w@; Dukes: ...WTF? D: I had similar things happen to ME. x_x *glomps* I hope you all fell 100% better soon. I can semi relate to what you are going through/have been through in the breakdown department because a few months ago I had a pretty bad emotional breakdown. If any of you guys need anything please don't hesitate to PM me and ask. I'll do everything I can to help in any way I can. *snugs* Thanks. <3 It was really effing bizarre...Monday morning, I got really cold and I couldn't stop it...my hand was twitching back and forth on the keyboard, I couldn't focus, and I started find it hard to breathe. And no one was home, so if I suddenly stopped breathing, I would have had a big problem. @w@; I admit, that possibility worried me some. That worries me as well. And I have to go now. I'll be on tomorrow, and remember if you need anything I'm here for you.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:18 pm
Dukes InternalHardDrive Ismaru Windsoul I'm starting to get reall worried for everyone now. Those breakdowns, when I heard of them, scared the hell out of me. That sort of thing should never have to happen at all, let alone over a game on a website, even though we love the game and love the site. No one should have to be put through that. Mine was partially the fault of RL stuff...but the guild started it. I was feeling odd the morning when I came back to find what had happened, and I ended up starting to crack in the evening. Things got to be too much, and I've had these episodes three times now over the past few days. My hand keeps twitching every once and a while...and I stammer sometimes...it's really not good...@w@; Dukes: ...WTF? D: I had similar things happen to ME. x_x  Yeah well people like Bullet are the ones I am talking about who need to accept that it happened and learn from it. All these people finding some way to deny any need to take blame or see that there is a problem. If that's what they choose to do...then, well, fine. I have no desire to guilt anyone. But if Meru, Nymphie, and you were lying, then obviously I'm lying, too, right? If people really want to push it that far, then I could always get my friend (who is incidentally NOT part of the GCSG) to vouch for what happened on the phone last night. I worried him really badly. x_x
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:20 pm
Merumiharu InternalHardDrive Ismaru Windsoul I'm starting to get reall worried for everyone now. Those breakdowns, when I heard of them, scared the hell out of me. That sort of thing should never have to happen at all, let alone over a game on a website, even though we love the game and love the site. No one should have to be put through that. Mine was partially the fault of RL stuff...but the guild started it. I was feeling odd the morning when I came back to find what had happened, and I ended up starting to crack in the evening. Things got to be too much, and I've had these episodes three times now over the past few days. My hand keeps twitching every once and a while...and I stammer sometimes...it's really not good...@w@; Dukes: ...WTF? D: I had similar things happen to ME. x_x .+:{}:+.
heart I got over mine a little faster then you and Siamese. All those panic attacks must have been preparing me for this. Though I do feel sick when I sit at the computer now Dx If I weren't sick and if the RL stuff hadn't hit me right now, I'd be dealing with it better than I am. ._.; <3 Awr. *snugs* Ismaru: All right, thanks. <3 Sleep well.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:21 pm
///+ Buzz Bro... +///
OK, I think some people might have missed the point of this thread
I didn't make this thread to defend Dukes, I'm not standing up for him, I just don't like the whole "Dukes is posting, so obviously he's looking for drama" mentality that's going on.
All this stuff will keep happening, no matter how much we say "We'll never let this happen, ever ever again, I <3 you guys sooo much"... we will always be looking for somebody to get angry and blame drama on... many people have left because people blame them for drama... I can go through a list, but I don't feel like it.
And about the whole "breakdown" thing, yeah it did happen, I hung out with Nymphie Sunday night, and watched her, and I'm pretty sure that if she were faking it, she would have gotten the lead in the play this summer.
DUKES-- this thread is not meant to be all "ILU Dukes"... this is a problem, I don't care what you want, I just think it needs to be addressed.
///+ ...Blue+///
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:23 pm
.+:{}:+.
buzzbuzzbuzz you shold go reply to your PMs so I stop worrying
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:24 pm
InternalHardDrive Dukes InternalHardDrive Ismaru Windsoul I'm starting to get reall worried for everyone now. Those breakdowns, when I heard of them, scared the hell out of me. That sort of thing should never have to happen at all, let alone over a game on a website, even though we love the game and love the site. No one should have to be put through that. Mine was partially the fault of RL stuff...but the guild started it. I was feeling odd the morning when I came back to find what had happened, and I ended up starting to crack in the evening. Things got to be too much, and I've had these episodes three times now over the past few days. My hand keeps twitching every once and a while...and I stammer sometimes...it's really not good...@w@; Dukes: ...WTF? D: I had similar things happen to ME. x_x Yeah well people like Bullet are the ones I am talking about who need to accept that it happened and learn from it. All these people finding some way to deny any need to take blame or see that there is a problem. If that's what they choose to do...then, well, fine. I have no desire to guilt anyone. But if Meru, Nymphie, and you were lying, then obviously I'm lying, too, right? If people really want to push it that far, then I could always get my friend (who is incidentally NOT part of the GCSG) to vouch for what happened on the phone last night. I worried him really badly. x_x They'll just dispute that because he's your friend.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:24 pm
 I wish I could go through the computer and give the three of you hugs, tea, and maybe some Advil
How much does UPS charge for shipping love? ;_____;
@Buzz: I don't have that mentality. I just disagree with what he's saying. I also disagree that if we stop continuing this drama we're goping to forget it ant repeat it. At the rate we're going, everyone's heads are going to explode from the drama and there will be nothing to remember with anyway xP
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:26 pm
system malfunction
How much does UPS charge for shipping love? ;_____;
.+:{}:+.
That made me laugh xd heart heart
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:27 pm
Dukes ...They'll just dispute that because he's your friend. So, what, should I try to get non-existant phone logs of me telling him that my hand wouldn't stop shaking? Or that he said it sounded like I was in pain? Or that he kept urging me to go talk to my parents because he was afraid that I'd go into shock and there'd be no one there? That he kept pleading me to? And that he was telling me to talk to my counselor about it? asdlkjasldj. .____.;
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:30 pm
Merumiharu system malfunction
How much does UPS charge for shipping love? ;_____;
.+:{}:+.
That made me laugh xd heart heart YAAAY!~ whee heart heart heart heart heart heart
hey, maybe I can e-mail the love! But my love for you guys is probably too large to be sent as an attatchment xP
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:31 pm
system malfunction Merumiharu system malfunction
How much does UPS charge for shipping love? ;_____;
.+:{}:+.
That made me laugh xd heart heart YAAAY!~ whee heart heart heart heart heart heart
hey, maybe I can e-mail the love! But my love for you guys is probably too large to be sent as an attatchment xP .+:{}:+.
Send two attachments >.>
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:34 pm
Merumiharu system malfunction Merumiharu system malfunction
How much does UPS charge for shipping love? ;_____;
.+:{}:+.
That made me laugh xd heart heart YAAAY!~ whee heart heart heart heart heart heart
hey, maybe I can e-mail the love! But my love for you guys is probably too large to be sent as an attatchment xP .+:{}:+.
Send two attachments >.> BRILLIANT!
Now, to find a way to save my love as a .png file ninja
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:36 pm
InternalHardDrive Dukes ...They'll just dispute that because he's your friend. So, what, should I try to get non-existant phone logs of me telling him that my hand wouldn't stop shaking? Or that he said it sounded like I was in pain? Or that he kept urging me to go talk to my parents because he was afraid that I'd go into shock and there'd be no one there? That he kept pleading me to? And that he was telling me to talk to my counselor about it? asdlkjasldj. .____.; I don't think there's anything that will convince them.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 7:37 pm
Dukes InternalHardDrive Dukes ...They'll just dispute that because he's your friend. So, what, should I try to get non-existant phone logs of me telling him that my hand wouldn't stop shaking? Or that he said it sounded like I was in pain? Or that he kept urging me to go talk to my parents because he was afraid that I'd go into shock and there'd be no one there? That he kept pleading me to? And that he was telling me to talk to my counselor about it? asdlkjasldj. .____.; I don't think there's anything that will convince them. Ahahah, between this and getting kicked off from the computer around now, I feel like giggling madly again. And rocking back and forth in my chair. ... MY MIND IS SHATTERED. D:
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